half thorns, half joy

Ye Nan flung herself into Tang Xuan's arms, crying with her voice open.

Unreasonable sadness flowed into her limbs and bones, making her whole body uncomfortable, and every cell in her body trembled tremblingly.

Ye Nan didn't forget that Tang Xuan was pregnant, so she carefully avoided her lower abdomen so as not to press on the baby.

Xiao Zihan saw Ye Nan squeezed beside Tang Xuan from a distance, he hesitated to speak, he seemed to want to push Ye Nan away, but Tang Xuan stopped him with his eyes.

He received a signal from Tang Xuan telling him to leave the living room, and walked back to the study.

Ye Nan cried like no one else for a long time. Tang Xuan didn't say a word, and patted her on the back lightly.

Some pain can only be chewed alone, even if you hide in the arms of others, it is still your own heart that hurts.

Tang Xuan sighed silently, Ye Nan was no longer a child, she had to digest what she was supposed to bear.

Ye Nan once thought that she could let go of her self-esteem and abandon herself, just to follow in the footsteps of Zheng Yifan.

It's a pity that the reality poured cold water on her and told her clearly that there would be no good results if this continued.

Zheng Yifan's plan for the future is clear and sober. He adheres to the creed that his career is the most important thing, and moves forward steadily, ignoring the gaze behind him.

Or, that gaze doesn't belong to a specific person, so he doesn't get the slightest sympathy from him.

Ye Nan was so tired from crying that her eyes almost swelled into walnuts before she stopped.

"Nan Nan, you'll be fine after a good night's sleep. You need to rest, and don't worry about other things for now." Tang Xuan gently took Ye Nan's hand and led her to the bedroom.

Ye Nan had no strength to struggle, and obediently followed her. In the quiet corridor, suppressed sobbing sounded from time to time.

"Sister-in-law, don't laugh at me, okay?" Ye Nan said, "I don't like myself crying all the time, but I just can't hold back my tears..."

Tang Xuan raised the corners of her lips, and her tone became more gentle: "How could you laugh at you? I know Nan Nan is a delicate girl, and it's not your fault."

"Brother Zheng doesn't know how to appreciate your kindness, but it's his loss. But it doesn't matter, we Nannan deserve better people."

Ye Nan stared at Tang Xuan in a daze, and what she heard entered her ears and slipped out again, as if she couldn't make waves.She is so sad that she will not be able to listen to persuasion or comfort for a while.

Ye Nan nodded at Tang Xuan indiscriminately, and went back to the room without saying a word.

After Tang Xuan turned and went out, Ye Nan sat on the bed in a daze, clutching her phone tightly, and didn't go to bed until early morning.

She waited for two days without any news from Zheng Yifan, she was listless when eating and going out.

Ye Nan is reluctant to give away the oranges, and has been reluctant to announce to the outside world that she is looking for someone to adopt the oranges.

There is no shortage of cat lovers in the circle of friends, and there are quite a few people who keep pets. As long as Ye Nan posts in the circle of friends, there is no need to worry about finding the next owner of the orange.

Zheng Yifan sent a message to Ye Nan on the morning of the third day, saying that if Ye Nan finds it troublesome, he can ask another domestic friend to help find someone to adopt oranges.

Ye Nan pondered for a moment, then replied: "I'm not busy these days, so I can take care of the orange first, but I'm actually quite reluctant to part with it."

She paused, then typed another sentence, "By the way, some friends may be interested, I'll find time to ask her."

Ye Nan couldn't tell what kind of psychology she had, so she lied.Maybe he was worried that Zheng Yifan would really hand over the oranges to his friends, so the relationship between the two of them was almost completely broken.

In fact, Zheng Yifan, who is far away in Japan, is also very entangled.

He thought that he could leave everything in the country freely and concentrate on developing in Japan, but after he noticed Ye Nan's unhappiness, his heart became inexplicably empty.

At the beginning, Zheng Yifan still couldn't sort out his messy thoughts, and he had the idea of ​​giving away the oranges in a daze, and after he said it, he wanted to take back that sentence immediately.

He was confused about his abnormality for a few days, and he was even more relieved when he heard Ye Nan said that she would raise oranges first.

All the signs clearly hinted at something, Zheng Yifan really wanted to tell Ye Nan his true feelings, but he didn't know where to start.

It seemed that there was a big stone blocking the way, firmly stuck in the link between what was in his heart and the outside world, blocking him from speaking.

Zheng Yifan thought about it, and finally came up with an old-fashioned way.

A week later, Ye Nan went to Zheng Yifan's residence to visit the kitten.

She had just changed the litter box for Orange when she heard someone knock on the door three times.

"Hello, courier." The voice of the visitor was a little hoarse, and it sounded exhausted.

Ye Nan frowned, vigilantly put on the anti-theft chain and opened the door.

A courier in uniform stood outside the door, sweating profusely holding a cardboard box.

It seems that there is really a courier.

The courier spoke quickly: "Miss Ye, right? Please report the last digit of your phone number."

Ye Nan answered subconsciously, and then felt a little unbelievable.

Her name is written on the courier slip?So it wasn't Zheng Yifan's courier?
The courier checked the number and asked Ye Nan to sign after confirming that it was correct.

"It's a courier from Japan, and the courier fee is too high." The courier laughed and joked before leaving, and waved goodbye: "Miss Ye, if it's convenient, let your friend give me a good review, thank you!"

Ye Nan nodded blankly, "Oh, yes."

Ye Nan closed the door, carried the box to the tea table and set it up, and walked around it twice.

She looked at her name, hesitated for a while, picked up the knife, and opened the outer package very slowly.

When Ye Nan opened the carton, a small object suddenly fell onto the table.

She picked it up and saw that it was a red omori.

Omori are the so-called amulets, which are very popular in Japan and are sold in most temples or shops.Tourists are willing to present this kind of amulets for blessings of peace or luck to their relatives and friends. It is not expensive, but it is very meaningful.

Ye Nan's heart beat wildly uncontrollably, holding Yushou through the thin plastic paper, her palms were sweating after realizing it.

She couldn't wait to move her eyes to the inside of the carton, and saw exquisite items such as folding fans and handkerchiefs, mostly for girls, and even a pink shoulder bag.

In addition, there are a lot of Japanese special snacks, most of which are potato chips and biscuits, and they are all her favorite snacks without exception.

Ye Nan rummaged through it gently, and found a box of accessories in the corner, among which a pair of hairpins in the shape of cherry blossoms immediately attracted her attention.

She also wore a similar hairpin, and the other party probably remembered it.

Ye Nan's mood suddenly soared, and he felt a can of coke bubbling and bubbling in his chest. After the small bubbles burst, endless joy overflowed.

This seems to be the first time she has received a gift from Zheng Yifan.

All kinds of bad emotions last night disappeared in an instant, Ye Nan completely forgot about the crying self, and giggled silly.

This gift from across the ocean is too much for her.

Ye Nan received a set of her favorite cosmetics from Jing Jing the day before yesterday. She was very happy at that time, but it was far less than the excitement and ecstasy at this time.

As for Xu Ningyu, he had given her jewelry during this time, but she couldn't shirk it and had to accept it, and treated him to a meal the next day.

For some unknown reason, Ye Nan felt that accepting Xu Ningyu's gift inevitably produced some kind of psychological pressure.

A voice from somewhere told her that she shouldn't be accepted.

But she felt no pressure when faced with Zheng Yifan's gift, she was both relieved and overjoyed.

Ye Nan wondered if Zheng Yifan would write her a card, and searched through the box full of anticipation, but found nothing.

Ye Nan was only discouraged for a second, and then took out the things that Zheng Yifan sent her, and put them away by category.

Now she saw the beauty equipment and mask at the bottom, all of which were the latest products.

She had only seen the brand's new product push on the shopping site's page last week.

The reason Ye Nan was so impressed was naturally because of the high value of this beauty instrument.In addition, its shape is quite unique, the main color is pink, and its appearance is very similar to that of a heart.

Ye Nan was a little surprised, and couldn't imagine the scene where Zheng Yifan went to buy such a girly product.

She couldn't help guessing Zheng Yifan's embarrassment when he went to buy these things. A straight man like him would probably be embarrassed when he went to the store to buy them.

After all, she has stayed at Zheng Yifan's house for so many days, and she has never seen men's skin care products. Even the facial cleanser in the bathroom is the most common one on the market.

Probably Zheng Yifan is a big man who lives a relatively rough life. It is normal for him not to know how to take care of his skin, and it is difficult to buy these things for him.

Ye Nan looked at the high-end beauty instrument in her hand, and vaguely thought of a possibility.

Could it be that Zheng Yifan asked other girls to buy it for him?
In an instant, Ye Nan's heart thumped down, almost falling to the edge of the cliff, dangerous and cold.

She started thinking wildly again.

If Zheng Yifan asked someone to buy these things, it proved that the other party was close enough to him, at least not just ordinary friends.

Maybe it's the woman in the last photo. She and Zheng Yifan are so close, so they must have a good friendship.

Ye Nan thought about it for a while, but in the end reason overcame emotion.She tried her best to calm herself down, took out her mobile phone and sent Zheng Yifan a message.

This time, she didn't rush to ask Zheng Yifan some inappropriate words, but thanked him politely.

"Brother Zheng, thank you for the gift, I like it very much! I am very happy!"

In order to express her feelings, Ye Nan searched the gallery for a while, and sent a few emoticons, all of which were excited and jumping cartoon characters.

About ten minutes later, Zheng Yifan's reply came, and the lines between the lines were calm and breezy.

"Just be happy. I've been bothering you to take care of the oranges these days. I'm quite embarrassed. Be careful, please don't dislike me."