He is like hell

But Shen Yu said that he is an elder brother, and I am in the current situation, and there are times when money is needed everywhere, so I didn't make too many excuses.

Under Lin Yuan's close guard and company these two days, I have gradually recovered. In the past two days, we would sometimes ask Shen Yu to go out for picnics together, and I didn't have the initial rejection of Shen Yu.

Night Allure Bar, you can tell the hustle and bustle inside by the name, but we came here just for the last crazy time.

This is the best bar in this city, both in terms of service and facilities. It is said that the audio equipment is of the top international level, and it is replaced every half a month.

But correspondingly, the consumption is also top-notch.Everyone here, regardless of gender, has a minimum of 18888.

And every time you come, you will not be alone, so this has become a symbol of the city's identity.

I had heard of this bar before when I was in prison, but I had never been to it before. Who knew that this time I came across the person I most wanted to see, and also the person I least wanted to see, Lu Yan.

Lin Yuan is on my right arm, and Shen Yu is following on my left. The three of them are talking and laughing as they walk. Who knew that a man facing me is so familiar, Lu Yan?

The moment I was sure it was him, my heart missed three beats again. I thought I would never show up again with that kind of girlish throbbing, but just his figure can make me like this Disappointing.

"Why are you here?" I subconsciously looked at him and asked, but regretted it as soon as I said it.

Sure enough, Lu Yan passed me directly and walked in front of Shen Yu.

In the darkness, I seemed to be able to see a flash of light in Lu Yan's eyes, but it quickly dimmed.

"Congratulations." I couldn't see the expression on Lu Yan's face clearly, but I could hear these faint words clearly.

It turned out that he had misunderstood.

I smiled wryly, and the tumbling feeling in my heart resurfaced again.

Won't you even say congratulations to me?
"Yes, congratulations, congratulations to Young Master Lu for finally marrying his beloved, on the day of his child's death." I finally couldn't control it, and turned to meet Lu Yan's eyes.

I just wanted to know if he felt any guilt at all.

"That's your own flesh and blood, Lu Yan, even if you don't like me and don't want to see me, but that's your child." I don't know where the courage came from, I said sonorously and forcefully.

Even in this noisy environment, I know that Lu Yan must be able to hear clearly.

"Answer me Lu Yan," I saw a trace of unbearable flash in Lu Yan's eyes, but I didn't think about it that much at the time.

My Xuanxuan, he has not been in this world for a whole day, but because of this man in front of him, his biological father, he has lost the right to continue living here.

I panted heavily, but stared at Lu Yan's every move.

Finally, he sighed, "Those things before are over, you shouldn't be so brooding."

"I'm brooding?" I couldn't help laughing after hearing this, "Okay, you Lu Yan, now you're brooding about me?"

"Back then you set up such a scheme just for Su Wanyan..."

Finally, Lu Yan's face turned livid, "Shen Ruolin, I don't allow you to say that about her."

"Okay, instead of talking about her, let's talk about you, Lu Yan." I laughed back angrily.

"Xuanxuan is your own child. He has been in this world for less than a day, and he hasn't had his mother's milk yet. Have you seen him? Have you hugged him once?"

Lu Yan's face darkened.

"Shen Ruolin, don't you know how he came here? He shouldn't have appeared in this world." Lu Yan finally met my gaze, but the coldness in his eyes made me shudder.

"With a mother like you, it's better to end it as soon as possible."

A look of disdain appeared in Lu Yan's eyes.

He looked like he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.

No, even the beggars on the street may have a higher status in his heart than my Xuanxuan.

"You, Shen Ruolin, are not worthy to have children with me at all, never." His words stuck in my heart like needles.

Finally, his face softened a little.

"If you want to blame, blame him for not being able to reincarnate."

After Lu Yan finished speaking, he left without looking back.

I silently said this sentence in my heart, yes, if you want to blame, blame my Xuanxuan for not being reincarnated.

If it was in Su Wanyan's stomach, it would definitely not be treated like this.

Looking at Lu Yan's leaving figure, my mind went blank.

"I'm sorry Xuanxuan, it's my mother's fault. My mother shouldn't have brought you into this world." I shouted in my heart, but luckily the surrounding lights were dim, and no one noticed that my tears had flowed down.

"Ruo Lin, are you alright?" Lin Yuan stepped forward to support me who was about to fall.

Shen Yu, who was standing not far away, also took two quick steps to support me.

Lu Yan, do you have to be so heartless?I muttered to myself, but the tears fell down unsatisfactorily.

Lin Yuan finally realized that something was wrong with me, she lowered her head in concern.

"What's wrong?" Lin Yuan's tone suddenly became gentle.

Although I lowered my head, I could still feel Lin Yuan's helplessness at this moment, "Okay, it's all in the past, let's not think about it."

"Come on, we are here to say goodbye to Shen Yu today, but don't be spoiled by such a person."

"That's right, I came here specially for you, if I don't enjoy playing today, I won't be happy." Said Shen Yu and pulled me in.

I didn't realize it until I was seated.

Turning around, I looked at Lin Yuan who was looking at me with a glass of wine.

"you say,"

Lin Yuan was thinking about something, she was really startled when she saw me call her suddenly.

"What's wrong?" She looked at me in shock.

I can't care so much now, I hold Lin Yuan's hand.

"Tell me," I said hesitantly, "Just now, Lu Yan, did he feel a little guilty when I was talking about Xuanxuan?"

I'm not sure, I want to confirm with Lin Yuan.

But the next second I denied such an idea.Who is Lu Yan, does he feel guilty?

Even if there is, it won't be shown in front of me.I smiled self-deprecatingly.

Sure enough, Lin Yuan didn't pay attention to what I said, just handed me the wine in his hand.

"Come on, let's have a drink."

It's really fantastic.Thinking this way, I drank the wine in the glass in one gulp.

Thinking of Lu Yan's disdainful and indifferent expression just now, my teeth itch with hatred, but there is nothing I can do.

For more than two years, it has been said that the back of love is not hate, but letting go.

"Lu Yan, Lu Yan," I whispered his name softly.

But whenever I saw him, or just thought of him, my heart beat wildly.

Even if I don't have the fierceness of ten years ago, only Lu Yan can give me that kind of taste.

Thinking of this, I raised my hand again, wanting to drink the wine in my hand.

"Wait a minute." Suddenly, a hand grabbed my raised arm.

I turned around in a little confusion, not knowing who would stop me at this time.

But when I saw that person's face clearly, the anger in my heart was instantly extinguished, and I even became a little surprised.

"How did you come?"

The man smiled, "Why, you're the only one here?" As he spoke, he took the cup in my hand and drank it down.

Lin Yuan next to him also saw clearly who was coming.

"Ye Yao?"

Speaking of Ye Yao, I actually met him through Lu Yan.

When they were in middle school, the two of them often played together. Although Lu Yan treated everyone else with a cold look, he seemed to be an exception to Ye Yao.

At that time, I didn't dare to talk to Lu Yan directly, and Ye Yao helped me a lot.

Ye Yao even came to see me when I was in the hospital to give birth two years ago.

I know that this Ye Yao is sincerely doing my best, so even if he and Lu Yan are in such a mess now, he still has to be grateful in his heart.

"Why, I haven't seen you for two years, and you still don't know me?" Ye Yao still looked like he didn't want to be beaten, and that sunny smile had confused many girls.

But I also know that the reason why he helped me like that before was just to want his friend to be better.

Ye Yao has always known that Su Wanyan is not a good person, he told me that he had persuaded Lu Yan in private for countless times.

But Lu Yan seemed to have drunk the ecstasy soup, and they almost broke up because of this matter.

"How can it be?" I forced a smile and looked at Ye Yao.

"You helped me so much at that time, and I haven't had time to thank you properly." I tried my best not to think about the unhappiness just now, but I couldn't control myself.

Lu Yan's sharp eyes just now pierced my heart like a knife.

I tried to pick up a wine glass again, but my hands trembled uncontrollably, almost spilling myself all over.

"Okay, don't be brave." Ye Yao took the glass of wine and poured it into his stomach.

"I came here today to tell you one thing." Ye Yao looked at me with a smile and said.

I am a little puzzled.

"Talk to me?" The only connection between me and Ye Yao is Lu Yan, and now we are still like this, what else do you want to tell me?

Seeing my puzzled look, Ye Yao coughed.

I can already vaguely guess something, is it really related to Lu Yan?

Thinking of this level of meaning, my heart beat suddenly again, and the feeling of gnashing my teeth just now had long since been left behind.

"Say it quickly." Lin Yuan was impatient, she couldn't see people being so tricky, so she hurriedly urged.

"Lu Yan and Su Wanyan haven't gone through the formalities yet." Seeing that we were all anxious, Ye Yao said it in one breath, then leaned leisurely on the sofa beside him, and started to drink water.