half thorns, half joy

"Why, are you bored?"

Cai Lin didn't say a word.

Deng Langyue almost couldn't bring it up in one breath, he swallowed, but he was at a loss for words, he didn't know what to say next.

"you……"

"No." Cai Lin shook her head, "I'm just, they don't know about my taking care of you. When I met you today, I don't know what to say. It's a bit embarrassing."

Hearing Cai Lin's denial, Deng Langyue's heart calmed down a little. He licked his lips and tried to say, "What's so embarrassing about it? If you don't want them to know, then don't go into details."

"Before... I also met my brother. I didn't tell him anything. He looked very disappointed."

"Cai Jinyu?" Deng Langyue felt a little guilty and displeased when she thought of Cai Jinyu's sudden call, "You are also an adult, you can follow your brother's orders in everything you do, and you can make decisions on your own Alright."

Cai Lin nodded, then shook her head again, she could see that she was very conflicted, "Brother is just worried about me, after all, I was deceived by Lin Qiaoer before..."

The name Lin Qiaoer was a festival between Cai Lin and Deng Langyue. Because it was a bad memory, everyone usually avoided mentioning this name as much as possible.

When Cai Lin mentioned it at this time, the atmosphere immediately changed a lot.

No matter how good they get along these days, it can't erase the deception Deng Langyue and Lin Qiaoer made to Cai Lin before.Those injuries did exist.

"Ahem..." The hole I dug, I have to fill in. Deng Langyue coughed twice, her eyes and voice became gentle, "That time... was just an accident, and there will be no such thing in the future. It's over, don't be afraid."

"Huh?" Cai Lin was immersed in her own thoughts, Deng Langyue's voice was low, and she couldn't hear it clearly for a while.

Such tenderness requires an atmosphere. It's okay to say it once, but Deng Langyue can't do it again.

The strange thing is that he usually opens his mouth to those women who come and go as soon as they are called, no matter what kind of sweet talk, without embarrassment at all, let alone being unable to say it.

Just like the day he spent the night with Cai Lin, he even said caring words to Cai Lin affectionately.

But now, facing Cai Lin, he couldn't say those words so casually.

As for the reason, Deng Langyue was vaguely aware of it, but he didn't dare to get to the bottom of it. He was afraid that he would not be able to afford the result.

However, somewhere in his heart, he was always ready to move.

Cai Lin waited for a while, but before Deng Langyue could speak again, she laughed at herself and shrugged her shoulders, "Forget it, it doesn't matter so much, since I promised you to take care of you until you are discharged from the hospital, then I won't go back on my word halfway." Yes. This matter, let’s stop here, I was too emotional just now.”

"Cai Lin, I..." Deng Langyue didn't want to end this topic just like that, and wanted to say something, but Cai Lin had already changed her smiling face and grabbed the plastic bag, "Come on, eat the fruit, if you don't eat it, the apple will oxidize It’s black. If I knew it, I would have squeezed the juice, the apples are so dark and ugly.”

Deng Langyue: "..."

He opened his mouth, but in the end, he still couldn't express his thoughts.He really didn't know what to say.

"Well, this strawberry is so sweet, come, try one." Cai Lin ate a strawberry by herself, squinted her eyes happily, then poked another big and red strawberry with a fork, and held it to Deng Langyue's mouth.

Deng Langyue opened her lips to hold the strawberry in her mouth.

The sweetness of strawberries spreads between the lips and teeth, but if you taste it carefully, there is a little sourness in the sweetness.

There is a sour feeling in the sweetness, which is very similar to Deng Langyue's state of mind at the moment.

Cai Lin fed Deng Langyue and finished eating the whole box of fruit, Cai Lin happily got up to throw out the trash, Deng Langyue looked at Cai Lin's back and sighed helplessly.

He could see that Cai Lin was also avoiding some topics and emotions.

as same as him.

Forget it, let nature take its course.

……

Xiao Zihan lay on his back on the bed, staring at the liquid in the bottle, drop after drop, flowing down the drip tube, and then into his own blood.

Before you know it, a bottle of liquid becomes half a bottle, and then a small half is left.Xiao Zihan's mood has calmed down a lot.It's just that somewhere in the bottom of my heart is still very hot.

The feeling of life inheritance made him seem to be floating in mid-air, a little out of breath.

Xiao Zihan was in a daze when Tang Xuan came back.

"You're back? Where's the baby?" Xiao Zihan was about to sit up with a jolt.

Tang Xuan pressed Xiao Zihan's shoulders to keep Xiao Zihan from moving, "The baby has already been carried back by confinement sister-in-law. She is in the nanny car you sent. Don't worry, nothing will happen."

Xiao Zihan was stunned for a moment, and then he let out a long breath.

"This bottle is almost finished. I'll call the nurse to change it for you." Tang Xuan pressed the nurse's bell, and said, "The baby's checkups are all done. Our baby is very healthy."

"That's good." A warm and kind smile unconsciously appeared on Xiao Zihan's face.

This smile startled the nurse who came to change the dressing again.

The nurse changed the medicine and left in a hurry.

"You've been running back and forth all day today, take a rest." Xiao Zihan turned to Tang Xuan and said.

Even if Xiao Zihan didn't say anything, Tang Xuan wanted to lie down for a while. She was physically tired from running back and forth. Besides, seeing Zhao Suizhi made her feel tired.

Under the action of the two phases, she was really exhausted.

Tang Xuan changed into a set of comfortable pajamas, climbed onto the bed, lay down, and let out a long and comfortable breath.

Xiao Zihan felt a little distressed when he heard Tang Xuan's sigh, but he still said to Tang Xuan in a reproachful tone, "I told you to be brave, you must be exhausted."

"Fortunately, it's just that I haven't walked so much for a long time, and my legs are a little sore." Tang Xuan said deliberately, "It seems that I need to exercise more, otherwise I will be tired after walking for a few steps, and I will be useless."

Xiao Zihan immediately raised his eyebrows, "What nonsense are you talking about? You are a wounded number, not an athlete, you know? You know something, can you?"

Tang Xuan giggled, but did not refute.

"I'm telling you seriously, what are you laughing at?" Xiao Zihan became more and more unhappy. Tang Xuan usually insisted on forcing him and he would not take too much care, but regarding her health, he hoped that Tang Xuan would pay more attention and not be too pushy. .

"Okay, let's not talk about this." Tang Xuan finished teasing Xiao Zihan, turned around, put her hand on the side of the pillow, and said half puzzled half surprised, "You know, when I brought the baby here, I met Cai Lin downstairs."

"Huh? Then why didn't she come with you?" Xiao Zihan said naturally.

Tang Xuan explained, "She didn't come to see us, but to see another friend of hers. Hmm...it's kind of weird."

Xiao Zihan: "What's so strange?"

"Cai Lin's attitude, she was on the phone with her friend at the time, and her tone was quite intimate, with a bit of a coquettish tone." Tang Xuan frowned, "At first it was nothing, but when she saw it was me, she immediately turned to me. I hung up the phone and acted very uncomfortable."

"Maybe I feel embarrassed. After all, she came to the hospital and didn't come to see us, but you ran into her."

Tang Xuan nodded, "Maybe so. She went to the floor above us. Her friend should be on that floor."

Xiao Zihan wasn't interested in these gossips at all, he closed his eyes and yawned, "Then you can go around when you're free, and say hello by the way."

"It seems to be possible."