He is like hell

"No, Ruolin, listen to me, it's not like that at all, I killed my own child." Lin Yuan shook her head frantically, her tears and snot flowed down, soaking my clothes, but I contacted She can't wait to bear such pain for him.

"Actually, after I found out that I was pregnant, I took the medicine again by chance, because the doctor said it was nothing but one time, and my body was about to be unable to bear it, you know? Ruolin, I really am not deliberately."

Seeing this bright and generous Lin Yuan, who is always optimistic no matter what he encounters, suddenly changed into this appearance, I didn't realize it for a while, and I didn't know what to do.

I kept patting him on the shoulder, and finally took a deep breath, "Okay, maybe this is fate, right? By the way, what the doctor said at the time, if he promised you that there is no problem, he will be responsible. "

Under my constant gaze, Lin Yuan finally shook his head.

"It's all because of me. It's because I still have luck in my heart. I thought it was." As Lin Yuan spoke, tears soon fell.

I took a deep breath, and finally patted her on the shoulder, "Okay, it's all over now, we will pay attention in the future, and it will definitely be better."

But this didn't seem to have any effect, Lin Yuan lay on my shoulder again, and burst into tears, completely ignoring the curious eyes of people around me.

Finally, I took a deep breath and patted her on the shoulder.

For the two of us, the eyes of outsiders have never been the most important thing.

I frowned and stared at Lin Yuan, not knowing how to comfort her.

"Maybe it's because the two of us are friends." I shook my head slightly and said thoughtfully.

Under Lin Yuan's surprised gaze, I took a deep breath, "Don't you think things haven't been particularly smooth recently?"

"First is my Xuanxuan, that happened a long time ago, so I won't say much, and my later child, everything was fine at first, why did he encounter trouble at that time, All of a sudden." I shook my head slightly, not knowing what to say.

"And Jiahe, you don't know that I liked her very much from the beginning, and I thought about adopting her at that time, but I just kept thinking about some things and didn't make a final decision. Isn't that just what happened? things."

"I won't talk about Qiao Nancheng, Lu Yan, etc. Then there is you, who has such a serious illness now, and now you have finally recovered, and you have become like this again. I really don't know what to do. tell you."

When I started talking, Lin Yuan didn't pay attention to me, just lay on my shoulder and sobbed blindly, and I didn't pay attention, just talking about my own words.

Finally, I don't know when Lin Yuan stopped, but when I stopped to look at her, she was staring at me with wide eyes.

"Okay," she waved her arms, "don't think about these things anymore, it's not your business at all, Ruolin, you must not be so similar, otherwise I will worry."

"Worried?" A smile flickered on the corner of my mouth, "Would you be worried if I wouldn't? I don't even know how to comfort you in your state just now, so don't be like that, okay?"

I looked at him fixedly, and finally, Lin Yuan also took a deep breath, "If you really think so, then that's the only way to go."

"But my child, he just left my body, can you feel my mood now?"

Looking at Lin Yuan's begging eyes, I finally nodded. This is a very normal thing. Losing a child is more painful than anything in the world in my opinion, but at this moment, Lin Yuan and I are immersed in such pain middle.

"Where is Shen Yu? Did you really let him leave and he never came back?" I looked around again, it had been so long since I came here just now, but there was no sign of Shen Yu at all. Could it be that in the current situation, Does he really have the heart to leave?I can't figure it out.

Lin Yuan sighed slightly, and slowly straightened my head.Looking into my eyes, she shook her head slightly. "Forget it, Ruolin, don't embarrass Shen Yu, just take it for my sake."

She looked straight at me, and it could be seen that Lin Yuan was very serious, so I could only nod silently, after all, I don't even know where Shen Yu is now.

"Then did you tell him about this? Doesn't he know?" I still can't let go of such a big matter, so I have to tell the other party anyway, I thought in my heart, who would have known Lin Yuan's expression The child was gloomy again.

"Just treat it as me begging you, okay? Ruolin, don't mention this matter again." Her crying voice made me feel bad. Could it be that Enyu did something wrong again?No, didn't the two of them act very affectionately in front of me before?

I always feel that something is wrong, but I can't figure out where it is.

Under Lin Yuan's strong gaze, I finally nodded heavily and sighed helplessly. "Well, you are my great president now, everything you say is right, don't worry, I will obey unconditionally."

I made an OK gesture. "Then this matter is over like this. You and I go home and let's take care of ourselves. It's easy to talk about the child. As long as the person is still there, everything will be fine."

People are always like this. When persuading others, the truth is always one set, but every time it comes to me, there are always so many things I can’t think about. I shook my head helplessly, but I couldn’t help but think of Xuanxuan before. things.

Lu Yan's indifferent face, and the crying expression later, all the scenes are engraved in my heart. I don't know what to do, and I don't know which one is the real him. I can only take a deep breath. I can force myself not to think so much.

Now standing in front of me is Lin Yuan, I have to find a way to make her have a good time, instead of taking some mess, I thought in my heart, so I took her to my home.

I have already ordered most of the nourishing things on the Internet. For Lin Yuan, it can be regarded as confinement now. Women, especially at this time, need to pay special attention. Naturally, I know this truth, so I put the The casserole and pressure cooker are all turned out in the same way.

"Okay, you just sit here. It's best not to play with your mobile phone, go to sleep first." Lin Yuan looked at me puzzled, he opened his mouth as if he wanted to ask something, I shook my head and interrupted he. "I'll make something for you to replenish your body, you just need to rest here."

Isn't that what the two of us are?Whenever I encounter any problems, Lin Yuan is the one I think of, and the first thing she thinks of is me when she has any problems.

Naturally, I can't let her be hurt again, thinking this way in my heart, I walked into the kitchen with those bottles and jars.

To be honest, although I prefer to cook, I am still a bit helpless when faced with such a big dish like stewed chicken. Fortunately, Lu Yan gave me a recipe before.

That was when I was sick, he took that recipe and cooked me several meals. The stewed chicken soup was indeed the best thing I have ever eaten in my life. Later, I refused to let him go, and he had no choice but to He gave me the folk prescription, and said that he must not tell others, this is a confidential matter.

Until now, I can still remember the thoughts in my heart at that time, I gave Lu Yan a blank look, with a look of disdain, isn't it just a recipe for chicken soup?Where else can it be precious?Later, after seeing so many chefs walking around the world, I realized the importance of that recipe.

But I don't know if it will be successful or not, it's my first attempt after all.

I found some ingredients and put them in the pot. Looking at the boiling casserole, my mood also drifted away.

"If you want to know about Xuanxuan, see you at the East Bridge at ten o'clock tonight." It was the text message Su Wanyan sent me 2 minutes ago. I stared blankly for 2 minutes until Lin Yuan Shouting something outside the door, I reacted with a shock, put the phone back in my pocket, and continued to cook soup as if nothing had happened.

To go or not to go?I have no idea.

On the one hand, it’s ten o’clock in the evening, and it’s such a remote place. If the other party sincerely makes it difficult for me, and if something happens to me, that place can be said to be a very good place to commit crimes, without going to the village or back. If I don't go, will my Xuanxuan, the only clue, be terminated?
Suddenly my left eyelid twitched a few times.

Although I know that this is a superstitious statement, the left eye is rich and the right eye is disaster, but it is a great encouragement to me at this time, I took a deep breath.

"Okay, I'll see you at ten o'clock in the evening." Finally, I still couldn't let go of my longing for Xuanxuan, so I replied like this.

"If it's a big deal, I'll be tricked by him again. Anyway, I've done enough of that kind of thing." I thought helplessly in my heart.I don't think Su Wanyan will do anything to me no matter what. After all, he is using his own mobile phone to send text messages. If something happens to me, she will be the first one I find when I check.

A pungent smell floated into my nostrils, I looked over subconsciously, and I screamed in my heart, it turned out that my pot of chicken soup was overcooked.

"It's over, it's over." I walked around the kitchen helplessly.Turning around and peeking at Lin Yuan who was sitting on the sofa outside, he didn't know what to do.

This is the first time I've shown myself in front of her, I didn't expect to be like this, I couldn't help being annoyed.