Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

"I remember that General Zhao said that I was a disaster in the past, and that if I continued to stay with the emperor in the future, the Southern Dynasty would be destroyed, but now he praised me as a kind person. General Zhao, you have changed so quickly."

"Back then, I was prejudiced against the concubine Xian, and I'm convicted. I just hope that my wife can forget all the grievances and grievances of the past, and do a practical thing for the people of the world. If this is the case, the people will remember your kindness." He turned excitedly. I shouted, and finally bent down and kowtowed to me, "I beg you to do such a small favor for the sake of the common people."

A little busy?It turned out that in their eyes, it was a small favor for a woman to sell her dignity to ask the enemy country for tolerance?
I really don't know what Zhao Zhirui is thinking!

However, it is not difficult to guess what he thinks. Since the Warring States period, women have been either useless in the eyes of men, or they are beautiful women. Take it for granted.

This is the sorrow of women...

But are women really inferior to men?Why do women always get hurt?

"I'm sorry, but I'm not interested in being loved by Wanmin." I glanced at him with some sarcasm, seeing his stiff and pale face, I felt inexplicably happy in my heart!

I can't stand people like them who keep saying that they are for the world, but sacrifice the lives and dignity of others.

"You!" Seeing that I was leaving, he immediately yelled at me, "At the beginning, your daughter An's reputation was notorious, and it was the emperor who didn't mind marrying you into the palace. Later, you absconded privately. They were almost ruined. Even if the emperor lost to you later, he still treated you like a pearl and never abandoned him. Now his biggest wish is to rule the world... And why don't you think about what you have paid for him from the beginning to the end... ..."

"I didn't pay anything for him?" Hearing Zhao Zhirui's questioning, I stopped and looked around, as if I was muttering to myself, but also seemed to be questioning him.

I really didn't pay anything for him?
Haha, it turns out that I have never paid anything for him...I willfully opened Jinyunlou in private to try to compete with his Yinggeyuan...I willfully took Chunrui to Khitan, but I didn't want to be murdered by a traitor ... I willfully stayed in the palace to make up for Chunrui, but I killed one after another...

It turns out that in the eyes of the world, I really did nothing for him...

"Concubine Xian..." Seeing me stop, General Zhao saw hope in his eyes...

"Okay, you can do whatever you say. I'll just listen to you."

After all, my voice gradually became weaker and weaker.

Forget it, let this be the last thing I do for him. Anyway, staying in the Kongming Hall is a waste of time. Now that I have such a good opportunity to be admired by the people, what can I not let go of? Woolen cloth.

Although I know that Liancheng Yanping hates me at this time, although I know that if I go, I may be in danger, although I know that I may die because of it...

"Also, I will agree to this matter not for the sake of the people of the world, so the people don't have to respect me. It's not for the emperor, so he doesn't have to feel guilty. My decision today is for myself, and I hope I... can be freed."

After I said something lightly, I looked back sadly and turned into the empty hall without crying again.

To me, to the world, to the people, to Xiao Jincheng, I don't owe anyone anymore.

This decision should be regarded as... the compensation for confusing the harem for half a year.

I slowly took out the Nuanyu that Yeluhuan had given me back then, and it finally came in handy.

I originally thought that I would never need it in my life, but I never thought that I would use him again after his death...An Huai Xin, it really is An Bad Heart...Fang Shang Cui Wei, Song Zhubo Qiu Feng, Shi Yu Run autumn grass.

There is a bamboo forest in the backyard of Kongmingtang, and the remaining rain is dripping under the eaves of Lin Wen's thatched shed.

After the heavy rain, the air was filled with a refreshing and sweet smell. Mu Tianyan and I sat opposite each other in the thatched hut, and the gust of wind and smoke scattered our coats and made our hair messy.

Ning Xiang stood guard outside the shed, her eyes constantly wandering around to prevent anyone from eavesdropping.

I familiarly poured a cup of Yuqian Tea for Tianyan and handed it to him, but he held the cup tightly between his fingertips and did not drink for a long time.

"Tian Yan, long time no see, how are you doing?" Seeing his brows furrowed deeply, he hesitated to speak, so I spoke first.

"Okay." He uttered a word coldly, and felt that he was too indifferent to me, so he said, "Rusue is three months pregnant, and I'm going to be a father soon."

After saying that, I realized that I didn't know who Ruyue was, so I quickly explained, "Ruyue used to be a maid by my side, and then she followed me on the expedition, so I took her...in my room."

I ignored the embarrassment on Tian Yan's face, and nodded knowingly. "congratulation."

This is my sincere words. He has never admired the relationship with Zhao Ziyan. Now that he has a confidant, I am very happy for him.

"Tianyan, are you still fighting with General Zhao Zhirui for the ruling and opposition?"

When Mu Tianyan heard me mention General Zhao, the embarrassment on his face disappeared immediately, and he changed into a new one. "The old man Zhao is really annoying. He is pedantic and vulgar. He is full of benevolence and righteousness. He only talks on paper!" As soon as he mentioned General Zhao His face became more and more ugly, and countless complaints spit out from his mouth, which shows how turbulent the struggle between the Mu family and the Zhao family is these days.

"Recently, the battle ahead is tense. This old man came back alone because of the recurrence of his old injury. Although the emperor never blamed him, but... hey, I really don't know where all his achievements come from!"

Seeing him complaining all over his face, I couldn't help looking at him with a smile, and asked seriously, "Is General Zhao really that bad in your eyes? Is he really a runaway?"

When he saw me asking so seriously, he couldn't help thinking for a moment and then shook his head, "Actually, I don't deny that he was still a wise general on the battlefield, with clear thinking, no doubts in employing people, and decisive decision. But he is getting older, and now he is really stubborn. , the thinking is too pedantic."

"Tianyan, have you ever thought about reconciling with General Zhao? For the people of the world, for your family, and for the child who will be born in the future... After all, how do you dislike Zhao Ziyan? She is also the wife you are currently marrying. It is you The child’s aunt.” Although Zhao Ziyan took care of her son and would not worry about the unborn child, she was the mistress of the Mu family after all, and as long as she did not violate any of the seven rules, she would always be under the control of Kisaragi. on the head.

If Tianyan really loves this child, even if she doesn't need to be raised by Zhao Ziyan, she will eventually entrust the child under Zhao Ziyan's name, not for anything else, just for a son.

One reason, I understand, Mu Tianyan understands better!Finally, I began to slowly cut to the chase.

"My sister met Tianyan today to talk about this matter? Brother, I don't understand. Since you have already decided to escape into Buddhism, why do you still care about the affairs of the court?" He frowned at my words, and his tone contained questioning and dissatisfaction. untie.

Seeing that he understood my hint, I stopped talking, so I changed the subject.

"Brother, please talk to me about the current situation and situation of the two countries ahead."

When he saw that I was persuading me to change the situation of the two countries, he sighed with a sad look on his face, "The war situation between the two countries ahead was extremely serious. This time, old man Zhao returned to the court early because of his old injury. Now it can be said that the world The common people are living in dire straits, this war has been fought for almost two years, my brother’s greatest hope now is to end this war quickly.”

"Then who do you think has a better chance of winning, us or Khitan?" I asked tentatively, wondering whether what Zhao Ziyan said today was true.

"Now we have the upper hand. My sister knows that we must have food and grass for years of war. Now that the war continues, there is no time to breathe, and the treasury is becoming increasingly empty. Originally, Khitan should be just like us, and food and grass cannot be allocated. However, the Queen Mother accumulated in our country back then. The money from her family was transported to Khitan one by one, and a lot of Liancheng Yanping’s savings in the Southern Dynasty was also transferred to Khitan, so that their treasury was so sufficient. If they want to continue to fight a protracted war, We will definitely lose..." His worried eyes kept gazing around, then floated back to me, saw my pale face, and then comforted me with a faint smile, "Don't be afraid, don't we have an invincible man?" My good emperor, we will definitely be able to overcome this embarrassment this time."

It turned out that Zhao Ziyan was telling the truth. The national treasury is gradually becoming empty. As the saying goes, food and grass go first before the army is moved.If a country doesn't even have the money to buy food and grass, then this battle cannot be won no matter what. No matter how smart Xiao Jincheng is, he is doomed to lose.

"Since my brother knows that the current situation is at stake, why can't you put aside your personal grievances and join forces with General Zhao to defend the country? General Zhao has the ability to lead troops in battle, and you have a smart mind and the ability to command the army. If you two join hands Like a wall of iron, no one can defeat you."

I bring this up again, but this time I am not for Xiaojia but for everyone!

He looked at me with some helplessness and smiled wryly, "Sister, let me tell you the truth, I have also considered this matter, whether it is what you said before or the current national crisis, I have thought about it seriously. But I and The old man's opinion will turn to the left when he looks up, I really can't accept his stubborn thinking."

"As a soldier, even if you throw your head and blood, you don't hesitate. What's more, you are only taking a step back. Only when the court is stable, can you let go and fight without any worries. Put aside the grievances between you and the Zhao family. After the world is unified in the future, it will not be too late for you to settle accounts with him."

Seeing that he finally loosened, I finally breathed a sigh of relief. I calmly poured a cup of tea for myself, put it to my lips and blew it gently, and then drank it in one gulp, "Brother, you are a sensible person, you know personal grievances What is more important than the righteousness of the world."

Mu Tianyan's expression suddenly darkened, staring at the water in the cup for a long time, as if he was thinking about my words.

I fell silent with him, "Tianyan, do you really think Xiao Jincheng is more suitable for unifying the world than Liancheng?" I asked abruptly.

"My sister's question is very strange." He gave me a weird look after hearing this, "Of course it's the current emperor."

That's right, I laughed at myself, "That's right." As a citizen of the Southern Dynasties, who doesn't want their monarch to unify the world? It's really strange when I ask.