half thorns, half joy

From the moment she fainted in the bathroom, Tang Xuan's consciousness was chaotic.

But she didn't completely lose consciousness, but in the severe pain of tearing, she still retained a trace of consciousness.

She vaguely heard Zhao Suizhi's voice, and felt that she was being lifted up, and then she must have arrived at the hospital and was pushed onto the operating table.

The body was fiddled with, and then it seemed that anesthesia was administered, the pain gradually disappeared, and the consciousness sank.

Someone was calling her, not by her name, but to keep her conscious, doctor?Or a nurse?

What are you doing now, is this child going to be born in such an accident again?

Can the child be born safely?

Can, must be able, must be able.

This child has been full of ups and downs from conception to present delivery. She has suffered a lot, and she must not just lose this child in vain.

Even if she tried her best, she still wanted to let this child be born safely.

"Heartbeat normal, pulse normal."

"Cut it out."

In a daze, Tang Xuan opened her eyes and looked at the shadowless lamp shining brightly above her head, and the doctors surrounding her under the lamp.

Her brain was dizzy and she hadn't realized what was going on, when suddenly, she heard a baby crying.

That wow sound, like the first ray of light piercing through the darkness, hit Tang Xuan's heart hard.

Great, her baby was born safely.

Tang Xuan thought contentedly, and couldn't resist the blunt feeling of powerlessness in her body any longer. She closed her eyes completely and let herself fall into the boundless darkness.

"Well……"

After sleeping in the dark for an unknown amount of time, Tang Xuan slowly regained consciousness. She now felt the burning pain from her lower abdomen, which was different from before, and then felt the warmth of her own hands.

She struggled and slowly opened her eyes.

The previous shadowless lamps and doctors and nurses have all disappeared. The whiteness of the ceiling is what comes into my eyes, and what comes into my nose is not the pungent smell of disinfectant, but the all-too-familiar fragrance of shampoo.

"Hiss..." Tang Xuan wanted to move, but found that her lower abdomen was so painful that she couldn't move at all.

At the same time as Tang Xuan breathed out, Xiao Zihan immediately stood up nervously. When he saw Tang Xuan who had opened his eyes, his lips were trembling with excitement.

"you're awake."

Tang Xuan saw clearly that the person next to her was indeed Xiao Zihan, so she didn't rush to move anymore. She smiled weakly and said softly, "You're worried."

"Fortunately, as long as it's okay." Xiao Zihan also smiled, that smile was rejoicing, happy, and joy to the bone.

Tang Xuan hummed, seeing Xiao Zihan's slightly red eyes, she couldn't bear it, and wanted to touch it, but at this moment, she didn't even have the strength to raise her hand.

She could only ask, "Where's the child?"

Xiao Zihan hurriedly said: "The child is temporarily placed in the incubator, you don't have to worry, the child is healthy and safe, and can be carried out in a week or two."

"Great." Knowing that the message was the same as what she had heard in a daze, Tang Xuan relaxed and let out a long breath.

At the moment when she fell down in the bathroom and felt the blood dripping down from between her legs, she almost desperately thought that this child, her life, might be handed over to the bathroom.

False alarm.

Tang Xuan moved her fingers and clasped them with Xiao Zihan's. She smiled apologetically, "I'm sorry, I was too careless and not careful enough to make this happen. I made you worry about me."

Xiao Zihan frowned, "Don't say that, it's not your fault."

"It's my fault. Fortunately, it's okay, otherwise I wouldn't know how to explain to you." Tang Xuan turned her head and looked around, but she didn't see anyone else.

Xiao Zihan immediately said: "I asked my mother to go back with Dr. Xu first, you have to stay in the hospital for a few days in this situation, they go back to clean up, and bring basic daily necessities by the way.

Tang Xuan hummed, "Mom must be scared too."

"That's right." Xiao Zihan shrugged and made a joke, "I came here from the company and wanted to insult her, but seeing that she was also scared out of her wits, I stopped blaming her."

Tang Xuan shook her head, "It's not her fault, it's my fault."

"Okay, let's not talk about this, it's over, now you and the baby are safe, that's enough." Xiao Zihan didn't want to see Tang Xuan blame herself, so he stopped the topic.

He hesitated for two seconds before asking Tang Xuan, "Don't you want to know the baby's gender?"

Disturbed by this unexpected situation, Tang Xuan forgot the most basic things. Now that Xiao Zihan reminded her, her eyes immediately opened.

"Is it a girl? Is it a boy or a girl?"

Xiao Zihan really didn't want to see Tang Xuan disappointed, but there was nothing he could do. He could only look at Tang Xuan's expression and replied hesitantly, "It's a boy... But don't be discouraged. Boys are fine too. Xiao Yuebai has a younger brother. The two of them can play sports together, play games and stuff."

"It's a boy..." Tang Xuan's tone was tinged with disappointment. She really hoped that the child would be a girl. She even saw a lot of little skirts worn by girls on the Internet.

"Actually, boys are also pretty good. I like them all. If you really want a daughter, we can have another one. Take good care of your body. We can have as many children as you want, don't you think so. "

Although he said so, in fact, Xiao Zihan didn't want to have any more children, and he didn't want to see Tang Xuan suffer anymore.

This child came unexpectedly. Since he came, he wanted to welcome him well, but he didn't really want to have another one.

Looking at Tang Xuan's journey from pregnancy to childbirth, it was really hard. Even a man like him felt that it was not easy.

But if Tang Xuan wanted it, he wouldn't stop her.

Tang Xuan sighed faintly, and said without thinking, "Then when I take care of myself, when the time is right, let's have another child."

"……Row."

"But you can't say this in front of the little baby, and you can't let him know. I wanted a younger sister, but when I was born, I found out that it's a younger brother. The child is alive. If he knows, he will be very sad. "

Xiao Zihan couldn't laugh or cry when he heard Tang Xuan's words. He really wanted to say, the baby is only a few hours old, and you, a mother, have so many thoughts, aren't you a bit too worried.

Might as well take care of yourself first.

But Xiao Zihan still listened patiently to Tang Xuan's ramblings, and then said, "Understood, I won't talk about it, take good care of your health, we will have a long life, don't worry."

Anyway, he was not short of money, he could afford to have as many children as Tang Xuan wanted.

And now they are also encouraging births, and no longer do family planning, just to be able to have more children.But even for family planning, he can afford to pay the fine.

To sum it up in one sentence, rich and willful.

Xiao Zihan fed Tang Xuan a sip of water. Seeing that Tang Xuan's expression was still heavy with fatigue, he gently brushed away the messy hair around Tang Xuan's ear, and said, "Why don't you go to sleep again, don't talk too much Come on, you still look tired."

Tang Xuan has just woken up, this will be the period of excitement, how could she just continue to sleep like this.

She was silent for a moment, and then asked Xiao Zihan: "By the way, where is the baby's name, have you chosen it yet?"

Xiao Zihan shook his head, "Not yet, I just thought of this question, but I think you should come up with the baby's name."

"Is mom sorry?" Tang Xuan asked.She knows how much her mother-in-law likes children, and she doesn't want to make trouble with her mother-in-law because of the name.

Xiao Zihan smiled and said: "It's okay, you get up, you have suffered so much for this baby, you should get up. If you can't think of anything now, then you can think about it slowly, we are not in a hurry."

Tang Xuan looked up at the ceiling and thought for a while.

"Yuebai...Yuebai..." She muttered, "Yuebai...Yuebai Fengqing... Our baby is called Xiao Fengqing, okay?"

Xiao Zihan asked: "The moon is white and the wind is clear, is this word from "Hou Chibi Fu"?"

Tang Xuan nodded, "Yes. 'There are guests but no wine, there is wine but no food, the moon is white and the wind is clear, what is such a good night?', the moon is white and the wind is clear, this word describes a beautiful night."

"It's very charming. Let's call it Xiao Fengqing."