Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

"I'm asking that security guard, how is he?" Xiao Jinyu, an elderly person, dares to do something, is he crazy?
"Ah? Oh! I was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment." The maid said with lingering fear, "It should be fine, it's just an arm and face cut off."

That one knife after another is really scary!
"..."

Fortunately.

I breathed a sigh of relief and almost died of fright. Xiao Jinyu's body must have hidden some kind of terrifying violence factor.

"Know why?" What made him so crazy?
"No, I don't know. We only know that the security guard has a daughter. He called him today to borrow money, but he not only refused to borrow money, but also threatened to sever the father-daughter relationship."

"..."

"He's on the fourth floor?"

"Yes."

As I said, I took the elevator up to the 4th floor, but I couldn't find Xiao Jinyu in several places. If I went to find Xiao Jinyu blindly like this, I wouldn't end up in the same fate as the security guard.

Touching my face, I felt terrified.

Forget it, disfigurement is disfigurement, as I owe him in my previous life.

I took a deep breath and continued to search, but I still couldn't find him. Where could he go? I frowned, and pushed open the door of the video room with the last hope.

Empty surroundings, dim light.

Apparently no one.

Sighing softly, I turned and left, smelling blood on the tip of my nose.

It comes from the innermost part.

I couldn't help but turned my head and looked inside, but I still didn't see it. I was about to exit when I saw a figure sitting in the corner on my right.

It's Xiao Jinyu.

He sat in the corner, with his legs bent, with one hand on his knee. His hands were slender and beautiful, tied with a white cloth scarf. Blood dripped from the corner of the silk scarf. The blood was bloody but deadly beautiful.

Like the flowers on the other side blooming in Huangquan Wangchuan.

He slowly raised his eyes and looked straight at me.

My heart skipped a beat, it was the first time I saw such a look in Xiao Jinyu's eyes, sad and fragile, like a dying beast that was wounded, with a taste of self-exile.

He looked at me with no expression on his face, his thin lips pursed.

That look makes people feel distressed.

I looked at him and didn't speak for a long time. After a while, I finally raised my feet and walked over, stood in front of him, looked down at him, "Are you okay?"

We haven't seen each other for only one night, how could he become like this.

Xiao Jinyu was still sitting there, didn't stand up, didn't raise her head to meet my gaze, and said in a low, hoarse, sullen voice, "Your answer."

Again.

I didn't think he was still like this, and he was going to talk about divorce again, right?
I laughed at myself, laughing at my stupidity, laughing at myself and running back.

"Xiao Jinyu, don't forget, you are the one who hid many things from me, but you still threatened me with divorce, threatening me to be concealed willingly." My eye sockets were a little sore, I raised my eyes to keep the tears from falling "Perhaps in your eyes, I really can't live without you, so you can ask me and threaten me as you like."

"..."

Xiao Jinyu sat in the corner without speaking.

"I'm sorry, I think I came to the wrong place, we all need to calm down, maybe... separation is not a bad thing."

I couldn't speak anymore, my nose was so sore that I was uncomfortable.

After struggling to say this sentence, I turned around and walked out of the door. As soon as I got to the door, Xiao Jinyu rushed up from behind, hugged me forcefully, and hugged me tightly.

"Don't go..." Xiao Jinyu lowered her head, resting her chin on my shoulder.

I widened my eyes in astonishment, not because he rushed forward suddenly, but because his voice was trembling, as if he was afraid.

I've never heard his voice like this.

"When I beg you, don't go." Xiao Jinyu said, hugging me tightly with both hands, wishing to embed me in her body.

He said, when I beg you, don't go.

That low and humble tone... comes from Xiao Jinyu, I can't believe it.

I stood there blankly, letting him hug me, "What did you say?"

"Don't leave me." Xiao Jinyu hugged me tightly from behind, her face was close to mine, feeling the breath on my body, her voice was so humble that it was almost cheap, "I beg you, me, don't go, don't leave me."

"Xiao Jinyu, are you drunk?" I couldn't believe that Xiao Jinyu said this.

Hasn't he always been on top?Didn't he wake me up?
"Anyone can leave me, but you can't." Xiao Jinyu suddenly turned around my body, put his hands on my face, and stared at me with black eyes almost begging, "Don't go looking for them, okay? Just stay like this Can't I be around?"

"Xiao Jinyu..."

I stared at him blankly.

The blood on his hands stained my face, and he still stroked my face over and over again, his low voice trembling obviously, "If you leave me, I don't know what I will do...you can't leave me ..."

Don't know what will happen?
Do you mean hurt the security guard?
"..."

"I, said you would never leave me, said you would never leave me in your life." Xiao Jinyu touched my face and said eagerly, with his back slightly bent and his eyes parallel to mine.

"Xiao Jinyu, don't be like this, you're scaring me a little bit." Seeing him like this, I was really scared.

I've never seen Xiao Jinyu like this before, he should be strong, indifferent, high above, noble and elegant, not like now...

"I look like a lunatic, don't I?" Xiao Jinyu laughed, his handsome face was a bit strange.

He knows what kind of virtue he is now.

"Xiao Jinyu..."

I looked at him not knowing what to say.

"Don't go to them, you are my wife, and only I can accompany you in the future." Xiao Jinyu said while touching my face.

"Why can't I find it?" I don't understand.

"Because you will leave me!" Xiao Jinyu growled.

"what?"

I'm stunned, I'll leave him when I find them, what he said... is that what he meant?
"Did you hear that? No! We will have a child in the future..." Xiao Jinyu muttered to himself, "Yes, child, we want a child." After speaking, Xiao Jinyu took my hand and walked outside. I didn't have the strength to shake it After driving him, I could only be forced to follow him, my head was still in a mess, and I was pulled to the elevator entrance. I woke up and pressed the wall with one hand and refused to go in.

Xiao Jinyu looked back at me.

"Xiao Jinyu, you can't be like this. If you say you want a divorce, you can get a divorce. If you say you want a child, you can have a child. You are not as fickle as you." I shook my head. I would never welcome a new life in this state, "You can't He decides everything arbitrarily."

What about next time.

Are you going to snatch the child with me next time?
He can't be so domineering.

"The only thing I can't decide is you!" Xiao Jinyu said hysterically, "Didn't you say that you trust me, if you believe in me, you will have a child with me, if you don't today, then tomorrow, we are going out whenever we have!"

"Are you crazy? I don't want it." I was also a little excited, "Xiao Jinyu, we all need to calm down. What's wrong with you? Why do you become so upside down and over and over again? A child is a responsibility, not a toy."

What did he take the child for?

"I only know that only children can keep you. Apart from children, I don't know how else I can keep you!" Xiao Jinyu smiled self-deprecatingly, a little sadly, "Why don't you tell me what I want you to do? down?"

If you force her, she won't go home if she really leaves.

Beg her, but she is afraid of him.

Hearing this, I was stunned, my heart was throbbing, I looked at him and said, "I never said I would leave, you are the one who wants... the divorce."

"I'm stupid." Xiao Jinyu's smile was deeper and more coquettish, and his black eyes stared straight at me, exuding the light before madness, very suppressed, "I know you don't love you as much as I do, but I still force you to do it." choose."

Don't love him that much?
Not so love, how can my heart hurt so much.

What makes me sad is not the choice, but his cold-blooded words, which he doesn't understand.

"What about you, do you really love me?" I asked.

"Hehe." Xiao Jinyu smiled, looked down at her blood-stained hands, at the shirt she hadn't changed all night, mocking extremely, the pain in her eyes had no place to hide, "I, who am I acting like a lunatic now? Tell me, who am I for?"

"..."

My heart was shaking violently.

I found that not only did I not understand Xiao Jinyu, but I also didn't understand Xiao Jinyu's feelings for me...

I always thought that he was the one who didn't love so much.

I looked at his scarred hands, and my heart softened, "I'll help you bandage your hands."

"So are you going?" he asked.

"I……"

"Don't go." Xiao Jinyu interrupted me before I could open my mouth. I was tired from the noise, and I nodded, "Okay, I won't leave for now."

Xiao Jinyu said again, "You are not allowed to look for them again."

He was very adamant about it.

I looked at the wound on his hand that was still bleeding out, and nodded in compromise, "I won't look for it for now."

"it is good."

Xiao Jinyu smiled, like a child, she reached out to wipe the blood on my face, but she couldn't wipe it off no matter how much she wiped.

Such a clean and innocent face, stained with his ugly blood, can't be wiped off...

Looking at Xiao Jinyu like this, I felt a lot of helplessness in my heart. What should I do...to enter his real world and understand the real him?
……

In the restaurant, the chef cooks a delicious meal in time.

After more than ten hours of tossing, the servants were all relieved that the dishes on the table did not need to be withdrawn as they were.

When I sat down at the dining table, Xiao Jinyu's hands had already been bandaged, and she sat beside me, picked up chopsticks and put a piece of food on my plate.

I looked at him, I don't know why, it's only been one night, he seems to have lost a lot of weight.

I thought it was going to be hard for me to endure those ten hours, but I'm afraid...he's going to have a hard time too.

I picked up the chopsticks, lowered my head and ate in silence.

Suddenly, I didn't know what to say to Xiao Jinyu.

"..."

There are too many dishes on the meal.

It was Xiao Jinyu again.

I didn't speak, just ate. I haven't eaten for more than ten hours, and no one would be hungry.

Xiao Jinyu seemed to have become the man I was familiar with again, he could give birth to elegance and nobility by sitting casually, full of aura, his back was not straight, but he was just right.

There was no expression on his face, and his eyes were so deep that he couldn't see to the end. He would add some food to my bowl whenever he was eating.

Everything is back to normal.

But I can't forget the way Xiao Jinyu was sitting in the corner of the video room, and the trembling voice when Xiao Jinyu begged me not to leave...

Everything is different again.

What the hell are they hiding to make him like that.

I was eating thoughtfully, the chopsticks poked a few times into the full white rice, Xiao Jinyu raised her eyes and looked at me faintly, her voice was indifferent as usual, "What's the matter, the food doesn't suit your appetite?"

Hearing this, the servants standing on the side all became nervous.

"Oh Nope."

I shook my head, continued to put the food in my mouth, and raised my head to look at the servant after thinking about it, "How is that elderly security guard?"

"It's not life-threatening." The servant reported, "But it will take a long time to recuperate."

I nodded, turned my eyes to look at Xiao Jinyu, hesitated to speak.

"Ask if you want." Xiao Jinyu read my mind.

"Why that?" I asked, chopsticks twisting in the rice.

Xiao Jinyu knew what I was asking, her voice was indifferent, without the slightest sign of repentance, "It's just a person who abandoned his wife and children."

"But I heard from them that he just refused some of his daughter's requests, so it's not that serious."

"..." Xiao Jinyu lowered his head and picked up some food for me.

I paused, then said, "And...even if it is true, you don't seem to meddle in such nosy business."

Promoting good and punishing evil is not like what he would do.

Xiao Jinyu paused while holding the chopsticks, something imperceptible flashed in his black eyes, he looked into my clear eyes, and said word by word, "Not all fathers who don't fulfill their responsibilities should be punished."

A word of morality.

My first reaction was, "Have you been hurt..."

After saying that, I suddenly remembered that the relationship between Xiao Jinyu and Xiao's father was indeed not good. Could it be that he was stimulated when he was young?

Some related pictures appeared in my brain unconsciously...