The male god is very busy, the female driver is on the road

Zheng Yaner's mind buzzed again.

what?
"He sold the house to you? Why? Where is he now?" A series of questions in Zheng Yan'er's mind urgently needed to know the answer.

The middle-aged man smiled at her.

"Miss, I just know that the original owner of this house is Chen Yunxuan. I don't know anything else. You ask me where he is now. Hehe, how do I know? Aren't you his friend? You should be better than me It's clear. Isn't it?"

Zheng Yaner was completely taken aback.For a moment, I thought I was listening to a story from the Arabian Nights.

Chen Yunxuan sold the house?Why is he selling the house?Where does he live without a house?Is he gone?Then where did he go?

A series of uninterrupted question marks filled Zheng Yaner's mind.Her head hurts just thinking about it.

It was autumnal outside, and the familiar path leading to the entrance of the community was the way Chen Yunxuan often walked to work.But now there are no traces of him, where did he go?
Zheng Yan'er was at a loss.

Suddenly remembered something.

He took out his cell phone and dialed the familiar number.

There came a voice of "Sorry, the number you dialed is empty, please check and dial again."There was a long series of English voices behind, and Zheng Yan'er didn't listen at all.

Dial again, still the same voice.

No way, Chen Yunxuan's cell phone number has also become an empty number?How did it become like this?Is he playing missing?Could it be that he changed his phone number?

Thinking of this, Zheng Yan'er's heart couldn't help but tighten, remembering that he sold the house and changed his mobile phone number, all signs showed that he was running away from something, running away from himself?To escape from his entanglement with him again and again?
Zheng Yan'er couldn't help but secretly repented, if this was the case, then what she did before really disappointed and annoyed Chen Yunxuan so much that she made such a decision.And this kind of decision is not something ordinary people can easily make.

But, Chen Yunxuan, I am not the original me now, I have changed, I will not pester you anymore, I will never again, I just want to be a good friend with you, just a good friend, Can't you just wait?
Don't you think I can never change?Why can't you wait for me and see how I look after I've changed my mind? Why do you do this? Is the old me so annoying to you?

Zheng Yaner shouted loudly in her heart, full of extreme disappointment.

Chen Yunxuan, can't you give me one last chance to admit my mistake in front of you and repent?I was wrong, everything I did before was sorry for you, I was really sorry for you, I was too capricious, I thought I had to get what I wanted, I forgot to care about your feelings, and at the same time deeply hurt you, Hurt the love between you and Wen Shitong.I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I was wrong, and I sincerely apologize to you.

Zheng Yaner was full of remorse and helplessness.

When she woke up completely, felt sorry for herself, and looked for Chen Yunxuan again, but Chen Yunxuan disappeared from this city without a trace, and he was never found again.

I don't know if Chen Yunxuan is still working in the original company?Shouldn't he be here?I know his company, if Chen Yunxuan wants to avoid him, he won't be so stupid as to still work in that design company.

It's already evening, so I can only wait until tomorrow to see it again.Whether you are here or not, there is always some hope for a trip.

Zheng Yaner walked back with heavy steps.My heart is empty.For a while, my mind was at a loss, I didn't know what I was thinking.

In the evening, when the street lights came on, there were obviously more pedestrians on the street.A lot of people off work...

Take advantage of the rare free time of the user to take the family out for dinner, or invite a few friends to relax.There was endless laughter and laughter.Compared to those leisurely people, Zheng Yaner at this moment seemed so lonely and helpless.

A person walks alone in the crowd, thinking about everything he has experienced, far away and empty.But so close, so close that it seemed like it happened yesterday.

After walking for an unknown distance, Zheng Yan'er's legs felt numb, but she continued walking like that until she couldn't feel her own legs.Perhaps it was to tell Chen Yunxuan who was somewhere in this way that he had repented, deeply felt that he was unforgivable, and had asked for Chen Yunxuan's forgiveness in the dark.So at an unexpected intersection, I suddenly met him.

Or when you go to her company tomorrow, you can see Chen Yunxuan working hard in the company, you can hear her voice begging for forgiveness, you can smile slightly after hearing it, and then reach out to shake hands with her to make peace.

But after all, this is just Zheng Yaner's pure and beautiful fantasy, the cold night, the strange crowd, and the street lights that seem a bit indifferent.All of this is incompatible with this beautiful fantasy.

The reality is cruel and indifferent.Fantasy can only exist in the mind.

Going back to her own hut dizzily, it was nearly midnight, and after walking most of the night, she had never been so tired before, and lay down on her own bed with a tired face.Zheng Yan'er felt as if she had been away for several days, and she tossed herself like this in order to atone for her sins, for the love between Chen Yunxuan and Wen Shitong, and for her own fault.

I hope I can find Chen Yunxuan tomorrow.

The next day, Zheng Yan'er didn't wake up until noon. This sleep really forgot the time. After getting up, Zheng Yan'er didn't care about eating, so she went straight out and took a taxi, and hurried to Chen Yun Xuan's company drove away.

Coming to the familiar aisle, Zheng Yan'er lowered her footsteps and walked forward gently and slowly.

Passing by Chen Yunxuan's office, Zheng Yan'er looked inside through the glass wall, except for a few of his colleagues, she didn't see Chen Yunxuan's figure.Zheng Yaner felt a sense of loss in her heart.

Going forward, he walked through the offices one by one, and looked from one to the other, but he still didn't find Chen Yunxuan's figure.Zheng Yaner was a little anxious.

"who are you looking for?"

A questioning, emotionless voice came from behind.

Zheng Yan'er turned her head, it was the guard at the door, she seemed to be vigilant when she noticed her strange behavior, so she came out of the guard's room and came to ask her.

"Oh, I'm a friend of Designer Chen. My name is Zheng Yan'er. I used to be a model in our company. You may have met me. I have something to do with Designer Chen. Is he here?"

"Designer Chen? Which Designer Chen?" The guard was a little confused.

"It's Chen Yunxuan, don't you know?"

"Oh, it's him, I know it, how could I not know it, he is a big hit in our company, no one knows." The guard suddenly realized.

"Hehe, you finally remembered, may I ask if he went to work today?" Zheng Yan'er suddenly felt hopeful.

"What a talent, I admire this young man, little girl, do you have anything to do with him? If you have something to do, it's a bad time for you to come, because he is no longer here. Ten days ago , he resigned and left. When he left, he even gave me a very delicate pipe. He knew that I couldn’t do without cigarettes, so he gave me such a precious gift. He’s such a nice man.” The doorman sighed.

"What? Resigned? Ten days ago?" Zheng Yan'er couldn't believe her ears again.

how come?Could it be that he really left the city and has never been heard from since?

Zheng Yan'er looked disappointed, it seemed that her guess was wrong yesterday was confirmed.How I wish this wasn't true, but it was true after all.Chen Yunxuan is no longer in this company.

He stayed outside the window of Chen Yunxuan's office again, and looked in at his former desk. Now there was no one behind the desk, but there was that young and handsome face behind the desk.Looking at her with a smile.Wink at her.

Everything seems to be happening now.

There was even a familiar aura about him.

When I looked again, there was nothing.It turned out to be just an illusion.

Zheng Yaner lowered her head, full of loss and regret.Walk out of the company slowly.

The guard looked at Zheng Yaner's back.

"He's really a nice guy." After speaking, he raised the exquisite pipe in his hand, took a puff vigorously, and slowly exhaled the light blue smoke, looked at the pipe in his hand, and smiled with satisfaction .

Where will he go?Is it true that you are trying your best to avoid yourself for your own sake?If this is really the case, then I will feel even more disturbed and guilty in my heart.

Chen Yunxuan, are you being too selfish?By doing this, don't you care about my feelings?Don't you know that if I do this, I will feel more guilty and self-blame?
Are you doing this to punish me on purpose?Will it make me feel uneasy for the rest of my life?

Zheng Yaner shook her head in pain.

Walk slowly along the sidewalk.No purpose.

Could it be that Chen Yunxuan lost his love and looked down on everything in despair?Zheng Yan'er knew that after Chen Yunxuan came back from Hong Kong, he had been in a low mood and had no interest in anything.It was normal then.What's life like without love?
It must be, it must be like this, I look down on everything, and then get tired of this life, so I leave this life and look for another life.Live a life where no one disturbs you and no longer misses the world of mortals.

The weight of herself in her heart is not enough to sell the house and quit her job just to avoid her, right?After that video incident, Chen Yunxuan almost didn't get angry with himself because of this, instead he didn't do anything to himself. It seems that in Chen Yunxuan's eyes, he is simply insignificant.

Well, the only reason to disappear is boredom.escape.

Zheng Yan'er felt deeply uneasy, and it wasn't because of her own interference that caused Chen Yunxuan and Wen Shitong to break up, thus forcing Chen Yunxuan to become disheartened, and had the idea of ​​escaping.It was my own momentary private thoughts that caused a pair of lovers who were originally very good to break up suddenly, and I was the chief culprit for their breakup.What are you doing yourself.