half thorns, half joy

Huang Tingting in the past and Milan in the present, upon hearing this question, Tang Xuan's shocked eyes fell into her eyes, and she froze in place.

She never thought that she would meet Tang Xuan here.

The woman hiding behind Xiao Zihan didn't know about Tang Xuan's relationship with Huang Tingting. Seeing Huang Tingting's silence, she thought Huang Tingting was really angry. She carefully suppressed her smile and tried to poke her head out:
"Hey, Milan, you are angry."

Tang Xuan frowned, and repeated the woman's address to Huang Tingting: "Milan?"

Huang Tingting avoided Tang Xuan's gaze, bit her lip, ignored the stolen phone, turned around and left suddenly.

"Tingting!" Tang Xuan yelled, stepped forward quickly, and grabbed Huang Tingting's arm.

During the time Tang Xuan was hospitalized, Tang Xuan always wanted to see Huang Tingting, but no matter how she contacted Huang Tingting, Huang Tingting avoided seeing her.

After Tang Xuan was discharged from the hospital and returned home, she also wanted to go and talk to Huang Tingting, but she didn't even know where Huang Tingting lived, so she couldn't find Huang Tingting at all.

And now, with Huang Tingting right in front of her, how could Tang Xuan just let Huang Tingting go away.

"Tingting!" Tang Xuan was anxious and angry, with all kinds of emotions surging in her body, "Tingting, didn't you say hello to me when you saw it was me?"

Huang Tingting pursed her lips, lowered her head and said nothing.

The woman who had snatched Huang Tingting's phone before and chased after her, saw Huang Tingting and Tang Xuan's posture, walked over curiously and inquiringly, and returned the phone to Huang Tingting.

"Milan, this is your friend." The woman's eyes lingered on Tang Xuan and Xiao Zihan.

Huang Tingting raised her head in disgust, and glared at the woman, "It's none of your business, go ahead and do whatever you want, don't stick around here."

"Ang, don't be so fierce." Although the woman wanted to watch a good show, she could tell that the atmosphere here was not right, so she could only move away slowly. Although she was still watching the show, she stood a little farther away.

Tang Xuan had a lot of thoughts in her mind, and she didn't care about the woman watching the play. She asked Huang Tingting directly, "What does Milan mean? Your new name? English name?"

Huang Tingting closed her eyes, then opened them again, with more determination.

She met Tang Xuan's scrutinizing gaze, and said coldly, "It's nothing interesting, and it's not important. I didn't expect you to come here too. That's right, I should have thought about it. How are you recently?"

Listening to such an indifferent tone, Tang Xuan frowned even tighter.

But she still suppressed the anger in her heart, and replied: "I've been fine recently, and you, how have you been recently. Why didn't you reply to the text messages and messages I sent you?"

"...too busy." Huang Tingting's eyes flickered, "I'm doing well, you don't have to worry about me."

"But, I heard people say that you are now..." Tang Xuan stopped talking halfway.

She couldn't say such ugly words in front of Huang Tingting.

But even if she didn't say it, Huang Tingting guessed it.

"What did you hear people say?" Huang Tingting smiled coyly, "Since you've heard it all, why do you still come here and ask me?"

"Because I don't believe it! I don't believe what others say! Tingting, tell me honestly what's going on."

Tang Xuan's eyes were red with anger. She looked at Xihi's best friend, who now had plastic surgery and changed her appearance. She appeared on such a beach with heavy makeup and cool clothes. She knew that she had gone astray, but there was nothing she could do about it.

Huang Tingting sneered. Compared to Tang Xuan, she looked much more relaxed and comfortable, even a little indifferent.

"Since you've heard it, that's fine. Whatever people say, that's what it is."

Standing beside Tang Xuan, Xiao Zihan, who had been silent all this time, couldn't help frowning after hearing Huang Tingting's explanation, which was not an explanation at all.

Tang Xuan couldn't believe that Huang Tingting would say such a thing.Perhaps what she couldn't believe even more was Huang Tingting's attitude.

Why, it will become like this.

"Tingting, have you encountered any difficulties? Have you been threatened?" Tang Xuan's tone could be said to be begging, "Tell me what difficulties you have, and I will find a way to help you Solve it, don't you want to act, I'll help you find a way, Zihan, Zihan can help you."

Huang Tingting let out a chuckle, the smile was full of sarcasm, in stark contrast to Tang Xuan's tone of voice that was about to cry.

Huang Tingting broke free from Tang Xuan's grip on her arm, turned around, and faced Tang Xuan face to face. She grinned, but there was no smile in her eyes.

"Why, sympathize with me? Start giving me alms?"

Tang Xuan was surprised, "No. Of course not, Tingting, we've known each other for so many years, don't you understand what kind of person I am?"

Huang Tingting nodded, "Understood."

It’s just that I know it too well, so I hate it.

"Since you know me, why don't you tell me the truth, why do you do this, Tingting, what difficulties do you have, or what height do you want to reach, tell me, let's plan slowly, okay? ?”

Huang Tingting: "... not good."

"Why?" Tang Xuan went to shake Huang Tingting's hand again, but unfortunately she was avoided, "Tingting, tell me what is going on in your heart. Tingting, do you know that seeing you like this, you don't know anything?" Tell me how sad I am."

Seeing her once best friend going down step by step, towards the life she detested and disdained the most, that feeling is very uncomfortable.

Not only distressed, but more, powerless.

This is how Tang Xuan feels now.

Powerless, I don't know what I can do, what should I do, so that Huang Tingting will know how to go astray, and can bring Huang Tingting back.

But it seemed that no matter what she did, it was of no use.

Perhaps moved by Tang Xuan's sincere feelings, Huang Tingting's attitude softened a little.

But what Tang Xuan said was not what Tang Xuan wanted to hear.

"Tang Xuan, we are no longer on the same road. From now on, just leave me alone. I don't have any difficulties, and no one forces me. I'm used to this kind of life, and I don't think there is anything wrong with it. As for others, love Say what you say."

Tang Xuan burst into tears, she said unwillingly, "Tingting, you..."

"Tang Xuan, if you still treat me as a friend, this matter will be over. We can still keep in touch in the future. If you insist on persuading me, or want to give me a hand, then we will call it quits. Bar."

Now, Tang Xuan couldn't say anything.

Before meeting Huang Tingting, she had only thought about saving Huang Tingting, her former friend.

But now, the other party clearly told her that she didn't need it at all.

There is no need for her to save, let alone her sympathy.

"Okay, you guys go ahead and play. I'm leaving." Huang Tingting's eyes were also red, but it only took a moment for her to calm down. She neither hugged Tang Xuan nor shook Tang Xuan's hand. Straight away.

He walked very indifferently and decisively.

Xiao Zihan stretched out his hand and hugged his depressed and crying lover.

He couldn't help feeling from the bottom of his heart that Huang Tingting was obviously the one who was at a disadvantage, but in this meeting, she acted superior from beginning to end.

And Tang Xuan became the one who kept her heartbroken.

Could it be that, as Huang Tingting said, is Tang Xuan meddling too much?Is it right for Huang Tingting to go astray like this?
of course not.

The reason was that Tang Xuan cared more about this friendship than Huang Tingting.

Whoever cares is passive.

This is the law, it has nothing to do with status, it has nothing to do with status.