Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

"So you don't let me find them, are you afraid that I won't be able to accept such a blow? Are you afraid that I will blame you for hiding such a big thing from me when you know it? You are afraid that I will blame you and leave you, right? That's it, right?" I murmured.

Xiao Jinyu closed her eyes, restrained all her emotions, pressed her thin lips against the back of my fair hand, and after a long time, said a hoarse voice from between her lips and teeth, "Yes."

Let me think so, as long as I don't see them, let me think so...

It could not be better.

"I won't leave you."

A soft but firm voice came.

Xiao Jinyu's heart trembled, and he slowly opened his eyes to hide the gloom. He turned to look at me, and I smiled at him with a pale smile, "You forgot, I was able to wake up... just to meet you again Yes, we've missed our lives, not this time."

How can I complain about his heart for me? !No resentment, only luck, glad I met him, glad I still have him by my side!
"..."

"Fool." I sat up from the bathtub, covered in water, stretched out my arms to hug his neck actively, Ru Lan's breath brushed his face, and my voice was as soft as water, "How could I blame you, no, I Won't."

will not.

I will not.

My curves are close to his, and the fragrance of my body is like a kind of salvation, lingering at the tip of his nose, Xiao Jinyu's body froze, and then hugged me tightly.

Like a child looking for support.

He hugged me tightly.

... In the private manor of the Bai family, in the luxuriously and beautifully furnished new house, Bai Lan sat on a bed covered with rose petals in a pure white wedding dress.

I was alone in the room.

On the wedding night, the groom disappeared and was nowhere to be found, leaving me alone in the empty room.

My father wanted to attack the Xi family, but the uncle said, "It's nothing compared to our Bai family's daughter who said she changed her." He took it lightly.

Therefore, his father did not stand up for me, and no one made decisions for me anymore.

The members of the Xi family were arranged to leave early, and they didn't give me an excuse to find someone to vent!

Bai Lan completely understands what a dog does not care about, it is my current situation, an empty new house, an empty new bed...

I stood up, poured a glass of red wine, dropped a few sleeping pills into it and drank it.

Then, I lay down on the bed, and the white wedding dress covered the whole bed. I just closed my eyes, and suddenly I fell in love with Xi Jinrong.

Man, none of them are good!
I wanted to start all over again, but it turned out that I became a joke again!
……

In the presidential suite of the hotel, Xiao Jinyu dried me with a bath towel, put on a bathrobe for me, carried me to the bed outside, lowered her head and kissed my forehead lightly, "You lie down, I'll go A shower."

"it is good."

I have no objection.

Xiao Jinyu walked into the bathroom, I sat up from the bed, got out of bed and left the room.

The heavy rain was constantly washing over the city of New York. In another room, Xi Jinrong was lying unconscious on the bed, with a needle in his hand receiving an infusion.

I walk over.

Xiao You, who was guarding at the side, frowned tightly when he saw this, but he didn't stop the bodyguards at the side.

"Young lady."

"Ah."

I nodded lightly, putting my hands in the pockets of my bathrobe.

"Why are you here?" Xiao You's voice is not very good, I can hear it, but now I have no time to care about his thoughts at all.

"How is he?" I don't blame Xiao Jinyu, and I don't blame Xi Jinrong either, one wants to protect me, but the other is just as ignorant as I am.

"The doctor said that his gunshot wound has not healed completely, and he was exposed to rain again, and now he has inflammation and fever." Xiao You accompanied me into the house.

"How much does it burn?" I asked.

"39 degrees."

"..."

With such a severe fever, it is no wonder that he fell into a coma.

I sat down in front of his bed, looked at the melancholy on Xi Jinrong's eyebrows, my eyes were moist, and guilt grew in every corner of my body——

No matter what, the Xi family has taken care of me and cared for me for more than [-] years. Whether they come from guilt or feelings, I have no reason to resent them...

When I found out about this, I couldn't accept it for a while, but now that I calmed down, I realized that this was a blow to me, so why not Brother Xi? !
If he hadn't been affected, how could he come here today? !
"Water..." Xi Jinrong muttered, his lips were dry, and his brows were tightly frowned.

"Pour over here."

I stood up, lifted him from the bed, and let him lean into my arms. The bodyguard beside me quickly poured water. I took the water glass and carefully fed Xi Jinrong.

He is very thirsty.

Xi Jinrong drank a lot, and his lips became a little glossy.

Taking the water glass away, I took a tissue from the bodyguard and wiped off the water stains on the corners of Xi Jinrong's lips. I was about to lay him down when he grabbed my arm.

He closed his eyes and murmured, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"..."

Hearing this, my heart felt as painful as being pierced by a knife.

"It's ok."

I uttered these three words with difficulty, in Xi Jinrong's ear.

It doesn't matter, we were all too young at that time, and we couldn't stop it... Don't feel guilty, because it has nothing to do with you.

Suddenly, I was pulled away, and Xi Jinrong fell back on the bed with no support, his eyes were still closed, and he was still in a coma.

Xiao Jinyu stood beside me, looking down at my red eyes and frowning tightly.

With a hoarse and majestic voice, "Go back to sleep."

"I just came to see him." I glanced at Xi Jinrong on the bed.

If possible, I would like to tell him after he wakes up, it's okay, I don't blame you, Xi's parents, Xi's mother, or Xi!
"..."

Hearing this, Xiao Jinyu glanced at Xi Jinrong, his eyes were deep, and his chest was filled with bets. He knew that this time, he would never be able to cut off the inextricable connection between me and Xi Jinrong.

Just because two marriages fall apart doesn't mean the deal is over.

Xi Jinrong will definitely find out what he wants to hide, and then everything he fears will follow...

He knows An Xin's character and my thoughts too well. If he knew, I might...

I sat back on the chair next to the bed, Xiao Jinyu's eyes were gloomy, and he didn't say anything.

"At that time, we were too young to stop him, so I don't blame him." I asked softly, "I can't blame Xi's father and Xi's mother for caring and taking care of me, and... Mom and Dad."

When I said these two words, my voice became dark and hoarse, "I won't blame them, because they raised me."

"..." Isn't it strange?Even if they ruined my home because of them.

"What should I do?" I curled my lips bitterly, and my bitter heart swept me like a tornado, "I'm afraid that my biological parents will not forgive me."

After all, they died because of this incident...

I'm... really unfilial.

"Leave everything to me." Xiao Jinyu stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms, letting me lean on him, "Remember my words, I will be enough for you in the future."

I leaned against him, closed my eyes, tears streaming down my face.

Give it to him.

He gets tired too, doesn't he?
"Boss, hot milk."

Xiao Zuo walked into the room with a glass of milk in his hand, which was ordered by Xiao Jinyu when he just came in.

He took the glass, handed it to me, and said flatly, "Drink the milk."

"it is good."

I took the milk glass, raised my head, and drank the milk. The warm liquid flowed over my cold stomach and warmed my body.

Drink most of the glass, and there is only a little left.

Xiao Jinyu took the cup away from my hand and shook it. There was still some sleeping pills in the cup that hadn't melted yet.

After a while, I fell asleep leaning against him under the effect of sleeping pills. Without a sound, Xiao Jinyu bent down, picked me up from the chair, and walked into another room.

put me down.

Xiao Jinyu leaned over and tucked the quilt for me, seeing that I was exceptionally quiet when I fell asleep, he stretched out his hand, pressed his fingertips over my slightly frowning brows, smoothed them, and then gently pressed the corners of my mouth.

Makes me look like I'm smiling.

That's it, just keep it like this...

……

Xiao Jinyu sat by the bed and stared at my face for a long, long time.

He has been looking for me for a long, long time. If he hadn't met me in the elevator that time, maybe he wouldn't have known what it was called in his entire life--love, which makes people have strong feelings that can live or die...

He likes my smile, and he will let me continue to laugh like this, never disappearing...

Standing up from the bed, Xiao Jinyu stood up and walked to the table, poured a glass of wine into a transparent goblet, and gracefully took a sip...

……

"Honey, you can't just leave it alone!"

"It doesn't matter, what should I do? It has already cost 10,000+, and we have tried our best."

"But, no matter what, An Xin is also our daughter. It's not like I'm terminally ill. If we just give up like this...the Xi family..."

"What happened to the Xi family? The Xi family should take the money. We owe our family peace of mind. They can take it if they want. Anyway, we don't care about it."

An indifferent male voice appeared in Xiao Jinyu's ear.

At that time, An Xin had just fallen into a coma. After investigation, he came to the hospital where I was staying, but he overheard such a conversation.

"If I had known that I was a money loser, I would not have adopted me. I thought I would be able to hang the young master of the Xi family, but... hey, what's the use of being so nice to the young lady!"

"Okay, stop talking, what shall we do now?"

The anxious female voice was a little timid.

"I care."

Such a voice suddenly appeared in the corridor where there were only two people, which surprised the couple.

Immediately afterwards, Xiao Jinyu's tall, handsome but mysterious figure appeared in front of them.

"From now on, don't worry, I will be responsible."

"..."

Then, he asked Xiao Zuo to investigate An Xin's life experience, and then arranged for Xiao You to wait for the couple to take them away after An Xin woke up, and settle in a remote place in North America...

He won't kill them, but he won't make them feel better either.

He would ask people to send their photos back regularly to comfort them, but unexpectedly, Xi Jinrong actually...

"Boom--"

Thunder and lightning.

The rain is pouring furiously over the hotel, washing away all the evils of the city, but some things can never be hidden.

Xiao Jinyu stood in front of the window, drank the red wine in one gulp, the memory was interrupted by the thunder, and also cut off by himself.

Xi Jinrong, what does he mean, or what purpose does he have?