half thorns, half joy

Tang Xuan strode out of the coffee shop, her chest heaving rapidly. A gust of wind blew away the tears on her face, and the coolness penetrated into her heart. Only then did she wake up bit by bit from the turbulent emotions.

She thought she wouldn't cry.She didn't intend to cry in front of Zhao Suizhi.

However, she couldn't control herself when those words came out.

Under the curious and puzzled gazes from passers-by, Tang Xuan closed her eyes, quickly sorted out her chaotic emotions, walked across the square, and reached out to hail a taxi.

Xiao Zihan was still waiting for her in the hospital. That guy was already worried about her. If she was delayed for a long time, she would definitely be anxious again.

The taxi stopped in front of Tang Xuan. She opened the door and got in. When the taxi drove across the square, the cafe was quickly left behind. Tang Xuan looked back with mixed emotions.

After Xiao Mingyuan entered the prison, Zhao Suizhi kept putting himself in the position of the victim, threatening to force Xiao Zihan.So, Tang Xuan came to let Zhao Suizhi know clearly that she was not a victim at all, and she told her who was the real victim.

It's not to make Zhao Suizhi sympathize with those girls who are no longer alive, nor is it to make Zhao Suizhi feel guilty, but to explain a fact.

Tang Xuan actually didn't know what to do. She didn't know if what she said to Zhao Suizhi today would actually work.

However, this is already the most decent, direct and effective way she can think of.

Zhao Suizhi already hated her to the bone, whether she was reasoning or admitting her mistake and apologizing, Zhao Suizhi would not listen to her.

It's better to show Zhao Suizhi the truest and cruelest side naked without being reasonable or pleading, and let her see that she is not the only one who suffers.That's right, Tang Xuan was indeed at fault, but the Xiao family was not innocent either.

The taxi turned one turn after another, the surroundings gradually opened up, and the air became fresher. Tang Xuan let out a long breath of breath that she had pent up for a long time, patted her cheeks, and tried her best to look more energetic.

She's going to see the nannies in the villa later, she doesn't want to look too embarrassed and let the nannies notice something.

After Tang Xuan left, Zhao Suizhi didn't move. He stared at Tang Xuan's cold coffee cup and sat there blankly.The coffee shop is a place to relax, so there are no waiters to bother you.

Regarding Tang Xuan's story, Zhao Suizhi was not surprised or surprised. Zhao Suizhi had heard Xiao Zihan mention that girl who had committed suicide and passed away.

However, hearing Xiao Zihan talk about it is completely different from hearing Tang Xuan talk about it. When Xiao Zihan told her about it, she didn't have any feelings for that girl, and even had a faint disgust.

But today, after listening to Tang Xuan's succinct account of that girl's story, what she did, and what she liked, she immediately felt something different.

Through the described details, she doesn't need to over-imagining, a girl's shadow will appear in front of her eyes, she is real and has a soul.

Zhao Suizhi's heart was clenched tightly, even tighter than when Tang Xuan told her, so tight that he could hardly breathe.

"She used to be a real person. It was you Xiao family who cut off her life." Tang Xuan's words resounded in Zhao Suizhi's mind over and over again, shaking Zhao Sui endlessly. The hard heart polished by life tortured her in a disguised form.

Could it be that she was really wrong?The man she had loved and hated all her life, did she really deserve what happened today?

How she didn't want to admit it.

……

After Tang Xuan left the hospital, Xiao Zihan called the villa, so when Tang Xuan took a taxi back to the villa, she saw a row of people standing straight at the entrance of the villa, waiting for her respectfully.

After paying for the taxi, Tang Xuan felt a little helpless as she watched the row of battles. She smiled and said, "Go ahead and go about your own business. The confinement sister-in-law will accompany me to take the baby there."

"Miss Tang, your clothes..." The nanny couldn't help reminding Tang Xuan when she saw the stains on the front of Tang Xuan's white T-shirt.

"Ah, this, I'll just go up and change." Tang Xuan said as she walked upstairs, and the nannies followed her in unison, swarming up.

After Tang Xuan was hospitalized, in order to take better care of the baby, the nannies moved the baby to Xiao Zihan's special baby room, where they took care of the baby day and night.

Tang Xuan almost jogged into the baby's room. She stepped forward and lifted the baby out of the stroller, and pressed her face against the baby's face, rubbing it excitedly.

"Ah... ah..." The baby danced excitedly when he saw his mother, and some meaningless syllables popped out of his mouth.

After not seeing the baby for a long time, Tang Xuan carefully kissed the baby in her arms again and again, her eyes turned red again.

Out of the corner of her eye, she saw the nannies standing in a row outside the door. Tang Xuan restrained her emotions and coughed softly, "Then pack up your things. I'll go over and change into clean clothes."

After speaking, Tang Xuan reluctantly put down the baby and went to her bedroom.

Except for the crib, stroller and some baby's toys being taken to the baby's room, nothing in this room had changed. Tang Xuan's computer, notebook and pen were still placed obliquely on the coffee table.

It was as if everything was still yesterday and nothing had happened.

However, after leaving that day, everything changed.

With some emotion, Tang Xuan picked up the pen, opened it and closed it, then went to the closet to pick out a piece of clothing and changed it.

She still smelled of coffee, but she couldn't take a shower at home, and there were still unscab wounds on her body, so she had to wait for the nurse to wipe it off after returning home.

After Tang Xuan changed her clothes and left the bedroom, the nannies had already prepared everything. The confinement wife was holding the wrapped baby and waiting for Tang Xuan at the door.

"It's packed so quickly? Let's go then." Tang Xuan went downstairs, and when she reached the door, she found that almost all the nannies in the villa were following behind her, and they all had serious expressions on their faces. She smiled helplessly, "What are you doing?" Well, I'm so nervous about you, take it easy."

Yuesao worked the shortest time at the villa, and compared to Xiao Zihan, she has a deeper relationship with Tang Xuan. She answered, "It's no wonder everyone is so nervous. Mr. Xiao called back several times and told him to be careful."

"Pfft, that's too exaggerated, what a fuss." Tang Xuan pointed to Xia Yuesao and another nanny who was carrying baby supplies, "You two can just follow me. Everyone else can go about their own business."

"Yes." Everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

Tang Xuan and her group left the villa. When Tang Xuan saw the nanny's car parked in front of the door and the driver waiting respectfully, she smiled helplessly and sweetly.

Compared with a small car, the nanny car is spacious and will indeed be much more comfortable.

Xiao Zihan is really careful.

After getting into the car, Tang Xuan's cell phone rang not far away.She took it out and saw that it was Xiao Zihan's call.

Tang Xuan picked it up, couldn't help smiling and asked, "What are you doing?"

Xiao Zihan: "Where have you been? Why haven't you come here for so long?"

"Hey, at least give me some time to catch my breath." Tang Xuan complained intentionally, "I've only been out for how long, and you're just checking so closely and worrying about me so much."

"You think too much." Xiao Zihan said stiffly, not admitting that he was too concerned, "I think you are too slow.

"Oh? Really? Then let me tell you, I just set off and I'll be there in a while. Don't rush me, bye."

After Tang Xuan finished speaking, she was about to hang up the phone, Xiao Zihan hurriedly said, "Wait a minute."

"What's the matter?" Tang Xuan's lips and brows were full of smiles.

"...It's nothing, hang up."

When the beeping sound came, Tang Xuan laughed until her shoulders trembled.How did Xiao Zihan manage to be cute and domineering at the same time?

So cute!