half thorns, half joy

Huang Tingting nodded heavily.

"Why did you break up?" Tang Xuan dragged Huang Tingting quickly to the sofa and sat down, very puzzled, "I remember when we graduated, you were all doing well, and then you also joined a company to work, why did you suddenly Let's break up."

"Actually, it wasn't sudden. He wanted to split up a long time ago." Huang Tingting said with a trace of sentimentality in her voice, "I am not a good match for him."

Tang Xuan could understand the literal meaning of this sentence, but she was still puzzled.

Huang Tingting seemed to understand Tang Xuan's confusion, and continued, "Isn't he very good? In our company, the boss's daughter really likes him. Once they came and went, they got together."

"He betrayed you?"

"No, he broke up with me before he was with that girl." Huang Tingting pursed her lips, "It's because I didn't want to break up, so I pestered him for a long time."

Listening to this embarrassing story, Tang Xuan's heart was heavy, and suddenly she didn't even know how to say a word of comfort.

She is also quite familiar with the monitor, how could the monitor become like this?

Huang Tingting sniffed, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and smiled wryly, "Actually, I can understand him too. The pressure is really high when he is with me. Our two families are quite ordinary. We need to buy a car and a house. , It is quite strenuous to have children. He is with that girl, so there is no need to worry about it. "

Tang Xuan murmured, "Really? What about the love between you two? Could it be that love is not as good as those things?"

"Of course...it can't be compared." Huang Tingting sighed, "That girl grows better than me, is richer than me, and is better than me in everything. Even love, the love that others can give is more than me. attractive."

"Love is not calculated in this way." Tang Xuan said unhappily, "Love is two people, attracting each other, fulfilling each other, it is the closeness of souls, the closeness of two hearts, it is not based on weighing the external conditions. "

As soon as this retort came out of her mouth, even Tang Xuan was shocked by her swearing tone.

Once upon a time, she didn't believe in love at all, and she didn't have any illusions at all.

But now, she actually told Huang Tingting what love is without shame.

Time... or Xiao Zihan... really changed her a lot.

Tang Xuan felt a little embarrassed. She smiled awkwardly, held Huang Tingting's hand tightly, and comforted Huang Tingting, "Tingting, you are not to blame for this matter. Really, it is him who changed his mind. You are innocent and a victim. you're not wrong."

Seeing Huang Tingting being so negative, Tang Xuan feared that this failure would make Huang Tingting feel inferior.

"Really, if it's calculated according to that, then I'm not good enough for Xiao Zihan. Do you know how many rich women like Xiao Zihan? I can't even count the vast area. If Xiao Zihan counts like that Otherwise, I would have been kicked out long ago, how could I stay here."

Huang Tingting was amused by Tang Xuan's exaggerated tone. She wanted to refute, but she didn't know how to refute.

In the end, she had no choice but to say decadently: "That's because Xiao Zihan doesn't lack for anything. He is rich enough and has status, and he doesn't need other people to make things better. Ordinary men, how can they resist that kind of temptation."

"No, that's not the case." Tang Xuan smiled, and only then did she realize that her love with Xiao Zihan had also gone through many tests.

The point is, both of them have withstood those tests.

Tang Xuan briefly told Huang Tingting about Lin Qiaoer's use of the company to force Xiao Zihan to marry. For Zhao Suizhi's consideration, she omitted the part where Zhao Suizhi was involved, and mainly talked about how Xiao Zihan was under pressure. Those who refuse marriage.

Huang Tingting was very surprised after listening.

"I originally thought that with Xiao Zihan's status, he could do whatever he wanted..."

Tang Xuan shook her head, "Of course not, let alone mentioning such a thing, even if there is no such thing, according to what you said about a good match, Zihan marrying a rich and powerful girl from a big family is no match for her." It’s much better for me to be together. After all, I have nothing, the conditions are not good, and..."

At this moment, Xiao Zihan's voice suddenly sounded beside Tang Xuan.

"Really? Why don't I know, it would be much better for me to be with someone rich and powerful?"

Tang Xuan and Huang Tingting turned their heads to look together, they were startled by Xiao Zihan's sudden voice.

No one knew how long Xiao Zihan had stood there, and how much Xiao Zihan had listened to the conversation between the two of them.

Tang Xuan wasn't guilty at all, she laughed and teased Xiao Zihan, "Didn't you leave in anger? Why did you come here to talk to me again?"

Xiao Zihan snorted, ignored Tang Xuan, turned to look at Huang Tingting, and said very seriously, "I don't think he is a good match for you."

"Ah?" Huang Tingting was surprised, and quickly glanced at Tang Xuan.

Tang Xuan believed in Xiao Zihan's propriety, and also believed in Xiao Zihan's character, so she smiled at Huang Tingting and motioned Huang Tingting to listen to Xiao Zihan's continuation.

"The so-called good match is to like each other sincerely and consider each other. Even if the sky falls today, you must stand up for each other. Even at critical times, you can sacrifice your life for each other." Xiao Zihan said here, intentionally or unintentionally She glanced at Tang Xuan, "Otherwise, no matter how rich or capable, without wholehearted love, it's not considered a good match."

Huang Tingting was very touched when she heard it, but she continued to laugh at herself: "What you said sounds nice, but when you enter the society, everyone has changed. There is almost no such love."

"Of course there are, it's just that you are unlucky and haven't met them yet." After Xiao Zihan finished speaking, he went straight upstairs.

Tang Xuan heard Xiao Zihan's answer and was very satisfied.

Because what Xiao Zihan said was also what she thought in her heart.

Tang Xuan held Huang Tingting's hand tightly, and said seriously, "Tingting, what Zihan said is not wrong. Don't be too sad, you should be happy. After finally leaving someone who didn't love you that much, you can continue to find true love. Your man. How nice."

After hearing Xiao Zihan's words, Huang Tingting was moved, but also a little shaken in her original opinion. She smiled sarcastically, "I...I don't know."

"Tingting, you believe me, you will definitely find someone who loves you wholeheartedly. A person can only be considered a good match if he is with someone who loves himself wholeheartedly. Think about it, the monitor left because other women were rich. You, then he may leave you for other reasons in the future, in essence, he is not loyal enough to love, such a him, you should be glad you left."

"I know..." Tingting cried again, "But I'm just worthless, I just feel uncomfortable when I think about it, and I just don't want to be reconciled."

Not reconciled, the reason why many people are trapped in the dilemma of love.

I spent time and energy, but in the end, I got nothing but a lot of heartache and sadness.No one will be reconciled.

But no matter how unwilling you are, time will not flow backwards, and the time and feelings you have spent will not be recovered.

At this time, should we choose to move forward resolutely, or continue to be unwilling.The choice is yours.

Tang Xuan patted Huang Tingting's shoulder, and said softly, "I understand you, it's okay, let's not rush, take it slowly step by step. You stay with me first, after a while, we can make plans."

Huang Tingting was embarrassed, "Will I stay here with you, won't I bother you too much? Besides, I'm a little afraid of Xiao Zihan..."

"What are you afraid of him for? It's okay, you don't have to be afraid of him, I'm much more fierce than him now." Tang Xuan glanced at the nanny who was working not far away, and said with a smile: "This house is quite big, and the nanny and Xiao Zihan's mother are there , nothing disturbing. I can have a little more fun if you can accompany me."

"But..." Huang Tingting still hesitated.

Tang Xuan frowned, "Tingting, why have you become such a mother-in-law after working for two years? If this were you in college, you would definitely be happy to live here now."

Huang Tingting, who was in college, was confident, fun, and carefree. That personality really made Tang Xuan particularly envious.

But Huang Tingting in front of her, seemed to have been worn away by life, and she was not as flamboyant as before.

Just looking at Huang Tingting like this, Tang Xuan could imagine how much that failed love had affected Huang Tingting.

But it was precisely because she could think of it that Tang Xuan couldn't bear to see Huang Tingting continue to be influenced by that failed love. She wanted to call back that big grinning Huang Tingting.

"Stay here, Tingting, we haven't seen each other for so long, don't you have a lot to say to me? Don't you wonder what happened between me and Xiao Zihan? You don't want to hear me, I Why did you and Xiao Zihan get back together again?" Tang Xuan was persuasive.

Huang Tingting finally nodded, "Okay, I'll stay."

Tang Xuan breathed a sigh of relief, "It would be nice if you agreed earlier, it cost me so much. It's not like you don't know, I won't say this kind of words to persuade you to stay."

"Yes, I was the one who kept you in the past." Huang Tingting also laughed.

Time flies, things change.

When she graduated from university, Tang Xuan really thought that Huang Tingting would be happy with her monitor if they stayed together for a long time.

And she will break with the Xiao family one day and part ways with Xiao Zihan.

But who would have thought that fate would reverse their arrangement. After so many ups and downs, she and Xiao Zihan are still together.The monitor and Huang Tingting actually broke up because of a little temptation.

Sometimes, karma meets, it is so wonderful.