Although Li Xiao didn't want to admit it, he had to say that he was really possessive, especially for Fu Shiwan. If Fu Shiwan didn't really like filming, he wished he could hide Fu Shiwan at home and not let him in. Others saw her.

Now that Chu Yifan was about to give up, that was naturally the best.

Having figured this out, Li Xiao's mood turned cloudy in an instant, and his cold and livid face finally returned to its normal expressionless face.

All of this was seen by Aso Xiaoli next to him.Seeing Li Xiao's deep affection for Fu Shiwan, Asu Xiaoli felt a dull pain in his heart.I began to regret why I came to eat dog food.

Aso Xiaoli also participated in this film festival.Although she doesn't have any works, the threshold of this film festival is also very high. The usual third-tier stars can't get the invitation letter. A fledgling newcomer like Asu Xiaoli only has a TV series that hasn't aired yet. up.

But she has a powerful agent.Everyone knows that Sister Xu has signed a new artist.Although I have no interest in this little transparency, I still have to give Sister Xu's face. Besides, Sister Xu's artist has a limitless future, so it's best to brush up her favorability now.So I sent her an invitation letter.

Sister Xu is in a state of stocking for Asu Xiaoli. She is not as clean as she used to be when she is older, and Asu Xiaoli is not an artist she chooses. The entertainers are much more well-behaved, but they just can't like them.So I didn't care that much.

So Asu Xiaoli came here alone.I also carefully prepared the clothes and walked the red carpet, but there was always a feeling of being out of place when I accidentally broke into the Grand View Garden.

On the first day, she actually saw Fu Shiwan and Mu Yuanlizi and the others, but she felt a sense of inferiority, and she didn't have the nerve to go over to say hello, but just hid by herself and watched people coming and going.

The prosperity belongs to others, and Asu Xiaoli only has embarrassment and loneliness.

Because no one knew him and had no agent with him, Asu Xiaoli was once thought to be a wild model who came to rub the red carpet, and was almost driven out by the staff. He took out the invitation to calm down the small disturbance, but There is no way to describe the embarrassment in Asu Xiaoli's heart.

Looking at Fu Shiwan who was calm and amazed the audience, he felt even more why he couldn't do anything well?Even if you can't love it, even on this occasion, you will make a fool of yourself.Asu Xiaoli didn't feel jealous of Fu Shiwan, but hated herself even more.

So before the first day's program was finished, Asu Xiaoli left in a hurry by himself.I was afraid that there would be some news, but no one noticed even after leaving the venue.From beginning to end, it is like a transparent person.

I know that my sense of existence is so low, but I don't know that my sense of existence is so low.I used to feel inferior, but now I feel even worse.

Almost holding back tears, he didn't drive the car, so he ran all the way back to his residence.Asu Xiaoli lived more than ten kilometers away from the show, but Asu Xiaoli didn't stop at all, and ran back to his residence.

Only by running constantly can her mind be temporarily emptied, not to think that she has no sense of existence, and not to hate herself so much.

Then when I got home, I ordered takeaway, ordered beer and barbecue.

It's not like Fu Shiwan and Muyuan Reiko are born with a body that is easy to lose weight, or she just can't get fat.Asu Xiaoli used to be thin because of malnutrition and poor food.

When filming "Demon Tan", the food was good, but the amount of daily exercise and energy consumption was not normal, so I couldn't see anything, but now it's just to catch up with the announcement, and the energy consumption is not as high as before. He gained weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Of course, this is not in line with the current aesthetics.Of course, Sister Xu discovered this problem at the first time, and set a strict diet for her to keep her body in shape. Asu Xiaoli knew it herself, so she didn't resist, and obediently ate cucumbers and vegetables every day, living like a bunny.

But it's too sad, I can't take it anymore.Asu Xiaoli knew that if he suppressed himself for so long, if he didn't indulge, he might overwhelm himself.

In fact, she has already crushed herself, and the self-defeating eating and drinking is the first manifestation.It's not a good time to let off steam.It might have been fun at the time, but then seeing the soaring weight and the face with pimples from eating junk food just made the feeling of self-loathing even stronger.

It was a sleepless night, and Asu Xiaoli didn't know how much he drank.Since entering the entertainment circle, I don't know how many times I have gotten drunk.

I rarely recall the past.But when I had nothing and couldn’t even eat enough, I seemed to be happier than now?But the entertainment industry is a kaleidoscope, once you get in, you won't want to go out again.

Just like a person who is used to big fish and big meat, you don't want to let her go back to eat bran swallowed vegetables.

But the situation in Asu Xiaoli is like a person who is used to eating clear soup with little water suddenly starts eating big fish every day. I am very yearning and willing, but my stomach can't stand it.

But I have to admit that Asu Xiaoli himself feels that his desires are getting bigger and bigger.At that time, I just wanted food and clothing. Now that I have satisfied food and clothing, I want more, I want to be known by more people, I want to be liked by more people, I want to be successful and famous, I want to live a better life. I want... Li Xiao's deep love.

That's why I am getting more and more unhappy, more and more dissatisfied, and more and more unable to bear the current self.

Thinking like this, Asu Xiaoli fell into a deep sleep.In the dream, she was Fu Shiwan, enjoying everything.Identity, status, money, respect, good friends, and Li Xiao.

But the ringing of the phone woke her up.Asu Xiaoli rubbed his head with a splitting headache after a hangover, thinking angrily that his dream had been interrupted, he took out his mobile phone in disgust and connected the call.

But the voice on the other end of the phone woke Asu Xiaoli up instantly.

"Little Li, is that you? I'm Rebudava."

The voice is Asu Xiaoli's most familiar and nostalgic voice, Rebudawa, her boyfriend who has been missing for a long time and has been looking for a long time.

Asu Xiaoli almost forgot that there was such a person.She is no longer the Asu Xiaoli who only had her boyfriend in her heart. In fact, she doesn't even have a place in Rebudava in her heart now.

Has been filled by Li Xiao, filled with endless desires.

But after all, it is the person I have been looking for for so long, after all, it is the person who has been together for so long, so I still feel a little nostalgic in my heart. "Yes! I am... Dawa, where have you been for so many years? Do you know how hard I have been looking for you?"

"I'm in City A right now, and I've been looking for you, but I haven't heard anything about you. Fortunately, I often see you in advertisements recently. There are your trailers. You are... so different from before, I almost didn't recognize you. It just felt like, until I saw the name I couldn't be sure it was really you."

"Then I made a lot of phone calls, and I was scolded so many times that I thought you were a liar, and I finally got your phone number."

"I think, whether it's you or not, I'll always come to see you. Whether it's your call or not, I'll make a phone call to find out. I didn't expect it to be you."

Asu Xiaoli didn't expect Rebudawa to come to City A, he was a little surprised and embarrassed.She never thought that she would find someone who would really meet again, she has no way to face him now.The tradition there is that two people who are engaged are to be loyal to each other forever.

But now Asu Xiaoli has clearly violated this oath.She knew that her heart had been completely stolen by Li Xiao.And willingly.If it wasn't for this phone call, she would have almost forgotten about Rebudava.

But Rebudawa pulled her back to reality and let her know that she really does not belong to this bustling world, and she should go back to the place where they grew up together with Rebudawa.

Anyway, I am so unhappy here, so I just leave everything here.

Just treat everything here as a beautiful dream, and now it's time to wake up and return to reality.Fu Shiwan and Li Xiao are just characters in a dream.

The decision was made almost instantly.Asu Xiaoli hurriedly asked Rebudawa's address, and without thinking about putting on her makeup, she rushed to the appointment place wearing the dress she had attended the film festival yesterday.

But the current Rebudawa is almost unrecognizable to Asu Xiaori.

In the past, Rebudawa was a handsome and handsome boy, although immature, he looked sunny and optimistic.But Rebudava in front of him has an unshaven beard, and he can vaguely see the protruding beer belly under the suit.It looks very strange to wear a formal and ill-fitting suit despite the exotic style.

Asu Xiaoli didn't know what he had experienced all these years, anyway, he looked like a middle-aged uncle in his 40s and [-]s.Asu Xiaoli itself is relatively small, and looks like a father and daughter.

The thought of walking with him in Asu Xiaoli's mind disappeared instantly.

Seeing Rebudawa getting closer, with a bright smile on his face, Asu Xiaoli felt wretched and disgusting, and almost ran away as if to escape.Rebudawa looked at the back of Asu Xiaoli going away, sighed, and walked towards the handsome young man at the other table.

In fact, this person is the real Rebudava, and he is still a handsome and cheerful young man, but he looks a little pale and weak, and there is no hair on his head.

It turned out that Rebudawa had been looking for Asu Xiaoli for so many years. In fact, he had already found her, but he never came to look for her.

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