The Love of My Life: The Deep Fall of the Chief

There is such a passage written in the book, "The end of love is not missing, not leaving, not betrayal, but not knowing what is in each other's heart when the four eyes meet."

He Xiaoran's face was covered with tears, he begged himself to come back again and again but he was not willing to answer why.

Seeing Luoyang standing there staring at him blankly, He Xiaoran shook his head, reached out to touch his tears, sighed and smiled, "Luoyang, you always ask me if I can come back, but you always Neither told me why we left each other."

"If it wasn't for you, maybe my mother wouldn't have passed away, and I wouldn't have become what I am now. Luoyang, you are a devil. You are always plundering and always taking, but you don't know how painful I am." Xiao Ran's voice became very calm.

There was no wave in her eyes, she looked as if everything was underestimated. She felt that the person who hadn't understood was Luoyang. He seemed to always feel that nothing had changed. As long as he came back, everything could be reconciled, but He still doesn't understand that once the injury is done, the wound is here.

"Xiao Ran, I didn't want to leave back then. I was sent out by Luo Tianming. I'm sorry." Luo Yang said. He Xiaoran sent himself away immediately.

He didn't have time to tell He Xiaoran the reason, he wanted to come back to find He Xiaoran, but Luo Tianming's words to him at that time were like a knot in his heart, and he couldn't persuade himself to break free.

"Heh, Luoyang, you didn't leave for a day or two. You left me for three years. Do you know how I spent these three years? Do you know that I thought you would come back every day? I kept calling you until one day when I woke up and found that everything was changing, I realized that there would be no result between me and you." He Xiaoran said with a cry and a smile.

Over the years, how she knew how to spend every quiet night in pain. She thought that she would not think about it when she fell asleep. She tried her best to let herself fall asleep until Luoyang appeared again in her dream. The big piece of pillow told He Xiaoran that you can only live in a dream.

Later, this sense of gap made He Xiaoran dare not fall asleep again. She was afraid that she would lose her mind when she woke up and found that Luoyang no longer belonged to her.

Luo Yang didn't speak anymore, and the eyes looking at He Xiaoran became much darker. She never told him how she had survived these past few years. He was still very annoyed at first, why she would turn her back on her past vow to marry another man.

When everything became natural, He Xiaoran felt that there was no need to mention many things that had passed. For her now, she just wanted to return to her previous life in peace and stability.

"Go back." Luo Yang didn't continue to say anything. At this moment, he only felt that his heart was pressed by a stone, and he couldn't say anything.

He regretted that his weakness hurt her back then, it was because of him that the innocent smile on her face disappeared, and it was because of his leaving that she lost her family, all of this, no matter how much he treated her All kinds of good things can't make up for it.

For a long time, Luoyang has been determined not to do anything, but to understand his own heart. When you meet such a person, other people will become so inconspicuous and discordant.

From the moment he met He Xiaoran, Luoyang knew very well that it was her now, it will be her in the future, and it will still be her in the future.

He Xiaoran said what she had been holding back in her heart for so long in one breath. This time, she felt different. It seemed that she felt a lot easier in her heart after facing a client with many things.

Many times when she was asked why she couldn't be together, He Xiaoran couldn't help but want to answer that she had been in love for a long time, but she didn't love her anymore.

For Luoyang, the moment he saw He Xiaoran was three years of redemption, but for He Xiaoran now, it was indeed the beginning of a nightmare.

She doesn't like to be entangled, and likes to be neat and tidy, but she has no choice but to fall into a dispute among the three of them.

She likes to be quiet and stable, but she has no choice but to meet the person who turned her life upside down again.

She doesn't like noise, but because of him, she is ridiculed all over the world.

Many of what she likes and dislikes are big, and Luoyang is the one who brought them to her.

He Xiaoran's eyes were still outside the window when he got in the car, and every time he cried, he seemed to be venting. At this moment, He Xiaoran felt that his heart was released.

Talking so much to Luoyang is just to let him understand that they are just an inconspicuous passer-by in each other's lives, and after time passes, they can only be recalled, and if there is any more disturbance, it will only hurt each other.

In the past, He Xiaoran always wondered whether he was still obsessed with Luoyang at the age of 80, thinking that the favorite of the young would become the favorite of the old.

But these fantasies are no match for a reality, they say that love is a very pure thing, but when He Xiaoran faces Luoyang, it becomes so complicated.

The car was very quiet, and the conversation between the two of them just now was clearly revealed. The He Xiaoran whom he was chasing closely had changed. What she could do was not to resist but to dodge.

He Xiaoran was already asleep when he returned to Luo's house, Luo Yang quietly carried He Xiaoran out of the car, Luo's mother was already asleep, Luo Yang signaled the servant to keep quiet, but he ran into Luo who was still asleep in the living room Tianming.

He looked nervously at He Xiaoran in Luoyang's arms, and his eyes revealed wonderful emotions.

Luo Yang looked at the silent Luo Tianming, turned around and carried He Xiaoran into the room, he always had to face all this.

Helping He Xiaoran cover the quilt, Luoyang walked out, it was obvious that Luo Tianming was waiting for him, the expression he just looked at He Xiaoran made Luo Yang very annoyed.

If it wasn't for him, how could so many things happen later? If it wasn't for him, how could Luoyang leave He Xiaoran here alone.

He looked at Luo Tianming with his usual cold eyes, and he sat on the sofa, one of the very few of them sitting together to talk.

Luoyang has always been afraid of Luo Tianming, from being strict since childhood to being perverted now, Luoyang has always felt shameful.

"You're back?" Luo Tianming asked.

"En." There was no expression on Luoyang's face, and the relationship between him and this so-called father had become very rigid since he didn't know when.

"What's the matter with her?" Luo Tianming asked while flipping through the newspaper.

"She is my wife, of course she wants to live back." Luo Yang replied casually, as if taking revenge.

This time Luo Tianming didn't lose his temper like before, he just sighed and said to Luoyang: "Treat her well." Then he got up and walked out.

His heart was even more mixed, seeing Luo Tianming who had got up and went back to the room, Luo Yang felt even more uncomfortable.

This was an unspeakable humiliation. He wanted to expose it many times, but because of his mother, he endured it in his heart.

One of the reasons for not divorcing He Xiaoran was because he didn't want to lose He Xiaoran and the other was to get revenge on Luo Tianming.

It has been three years, three years, and he still knows his heart clearly.

Walking into the room, Luoyang opened the door and saw He Xiaoran who was sleeping soundly. What she just said is still lingering in Luoyang's ears.

It's not that they can't go back, it's that she can't go out. Luoyang understands that the person in He Xiaoran's heart has always been him, but she doesn't want to admit it.

He Xiaoran, who was sleeping soundly, turned sideways and curled up together, looking like a cute and pitiful kitten. Luo Yang tucked her cup away, and sat on the edge of the bed staring at He Xiaoran in a daze.

He wanted to live with He Xiaoran, just like the way he is now, as long as he can see her when he wakes up, she can act like a baby to him all the time.

When she came back to Luo Zhai, she still had a lot to face. Luo Yang had no choice but to watch He Xiaoran get out of Lu Siyuan's car every day.

He Xiaoran is like something in his hand, he doesn't allow other people to have her, and he doesn't want He Xiaoran to have any contact with Lu Siyuan again.

The phone in his suit pocket was vibrating non-stop. He was afraid of waking up the sleeping He Xiaoran, so he kissed He Xiaoran on the forehead and walked out quickly.

"What?" Luo Yang answered the phone and asked.

"Mr. Luo, it's me. I have basically sent someone to clean up Ms. He's things, and I paid her the rent for a year." Lin Hao said respectfully.

Early this morning, I received a call from Luoyang, telling him to do nothing today and only be responsible for He Xiaoran's affairs. At first, he felt puzzled, but now it seems that it is indeed a matter of course.

"En." Luoyang agreed and hung up the phone. For Luoyang, although Lin Hao was a little bit gossip, he could still get things done.

After hanging up the phone, Luo Yang gently pushed He Xiaoran's door open. How could she fall asleep like this? Didn't she keep guarding against herself?Luo Yang's eyes looking at He Xiaoran suddenly softened.

Her eyes were full of doting, she was still the same, she was very nervous, she wondered if it was the same with Lu Siyuan, although he said he didn't care, but his heart was very pissed.

He stretched out his hand and gently stroked the hair on He Xiaoran's forehead, staring at He Xiaoran tightly, as if he wanted to see enough at once.

For so many years, Luoyang has been looking at the photos of He Xiaoran in college. At that time, He Xiaoran had just left. Not only was He Xiaoran not used to it, but Luoyang often thought that he was still in Jiangcheng. Ran's side.

Every time he woke up at night, he felt that if he lost He Xiaoran, he would really be nothing.