Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

"From the beginning, I was just curious about you. I have never lost before, so I can't lose even on women. It is my shame to die for a woman. And you are that stain."

"stain?"

I stared blankly at him, "Then what are our three days?"

Just cleaning the stain?
For the past three days, he has been hugging me, not even letting me out, so what? Isn't it nostalgic?
"These three days?" Hearing this, Xiao Jinyu sneered again, as if hearing a funny joke, "It's just that I have no schedule for these three days, you think too much."

"You don't have to accompany me if you don't have a schedule." I said immediately.

Is he ready for divorce?
That's why he kept hugging me for three days.

"..." Xiao Jinyu's smile froze on his face, and he gave me a cold look, "You are very annoying."

He refused to explain further.

He brushed my shoulder and walked towards the villa's built-in elevator without hesitation.

The more you go, the more decisive you become.

"..."

I stared blankly at his steps.

My heart is hurting, it is a kind of helpless pain.

Xiao Jinyu walked into the elevator, the moment the elevator door closed, he saw me kneel down, crawl under the sofa, and humbly picked up the ring again.

Xiao Jinyu stood in the elevator, looking at my figure prostrate on the ground.

Over the past half month, I have lost a lot of weight.

Such a slender figure is not enough to grasp.

I was lying on the ground, and the first time I picked up the ring was not to get up, but to wipe the dust off the ring...

"..."

Xiao Jinyu slowly closed the elevator door.

Close my slender figure to block his sight.

Don't worry, I've got you covered.

……

Life is dramatic, one second I was still drowning in Xiao Jinyu's arms, and the next second, I was kicked out by Xiao Jinyu.

He said he wouldn't have a bad time;
He said I was a stain, and he also said that he should throw a ring at a difficult woman like me.

……

Actually, I know, I actually know—

He made me stop struggling.

I couldn't ignore the death of my parents, and I couldn't let go of my heart, so he let me go.

I don't understand, what am I still yearning for, even the strong Xiao Jinyu can let go, why do I have any reason to entangle, how can I be entangled by his side with the death of my parents on my back.

Putting the ring back on my hand, I heard the servant urging me again.

"Young madam, let's go, or we will be scolded by the young master later."

I looked at them, couldn't help turning my head to look at the closed elevator, my eyes were filled with tears, "Okay, I see."

This was never my home.

"Let's go."

A servant was afraid that Xiao Jinyu would scold them if he had a bad temper, so he simply dragged the hesitant me away.

The gate of the Xiao family is right there.

I was dragged out of the gate abruptly by them. The moment I stepped out of the gate, I suddenly remembered many fragments, about every place in this Xiao family...

Unknowingly engraved in my memory.

I know that once I leave, I will never come back, and I will never return to Xiao Jinyu's side.

Bridge to bridge.

Way back.

That's it.

I was pulled outside by the servant to the front of the car, the driver had already opened the door and was waiting aside.

I raised my head and looked at the floor-to-ceiling windows of the bedroom in the main building. The sunlight shone on it, making it hard to see clearly.

The sun is too harsh.

It hurt my eyes.

I raised the hand wearing the ring, put it gently to my lips, printed a kiss, and then stretched it in that direction, the sun was flowing on my fingertips...

Xiao Jinyu, you have to be good.

Must be good.

"Young Madam." The driver urged me.

Listening to the driver's urging, I feel like a pile of garbage that no one wants, being squeezed out again and again, and I desperately want to clean it up...

After standing for a long time, I lowered my head and got into the car.

"boom--"

The door was slammed shut by the driver from the outside.

"..."

I closed my eyes in despair.

In front of the large floor-to-ceiling windows, Xiao Jinyu's slender figure stood in front of the window, dressed in neat clothes, with no expression on his sharp-edged face, his eyes fell on the vehicles going away in front of the fountain.

The car is getting better and better.

Xiao Jinyu looked at it indifferently, as always.

There was no traffic until the fountain pool was empty.

Only then did Xiao Jinyu slowly raise her ring-wearing hand, spread her slender and clean five fingers, and slowly hold the kiss that flew over from the air...

What he holds is the air of nothingness.

After a while, a tear ran down his stern face.

……

Several cars drove slowly towards my biological parents' house.

There, not only the house, but also the land was bought by Xiao Jinyu and given to me.

The morning sun was unbearably warm.

The driver got out of the car and opened the door. I looked over, and was shocked to see that the original small courtyard had turned into a brand new villa. The inside was completely new, and the Roman columns outside were newly painted. From the outside, it looked as if nothing had happened. .

So a bungalow was built?
I was stunned, stretched out my legs and got out of the car, staring blankly at the villa in front of me.

The bodyguard carried the luggage down, and I couldn't help but stop him and asked, "When was this house built?"

Although the fire was not big at the time, it also caused a lot of damage to the ground.

"Renovation started that night after the fire." The bodyguard said indifferently, "The boss wants efficiency, so there are two shifts during the day and night."

The current house is not only brand new, but also has no hidden dangers in safety.

"..."

Construction of the villa began after the fire.

That is to say, from the day I set the fire, Xiao Jinyu decided to separate from me?
The bodyguards moved the luggage into the villa one by one. My legs were like lead, and I walked in with difficulty. The furnishings inside were brand new, and everything was very comfortable.

I haven't lived here once in a day, but I've lived here forever.

"Everything here is decided by the boss on the spot and arranged by himself." A female bodyguard couldn't help saying when she saw that I was lost in front of this place.

"Arranged by yourself?"

I am stunned.

During the more than half a month when I was hospitalized, he occasionally went out on business, I thought it was the group's business... In the end, he came here and arranged everything by himself?
"Yes." The female bodyguard pointed to the cartoon stickers on it, "All the decorations here are arranged according to Xiao's villa, Mr. Xiao is afraid that if you are not used to it, almost everything is arranged as it is!"

"..." No wonder I felt the same as Xiao's villa when I came in...

"You don't know that the area here is not as big as Xiao's house, and all the things may not be all in line. You didn't see that a big man like Mr. Xiao is running back and forth with a chair by himself. It's super funny..." The female bodyguard remembered now. Also feel incredible.

"..."

I listen, is this funny?Why don't I find it funny, I just feel uncomfortable, as uncomfortable as if my heart has been taken away.

Silly Xiao Jinyu.

Big fool!
As I stood here, the bodyguards had already packed up and were about to retreat. They stood in front of me one by one, "Young Madam, let's go first."

Even the bodyguards are leaving.

This young lady is dead in name.

I nodded, "Be careful on the road."

"Yes."

Everyone went out, when suddenly, a female bodyguard rushed over, came up to hug me, and patted my back comfortingly, "Young Madam, you must cheer up, everything will be fine."

After waking up from a vegetative state, the one who spent the longest time with me was not Xiao Jinyu, but these female bodyguards.

"I know."

I was hugged by her and opened my mouth dryly.

The female bodyguard let me go, and a group of people walked out of the gate, got into the car, and left the house.

I was the only one left in the whole villa, and the originally small house suddenly made me feel empty.

I'm used to the huge villa of the Xiao family, I'm used to having bodyguards, security guards and servants coming in and out every day, I'm used to the sunshine in the living room there...

I went to the kitchen and saw a photo frame on the dining table, which was a graduation photo of me. At that time, my face was full of youthful smiles.

Beside the dining table, there is only a dining chair.

Not much.

Is this what Xiao Jinyu asked for?Did he want to tell me that in the rest of my life, I would become a human being again?
I went back to the life without Xiao Jinyu again, that kind of life seems to be far away from me, now that I am back, I almost thought that the life and everything that happened before would be another dream?An incredible and painful dream?
I really hope it's the same as the previous one, it's all a dream, and when I wake up, I can't remember anything...

"I am back."

With this utterance, I realized that I could be so calm, so calm that I didn't feel so much guilt.

From the moment I knew the whole story, every moment I was with Xiao Jinyu was suffering, I was constantly afraid, afraid, guilty...

So I take sleeping pills, so I struggle every time I walk into that house.

Now, we are apart.

finally parted...

I have no guilt, and at the same time, I have nothing.

I slowly closed my eyes, transparent tears ran across my face, fell on my lips, and seeped into my mouth, very bitter.

Empty kitchen, all brand new appliances, one dining chair, just me.

A person with nothing.

From start to finish.

back to the start.

……

Xiao's villa.

The female bodyguards got out of the car and walked into the hall together.

In the hall, the dome was opened, and a large area of ​​sunlight fell, casting a layer of golden light on every corner, making the originally magnificent villa even more luxurious.

The white rabbit nest is eating carrots in the corner of the sofa, enjoying its leisure time.

In front of the luxurious wine cabinet, Xiao Jinyu stood there with a stern face and a clean body. He raised his hand and gracefully poured mellow red wine into the goblet.

Not a little.

Instead a full half cup.

The female bodyguard searched around with her eyes, but she didn't see Xiao Xia's figure.

"Boss, the young lady has arrived home." A bodyguard was the first to report.

"Don't mention these three words in front of me in the future." Xiao Jinyu's eyes paused, she raised the wine glass to her thin lips, took a sip, her voice was as cold and emotionless as ice and snow.

The bodyguards looked at each other, and finally bowed their heads and said, "Yes."

Men are more decisive than women when they want to break up.

Let alone a character like the boss.

"Go down."

Xiao Jinyu said coldly.

A bodyguard boldly asked, "That... Boss, there is no need to send someone to secretly protect you..."

The word "Young Madam" was abruptly held back by the bodyguard.

The last time the boss and the young lady broke up, they were also sent to secretly protect them.

Moreover, Xiao Xia said that they should take everything about the young lady into consideration, because once they are negligent, it is not certain whether they will have a chance to make up for it!

"Get off." Xiao Jinyu had no patience, her dark eyes were cold.

"Yes."

The bodyguards didn't dare to stay any longer, they hurriedly left.

It seems that there is really no possibility for the boss and the young lady to get back together.

Xiao Jinyu raised her thin chin and drank the red wine in one gulp, followed by a whole bottle of red wine.