half thorns, half joy

Tang Xuan did not respond for a long time.

It wasn't until she wiped away her tears and took a long breath that she looked at Xiao Zihan with red and swollen eyes and nodded solemnly.

Actually, for Tang Xuan, she didn't blame Xiao Zihan at all, and she didn't think Xiao Zihan should compensate her for the rest of her life. The reason why she agreed to this sentence was to give Xiao Zihan a chance and give her a chance.

Give them a chance to be together.

Just like the song in the lyrics, "We owe each other, we have to break the ties." If you want to make up for something you owe, you won't let go of each other's hands easily.

Beside Xiao Zihan, Tang Xuan felt the warmth she hadn't seen for a long time. She snuggled into Xiao Zihan's arms, wishing that time would stop and everything would stop at this moment.

She has experienced the feeling that someone can rely on, how can she return to a life supported by one person, she feels that she can't do it, and she doesn't want to do it.

However, when she closed her eyes and thought of Zhao Suizhi, Xiao Zihan's mother in Xiao's house, and thought that she indirectly killed her parents, Tang Xuan couldn't erase the past so easily, and couldn't go back easily.

She still can't take it.

"Zihan..." After a while, Tang Xuan tried to speak again, "Zihan...can you give me a little more time?"

Give me a little more time, let me feel sad for my parents for a while, and have a good time.

Hearing Tang Xuan's question, Xiao Zihan's mouth curled into a smile, because he knew that Tang Xuan's ability to say such a thing meant that Tang Xuan would not leave him.

At least, the idea of ​​divorce is gone.

Xiao Zihan's anxious heart finally relaxed a little. He kissed Tang Xuan's hair lovingly and responded gently, "Of course, don't be afraid. No matter what happens, I will stand behind you and I will wait for you return."

Surrounded by happiness, Tang Xuan turned her head and buried her face in Xiao Zihan's chest, closing her eyes.

At least for a moment, let her forget those complicated pasts, those bloody realities, let her embrace her beloved, let her not think about anything else.

Unfortunately, not long after, Xiao Zihan's cell phone rang.

Xiao Zihan thought it was a report call opened by his subordinates, so he didn't answer it. He put his hand into his pocket and pressed the phone.

The phone did not ring again, but within 5 minutes, Cai Jinyu opened the curtain and rushed into the small box.

He came so suddenly that Tang Xuan was startled.

Cai Jinyu bent down, put his hands on the door frame, and said in a helpless tone, "Brother, we have been waiting for you outside for a few hours, what's the matter, can you tell me, should we go back first, or continue to wait for you?" Woolen cloth?"

Xiao Zihan's extremely dissatisfied eyes flew towards Cai Jinyu like a knife.

"Er...then why don't we go back first, and you two can talk slowly if you have something to say, and we won't bother you." Cai Jinyu immediately became timid when he saw Xiao Zihan's expression.

Before he finished speaking, his feet were already slipping.

But before he could slip away, Tang Xuan stood up. Tang Xuan didn't dare to look at Xiao Zihan, but looked at Cai Jinyu and said, "It's getting late, I should go back."

"Xiaoxuan..." Xiao Zihan was reluctant.

Tang Xuan lowered her head, unable to bear to look at Xiao Zihan's gaze, "I've been away for several hours, I'm worried that the child will be watched by the nanny."

Hearing Tang Xuan mentioned the child, Xiao Zihan couldn't keep it anymore.

Although he felt very uncomfortable, he was still willing to respect Tang Xuan's wishes.

"Then... Jinyu and I will take you back." Xiao Zihan made the final request, "The three of you are tired from shopping all day, and you have something to do when you go back at night, so stop driving."

Although this reason sounded exaggerated, it was still a reason. Tang Xuan had already rejected Xiao Zihan's offer to stay, and there was really no way she could refuse even this.

She could only nod, "OK."

After leaving the coffee shop, Cai Lin and Huang Tingting were waiting outside. Tang Xuan smiled at them, "Let's go, let's go back."

Cai Lin let out a bewildered cry, and looked towards Cai Jinyu. The guilty Cai Jinyu quickly looked elsewhere.

When they went downstairs to the parking lot, Xiao Zihan pulled Tang Xuan into his car. Cai Jinyu stood beside him pondering for a few seconds before getting into Tang Xuan's car. He, Huang Tingting and Cai Lin were in the same car.

After getting in the car, Cai Lin couldn't wait to ask, "Brother, what's the situation now, brother Zihan and sister, how are you talking?"

Cai Jinyu turned the steering wheel to get out of the parking lot. Recalling the scene just now, Tang Xuan was determined to go back, and sighed, "It must be something bad, I think Tang Xuan still didn't forgive Zihan, or she didn't forgive The Xiao family."

"Ah? That's it. I thought the two of them must have reconciled after staying in for so long." Cai Lin expressed great regret for this.

Cai Jinyu gave Cai Lin a blank look, and said angrily: "You think this is a casual quarrel, if you say make up, then make up, it's already rare for the two of them to sit down and talk in such a calm manner, okay, I was afraid just now Tang Xuan turned around and left."

Speaking of this, Cai Lin immediately raised her voice again.

"You still have the nerve to say it? I sent you a WeChat message so clearly that you don't read WeChat yourself, and luckily nothing happened. The result is good. Otherwise, you would have hurt them today, do you know that! "

Cai Jinyu made a sharp cut and said he would not comment on this.He knew that if he refuted Cai Lin, he would not be able to have a quiet journey along the way.

Today he is quite tired and wants to rest well, he doesn't have so much energy to argue with Cai Lin.

There was a red light ahead, Xiao Zihan's car stopped, Cai Jinyu lightly turned the steering wheel, followed and stopped behind the buttocks of the car in front.

With nothing to do, he glanced in the rearview mirror.

Huang Tingting was sitting in the back row, and she hadn't said a word since she got in the car. She seemed to be thinking about something on her mind, and her mind was wandering from beginning to end.

Cai Jinyu, who likes to be nosy, wanted to greet Huang Tingting, but thinking of the unpleasant past between the two of them, and the child who died before birth, he withdrew his thoughts and closed his mouth resentfully.

It's better for him not to talk too much, so as not to cause misunderstandings.

……

Xiao Zihan drove steadily while Tang Xuan sat in the passenger seat, quietly looking at the red light ahead.

She wanted to say a lot to Xiao Zihan, but when the words came to her lips, she couldn't utter a single word.

Perhaps, for her, what to say is not important, what is important is that she is staying in a small space with Xiao Zihan now, although a series of unhappy things have happened, but there is no gap between her and Xiao Zihan.

that's enough.

In the quiet carriage, there is no sound in this life.

An hour later, the car stopped in front of the seaside villa. Xiao Zihan wanted to spend more time with Tang Xuan, so he kept his speed down and drove the car very slowly.

But no matter how slow the car drives, it will always reach the end.

After arriving at the place, Xiao Zihan didn't get out of the car immediately. He pressed Tang Xuan's hand and said seriously, "You have to take good care of yourself. No matter what happens, your safety comes first, you know?"

Tang Xuan pursed her lips and hummed lightly.

Xiao Zihan's voice was full of uneasiness, and his loving eyes glanced over Tang Xuan's thin cheeks, as if sighing silently.

That gaze was too worrying, Tang Xuan couldn't bear to look at it, but she couldn't bear to look at it.

There were waves of soreness in her nose, and she suppressed her sobs forcefully, and said to Xiao Zihan, "You too, take good care of yourself. It's only been a while, and you've lost so much weight..."

Xiao Zihan's eyes suddenly turned red, but there was a smile on his face, he choked up and said, "I thought, I thought, I would never hear your concern again in my life."

Yes, he used to be very scared, afraid that it would end like this with Tang Xuan, afraid that Tang Xuan would look down on him and choose to give up on him.

If that was the case, he didn't know what he should do. He didn't even dare to ask Tang Xuan or try hard.

He was afraid that Tang Xuan really wanted to escape, that Tang Xuan would treat him and the Xiao family as a beast in troubled waters, the closer he got, the more Tang Xuan wanted to stay away.

Such a state was the most unacceptable to Xiao Zihan, so since the incident happened, he never approached Tang Xuan rashly, and he didn't even mention it.

He gave Tang Xuan space and agreed to all of Tang Xuan's requests, just to calm Tang Xuan down and give him a chance.

Now it seems that his approach is correct.

"Tsk tsk, these two are really serious. They knew we were waiting here, but they were still making out in the car. They abused us like this." Cai Jinyu crossed her arms and complained with displeasure.

Cai Lin bumped her elbow on Cai Jinyu's waist, full of sense of justice, "Can you be a little sympathetic, brother Zihan and sister are already in such a miserable situation, can you stop your useless nonsense?"

Cai Jinyu already felt that her back was so sore that she couldn't stand up, but after being stabbed by Cai Lin like this, she really wanted to lie down on the spot.

Of course, there is a house in the back, and there is a sofa in the house, so he doesn't need to lie on this kind of place.

"Okay, you two stand here and observe. I'm not interested in watching people kiss. I'm going into the house." He waved his hand, turned around and went into the house.

Faced with this situation, Cai Lin and Huang Tingting looked at each other, both a little dazed.

It was Huang Tingting who suggested: "Why don't we go in first, we stand here, it is also a kind of pressure for them."

After all, not many people like to be watched while they are having sex.

Cai Lin felt that what Huang Tingting said was right, so she nodded, "Let's go, let's go in."

Before entering the room, she took another look at the two people who were still hugging each other in the car, and sincerely wished them both in the bottom of her heart, wishing that they could reconcile as before.

Since the accident, Xiao Zihan has not been relieved for a long time, he is not in that mood, let alone that willingness.

So at this moment when he had such an intimate contact with Tang Xuan, kissed the familiar lips, and touched the skin of his beloved, even if Xiao Zihan didn't have that kind of thought in his heart, his body responded honestly.