He is like hell

Outside the door, Shen Yu was carrying two big bags of things, and smiled at me, "I went to the supermarket and bought some things."

After changing the shoes, Shen Yu glanced at the ground, "Is everything packed?"

"Yeah." I answered.

"Let me cook a bowl of noodles for you, you haven't eaten all day."

I looked up at the clock, it was twelve o'clock.

I nodded, I was indeed a little hungry.

Shen Yu was cooking noodles, and I just nestled on the sofa in a daze.After the noodles were cooked, Shen Yu called me several times before I realized it.

"Ruolin, it's time to eat."

I looked up, stood up, and sat down at the table.

Shen Yu's cooking skills are still the same as in the past, it can't be said to be unpalatable, but it is barely edible.I ate the noodles in small bites, and for some reason, tears fell.

The tears this time were not because of Lu Yan, but because of himself.

It seems that ever since I was with Lu Yan, I haven't had a peaceful night's sleep, nor had I had a peaceful meal.

Because Lu Yan is seldom at home, even if he is at home, he always stays in the study, or the second bedroom next door.

The number of times I ate at the same table and slept with him can be counted on one hand.

On the first night of our wedding, he asked me for it without mercy.As for the second time, it was because he was drunk and mistook me for Su Wanyan.

That's why I got pregnant and had his baby.

How ironic.

Looking back carefully, after Lu Yan and I got married, I didn't seem to have laughed from the bottom of my heart.

Either they don't go home for a month, or they go home with a cold face to themselves, and occasionally say something poignant.

So, what am I marrying him for?what did i get
I thought he and I would be happy, like any other family.But all this is what I thought.Emotionally, I got nothing but endless inner torture and waiting.

But if I was doing it for material things, I wouldn't marry him.For material things, it's better for me to stay at Shen's house.

It's ridiculous.

"Ruo Lin." Shen Yu sat beside me, "If you feel uncomfortable, it will feel better if you cry."

His mind was full of the scene of the wedding just now, and Lu Yan's indifference before he was imprisoned.I will never forget his fierce expression in the detention center.At that time, he wanted to kill me.

I put down my chopsticks, couldn't control myself anymore, covered my face, and cried bitterly.

Shen Yu hugged me and patted my back to comfort me.

My 27-year-old, in Shen Yu's arms today, cried like a 17-year-old girl who lost her love.

"Ruo Lin, come with me to England." Shen Yu looked at me tenderly and patted my head.

I stopped crying and looked up at him.

Are you going to England...

If we go to England, then Lu Yan and I will never meet again, and the two of us will really be over.

I want to, but I dare not.

I thought about life without him, starting over.But I was afraid that I would not be able to live without him.He is so determined, but I still can't let go
Shen Ruolin, you are so cheap.

"Mom misses you very much too, she really wants you to go to England. Ruolin, I can support you and Mom now. Although you and Lu Yan will not have contact, we will meet one day. If that is the case, you might as well be with me Go, completely forget about him." Shen Yu looked into my eyes full of expectation.

"I…"

I hesitated, afraid to look him in the eyes.

I admit, I'm a bitch.After Lu Yan treated me like that, after two years in prison, I still did not change my mind, and I still had extravagant hopes and expectations in my heart.