half thorns, half joy

Sitting in the car, Cai Lin still had lingering fears.

She realized belatedly that she almost accidentally touched a minefield just now.

If she hadn't reacted quickly and made amends in time, Zhao Suizhi would have realized that she didn't actually have a bad impression of Tang Xuan as she said.

It was not until this moment that Cai Lin realized that the embarrassment and helplessness that Xiao Zihan showed in the hospital ward that day were really embarrassment and helplessness.

Her Aunt Zhao really had a big opinion on Tang Xuan.

The car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, Cai Lin went to the breakfast shop to buy steamed stuffed buns, and told the driver to go home first, while she took the steamed stuffed buns and walked upstairs to Deng Langyue's ward.

At the same time, another car parked at the entrance of the hospital also got off a person. She followed Cai Lin from a distance, saw Cai Lin get on the elevator, and squeezed in herself, and finally saw Cai Lin enter the ward, and then she hid in the stairs In the meantime, he dialed Zhao Suizhi's mobile phone in Xiao Zhaili.

The caller was a woman. An hour ago, she was doing aerobics at home. Zhao Suizhi called her and asked her to do her a favor by driving after a girl to see where she was going.

Originally, this was not difficult, the distance between the two families was not far, and the woman had also received Zhao Suizhi's favor before, so she agreed without much hesitation.

Zhao Suizhi arranged for her to wait not far from Xiao's house, and follow the girl's car as soon as it drove off.

"Sister Zhao, I've followed. It's indeed a hospital, it's..."

Zhao Suizhi on the other end of the phone, after receiving the call and hearing the address clearly, immediately carried the bag, went downstairs to the garage to pick up the car, and drove to the hospital by himself.

Now, Xiao Zihan is not imprisoning her freedom, and no one dares to ask her whereabouts.

Therefore, when Zhao Suizhi arrived at the hospital, Xiao Zihan was completely unaware.

"Oh, the guards are quite tight." Zhao Suizhi stood a few meters away from the door of the ward, looked at the two bodyguards guarding the door of the ward, one left and one right, and sneered.

The bodyguards glanced over and saw Zhao Suizhi's bright clothes and elegant manners, so they didn't have much doubt.

But what the bodyguards didn't expect was that this middle-aged woman who looked quite temperament actually walked up to them and was about to go in.

The bodyguard immediately stretched out his arms and stopped Zhao Suizhi.

"Excuse me, who are you?"

Zhao Suizhi looked at the bodyguard with disdain and contempt, and gave an order coldly, "Get out of the way."

The two bodyguards looked at each other and tentatively asked, "Madam, who are you?"

"Heh." Zhao Suizhi was angry and felt ridiculous, "Xiao Zihan is very capable, hired people like you to stop me, who am I, I was the one who gave birth to him and raised him!"

"Huh?" The bodyguard was taken aback.

Zhao Sui wanted to see Tang Xuan so much that he didn't want to talk nonsense with the bodyguards, so he said viciously, "Get out of the way!"

Originally, Zhao Suizhi's body was expensive and he had a status at first glance, so the bodyguards were very polite to Zhao Suizhi.But Zhao Suizhi didn't have a good word in the few words he said, and the bodyguard was in a fog, and the bodyguard lost his patience and his face darkened.

"Madam, the hospital is not a noisy place, please leave, don't mess around here, it's degrading."

Zhao Suizhi never expected that the bodyguard would dare to talk to him like this, his lips were trembling with anger, "You... you... Xiao Zihan asked you to talk to me like this?"

The bodyguard frowned, "Ma'am, this is Young Master Deng's ward. We don't quite understand what you're talking about about Xiao Zihan."

This time, it was Zhao Suizhi's turn to be dumbfounded, "Master Deng?"

"Yes, this is the ward of young master Deng Langyue." The well-trained bodyguard heard the name of another person in Zhao Sui's words, and guessed that the lady in front of him had found the wrong ward.

When Zhao Suizhi originally came, on the way here, he thought about a lot of things to say and lost his temper.

She was suddenly told that someone else lived here, and she was a little confused for a moment.

Cai Lin in the ward packed up the pillows and water cups that were thrown on the floor by Deng Langyue, cleaned the water cups helplessly, and put them on the bedside.

Cai Lin complained to Deng Langyue angrily, "Fortunately, it's plastic, otherwise, it would be broken glass all over the place."

"I don't like plastic cups." Deng Langyue looked at the plastic cup in disgust.

Cai Lin specially bought the plastic cup, because Deng Langyue would drop the things at hand when he was unhappy, and he likes to drink water, so the water cup is the most often kept at hand.

Cai Lin laughed, and retorted Deng Langyue, "There's no way, the glass cups don't like you, because you like to smash them too much."

"What? Don't like me? It's their luck to be thrown by me, okay?"

"...you started talking nonsense again."

Deng Langyue crossed her arms and said nonsense in a serious manner, "Isn't it? They are water cups, and they come to this world for a while, isn't it just to have a beginning and an end? For me, I just give them an end, so that they die early and rebirth early. How kind am I, huh?"

Cai Lin listened to Deng Langyue speechless, reached out and touched Deng Langyue's forehead, then touched her own, and said under Deng Langyue's puzzled eyes, "No, I don't have a fever, how did you start?" It's nonsense."

"Pfft..." Deng Langyue slapped Cai Lin's hand away and was about to touch it again, and rolled her eyes, "Forget it, you don't understand my realm at all."

"What is your realm? Ending others when you are unhappy—no, is it the realm of the lifespan of other items?" Regarding this point, Cai Lin has long wanted to talk about it, but she has never found an opportunity. Now that she has this opportunity, she will He said what he had kept for several days.

"Deng Langyue, everyone will be in a bad mood. Everyone has their own uncomfortable moments, but you can't base your way of venting on the basis of hurting others and causing trouble to others. Do you understand?"

"..." Deng Langyue didn't say a word, didn't look at Cai Lin, and looked at the ceiling quietly.

Cai Lin continued: "Actually, I also have many times when I am in a bad mood. When I am in a bad mood, I will go to see beautiful scenery or watch a good movie. If not, I will watch a sad movie. Just have a good cry, that's all."

These are her own private habits. Cai Lin has never told anyone about them. She was a little embarrassed to mention them to others for the first time.

Fortunately, Deng Langyue didn't give any response, so Cai Lin could continue talking.

"Indeed, sometimes, some things are really uncomfortable. It's so uncomfortable that you can't tell others. It's so uncomfortable that you want to die. However, the most uncomfortable thing is that you just think about it. In another ten or twenty years, you Will you still feel uncomfortable because of this incident? The answer is definitely not."

Deng Langyue, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said two words in a short and gloomy voice, "Yes."

Cai Lin was taken aback, "Huh?"

Deng Langyue stopped talking again.

"You said yes? Is it something that will be uncomfortable for decades?" Cai Lin bit her lip and sighed, "Since it is something that will be uncomfortable for so long, it means that human factors cannot be changed. Yes. Since you can’t change it, you might as well accept it. Anyway, when a person is born, his life is full of regrets. It’s impossible for everything to go well.”

Hearing what Cai Lin said, Deng Langyue looked at Cai Lin in surprise.

For a long time, he has trapped himself in the situation, never thought of going out, on the surface it doesn't matter how much he doesn't care, for a certain thing, he is as persistent as he is and can't forgive.

Cai Lin's words made the bottomless well in his heart seem to see a glimmer of light.

Deng Langyue looked at Cai Lin, and after a while, she said quietly, "Then... what is the last thing that made you uncomfortable?"

"I?"

"Ah."

Cai Lin recalled, "The most recent thing that made me feel particularly uncomfortable was the injury of brother Zihan. I was really scared to death outside the emergency room that day. If we push it forward, it will be you and Lin Qiaoer..."

Cai Lin was halfway through speaking, and when she saw Deng Langyue's frown, she immediately stopped talking.

The relationship between her and Deng Langyue has changed a lot now, and it has become much more harmonious. She doesn't want to mention the matter that made her uncomfortable for a long time before.

Deng Langyue didn't know what was going on in Cai Lin's mind. Seeing that Cai Lin was half-speaking, he just wanted to tell Cai Lin to finish, but at this moment, both of them heard the noise coming from outside the ward.