Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

In short, it is good for him to stop drinking.

Turn off the lights.

I lay down with my coat in my arms, smelling the faint smell of alcohol like a demon, closed my eyes and fell asleep.

A rare occasion.

I also don't use any medicines that contain sleeping pills to help me sleep.

……

At two o'clock in the morning, the sound of my mobile phone vibrating woke me up from a deep sleep. I opened my eyes sleepily, holding my coat in one hand, and groping for the phone with the other.

The light from the phone screen blinded my eyes.

It was Brother Xi calling, I was startled, seeing that I didn't answer at this time, I waited until it automatically hung up.

Soon, a message was sent——

Don't worry, don't run away, come out and let's talk.

What to talk about.

Does he know that it is very sensitive to find me in the early hours of the morning? He still has a family. I don’t know what to do when he is like this...

I didn't reply to the message or call, and turned off the phone directly. For Brother Xi, I think the only thing I can do now is to treat him as a brother who has always taken care of me. I can't give him the rest, so I can only silently I hope that such a move can make him understand...

After being woken up like this, I couldn't get back to sleep.

Dry mouth.

Putting on my coat, I picked up the cup and got out of bed and went downstairs, walked into the living room, did not turn on the light, I poured a glass of water by touching the place, and was drinking when a light reflected from the window pierced my eyes...

"..."

I walked to the window in shock, held the cup and looked out the window, only to see a sports car parked outside, the lights flickering, a slender figure sitting on the hood in front of the car, slightly hunched over, his brows were frowning I am depressed, and I don't smoke, but I hold the lighter with both hands and light it...

decadent.

He lacked the high spirits he had when he was promoted to president.

Xi Jinrong.

This kind of him makes me strange, more and more strange...

I was stunned, he has been outside my house this night?

He also said that I was stubborn. Could it be that he is not stubborn anymore? !
I sighed, put down the glass helplessly, opened the door and walked out, towards the sports car.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Xi Jinrong stood up from the car, turned around and stared at me with a tired face and gloomy eyes.

"Brother Xi, why are you still up so late?" I said out loud, and the night wind blew in, and I grabbed my coat.

Xi Jinrong took a deep look at me while biting his cigarette, put down the lighter, and said in a hoarse voice, "Today I asked you to be my girlfriend because..."

It turned out to be for this matter...

I smiled lightly, "I understand, Brother Xi, it is not easy for the Xi Group today. This is the hard work of Grandpa Xi and Uncle Xi all their lives. You can't let it be destroyed in your hands, then you have to let it Growing up, the Xi family has gone through twists and turns, and even with the support of the Bai family, it is still difficult to compete in front of the Jinyu Group, so there is nothing wrong with you using me."

"..." Xi Jinrong looked at me and didn't speak.

"But I can't choose to help you either," I said.

I know that sooner or later there will be a showdown between them, the mall is like a battlefield, this battle is inevitable, it has nothing to do with who is right and who is wrong, but it will come to this point sooner or later... But I don't want to squeeze into this whirlpool.

"Relax." Xi Jinrong said.

"Ah."

"You never asked me about Yeluhuan." Xi Jinrong smiled wryly as he spoke, turned around and opened the car door, inviting me to sit in.

I can feel that Xi Jinrong's air pressure is very low tonight, probably because Xiao Jinyu made a move.

Yeluhuan... After thinking about it, I got into his car and took the passenger seat.

We really need to talk about some things, so that we can open each other's hearts...

Xi Jinrong didn't drive, but sat in the driver's seat.

The closed space inside the car cuts off the biting coolness outside.

It was very quiet in the car. I was sitting quietly in Xiao Jinyu's coat. Xi Jinrong didn't speak for a long time. After a long time, I heard him say in a hoarse voice, "I have had bad eyesight since I was a child. You know that. I said it because of Coco Half of the reason why I like you is because I lied to you."

"..."

Hearing this, I was stunned.

Xi Jinrong was lying to me when he said he liked me very early.

"I admit that at the beginning I was all curious about you because of Coco, but at that time I was only curious about you. I would like a more accurate time to be when I dreamed of you for the first time."

"..."

My heart trembled, and my brain began to unconsciously recall the scene of our first meeting.

The son is like jade...

That was my first impression of him.

Xi Jinrong looked ahead gloomyly, and continued, "I used you in my dream to approach Xiao Jinyu step by step."

"..."

"Especially those three years when you were in a coma, do you know how I spent it? I think every day, I missed it in my last life, but in this life, I must catch you..."

"..."

"God always loves him dearly. He couldn't compete in his previous life, but he has such superior conditions in this life. If I want to keep you, I must plan well. So, I pushed you away from my side... "Xi Jinrong said, "I thought I could wait, and when I was ready, you would come back to me."

I lowered my eyes, and my long eyelashes trembled.

"However, I misjudged your feelings for him. I don't know, why are you so obsessed with him? Could it be that I didn't pay as much as him? You loved me once, I know, I feel it arrive……"

"..."

I turned my face stiffly and looked at Xi Jinrong's melancholy side face, feeling unwilling and heartbroken.

"However, after you were asked to choose again, you still chose him without hesitation. You failed to keep the promise you made to me." Xi Jinrong looked at the front without focusing, and sneered at himself when he said this, "Yes , What am I, what you said to me may have long been forgotten."

"..."

"However, I remember, remember clearly, I will not give you to him, even if I want to use others, even if I marry someone else, it doesn't matter." Xi Jinrong said.

I listened in amazement.

The reason why Brother Xi married Bai Lan... That's it, I thought Brother Xi figured it out during that time...

"Originally, I didn't want to marry her. She is Xiao Jinyu's fiancée. That woman has already put herself on his bed. As long as he does her, Xiao Jinyu can get everything." Xi Jinrong continued, "But he put That woman gave it to me."

"..."

"However, he also underestimated me, how could I touch that kind of woman?! So, I found Ming Lei and asked him to replace me..."

"..."

"It was all forced by him," Xi Jinrong said.

Hearing this, I was completely stunned, I couldn't help covering my mouth with my hand, and almost shouted out.

Bai Lan was caught by Ming Lei...

"Actually, I also look down on myself. Why do I need to do anything extra? Anyway, I still want to marry... But, I can't pass this test of myself. I want to leave a clean place for the one I love, even if you don't know it at all." As Xi Jinrong said, there was no light in his eyes, and he was very calm.

"..."

I was deeply shaken, unbelievable.

Xi Jinrong took out the lighter in his hand again, put it away one after another, and said calmly, "It's like when I blocked a shot for you, I forgot without hesitation what would happen to grandpa if I died. , Mom and Dad, Ke Ke, and Xi Shi?! When it comes to you, I can always do things that I can't even think of."

"..."

I listened quietly without interruption, my eyes were sore.

"You're really stupid, maybe you're not stupid, it's just because you never put me in your heart, so I can't even guess what my end will be in the future." Xi Jinrong laughed bitterly, "On the day I got married, I just Knowing that there are still so many entanglements between us, my feelings for you are more complicated, you owed me in the last life, but in this life, I owe you..."

"..."

It turned out that he thought so, my tears fell silently, I didn't wipe them, and let the tears slide down my cheeks.

original.

I hurt Xi Jinrong deeper than I imagined, he still treats me...

"But, isn't Xiao Jinyu the one who owes you the most? Why are you so stubborn even though you know everything about it? You stubbornly refuse to leave him!" Xi Jinrong turned his eyes and looked straight at me, with a tone of voice Puzzled, "Tell me why? Why do you do it again, but still the same result?! Am I wrong?!"

He asked himself this question more than once.

If it belonged to him, why did Xiao Jinyu show up?If it belonged to Xiao Jinyu, why did he appear?Xiao Jinyu is enough in this world...

"Brother Xi..."

I looked at him, my eyes were flushed, and I couldn't bear to look at his wrinkled brows.

I think of the sunshine on his face when we first met, and I look at the melancholy on his face now...he has experienced more pain than I imagined.

"I really hate you, I wish I could tear you into pieces, but I'm really close to you, and I can't bear to do anything except a few harsh words." Xi Jinrong put down his finger, reached out to my face, and pointed The tip stopped at my ear, and the eyes were sad and affectionate, "I'm doomed, right?"

The saddest confession ever.

"..."

I listened, feeling very uncomfortable.

Xi Jinrong put his hands on my shoulders, pulled me towards him, leaned his body towards me, leaned his forehead on my shoulders, as if he had found a support, leaned quietly, and was infinitely attached.

I didn't push him away, I don't know how I could push away someone who has carried so much for me.

"The opportunity has finally come." Xi Jinrong leaned on my shoulder and said in a low voice, "Now, you have finally separated from Xiao Jinyu, and I can finally get close to you, but you have been hiding and running away..."

My body trembled, my eyes were full of tears, my lips moved, but I still said with difficulty, "Brother Xi, it's not worth it for me."

It's too much for me, it's not worth it.

"..." Xi Jinrong didn't speak.

"Brother Xi, I will never fall in love with anyone else in this life." I said like this, now that I love Xiao Jinyu so much, how can I fall in love with another person again.

I refused.

If it is beyond redemption, please stop here.