She didn't dare to open her eyes, even now that she had finished speaking, she didn't want to know how nervous and confused her expression was, but felt that the whole world was quiet at this moment, as if she was the only one left.

What kind of loneliness is in my heart, I can't express it, but it feels like sweat is coming out of my palms.

Maybe after telling her about this matter, she will feel particularly repelled, or she is organizing her words to reject herself, but these are things that should happen, no matter how dodge it, it will never happen, so I say , it's better to face all this bravely earlier, after all, as long as it is what she said, I will strictly abide by it.

I have never known what it feels like to fall in love with someone, but it is truly reflected in her. She is a very cold person and has never been good at expressing her inner thoughts with others. It’s the same with my parents, so when I liked her, I didn’t tell her the first time. Now that I think about it, I regret it very much. If I could be braver and take that step at that time, would it be the end? will be a little different.

But it's useless to think so much now, even though he knows it's too late to say it now, but he is still willing to fully explain his thoughts to her.

"Well, Lu Xinfei, why did you suddenly say these things to me? I'm sorry, I didn't realize it, I, I don't know how to tell you now!"

Su Ling opened her eyes wide. Hearing these words from him, she felt that she was going to lose her composure. Why did things suddenly become like this?I just said that I always feel that he seems to have a good impression of me, and I have been scolding myself, saying that I am crazy, thinking about these things, but after I really heard him say it today, I was very shocked Yes, sure enough, women still have to trust their sixth sense.

But this is not something that needs to be determined now. What needs to be done now is how to tell him these words, and try to minimize the damage. After all, he is his big brother, and he will always see him in the future. of.

He is really a very good man, whether it is in appearance or work, he is always so outstanding, I thought he was like an iceberg, he would not like anyone, but he did not expect that he liked himself, How can I be loved by such a person.

Moreover, he also had a crush on Lu Xincheng before, so the feeling in his heart is very clear, he doesn't want to hurt him at all, but he doesn't know how to speak now, he always feels that the surroundings are too quiet, if at this time It would be great if some people can appear, to save themselves from the fire and water, but this idea is completely impossible to realize.

"Ling'er, I knew you would definitely react like this after I said it, so that's why I held back for so long. I don't want you to have any reply. I only blame myself when I liked you. Why didn't you say it directly? If I said it at the time, maybe the situation would have changed now, but the person you like is still not me. I know this very well, so don't take it as pressure. It's just I'm just repeating my thoughts to you!"

Seeing Su Ling stammering, not knowing how to speak, also pierced Lu Xinfei's heart. In fact, what is the matter and how to solve it, I already have a series of thoughts in my heart. I also know that some things are not as simple as I imagined.

There is also the idea that if I confess to her earlier, there may be changes, it is also entirely for comforting myself.

In fact, people live in this world, who they like or dislike is completely out of their control. Maybe it just depends on the environment, time and place at that time, or whether his every frown and smile touched his heart. It is combined together, so these can't change these, even for people with great powers!
When I really realized this, I was actually quite sad, but this kind of emotion cannot be shared with anyone, and I can only savor it slowly by myself.

"I know, but I really never thought that you would like me. You are such an excellent man, and I have never felt this before. I thought you didn't like me. When you see When I was with you, I was always cold, and now it seems that I misunderstood you!"

Su Ling laughed awkwardly, trying to ease the tense atmosphere, but failed. Instead, her words brought the atmosphere to a freezing point.

I feel that I am really stupid. There are many people who have confessed to me, but why at this time, I don’t know how to speak, and now the atmosphere is still so stiff by myself. I really don’t know what to do next What face will I use to face him in the future.

It turns out that this is the reason why he never got married. I didn't expect that all the blame was on me. It seems that in your life, you should never feel how painful it is to have a crush on someone. There will be another person who will always silently support you behind you, but you have never known these things.

But now I don't feel happy, but feel that it is a heavy burden. Even though he said that he just wanted to tell himself the feeling in his heart, he still feels that all this is like a heavy stone. , weighed heavily on himself.

He is indeed a very good person, the conditions are very good, and there are many people chasing him. Obviously, if you give up yourself, you can have many opportunities. Why do you have to like yourself?
"Maybe it's because I'm not very used to expressing, so I gave you such an illusion. Don't be nervous. Taking care of your body is the most important thing. Don't worry, I will put this kind of expression in the future." When you are in a good mood, you will keep it in your heart, and you will not let anyone know, and if you have anything, you can ask me for help. If Lu Xincheng treats you badly, you can come back to me at any time, I think They will always be open for you!"

Lu Xinfei let out a steady breath, and suddenly felt a sense of relief, as if all the things that had been accumulated in his heart had been released, and he felt much more relaxed.

It's really just like what I imagined, after letting her know all these things, she will feel very relaxed in her heart, probably because it's really been too painful to be alone all these years.

I also wanted to try to forget him, and then accept a new relationship, so it should not be so sad, but it seems like poison, I can never quit, I always want myself to miss her .

So I have thought about it alone, and I am willing to bury this relationship in my heart forever, and will not let the third person know, let alone share my emotions with anyone.

"Thank you, Lu Xinfei, I also like someone, so I know how painful it is to have a crush on someone, but I really can't respond to your feelings, because you also know that the person I like is Lu Xin Sincerely, this is something that can never be changed in this life. If you really like someone, you can’t choose it, so I don’t want to hurt you, I just want to tell you these things, and then you don’t have to Waste your time on me, to find your own happiness!"

Su Ling saw that he suddenly became relaxed, and his whole body relaxed a lot. Probably the matter was really as he said, he just wanted to tell himself about it, and he didn't have any other thoughts, but some I really need to tell him about the matter, since I have already hurt him once invisibly, so I don't want to continue this feeling forever.

"I understand what you said, but you should also know how important it is to like someone. It may always be buried in your heart. When it suddenly explodes one day, you will also suppress it. , why do you like him so much, so if you want me to change this feeling, you also need to give me time, don't worry, I will definitely not affect your life..."

The man slowly lowered his head and buried his face on the steering wheel, as if he wanted to hide all the fragility in his heart so as not to be discovered by others. Like a beast, he needed to lick his own wound alone.

Although I felt a lot more relaxed after telling this story, but my heart also seemed to have been severely torn a big hole, no blood flowed out, only endless hatred.

It is said that people need to be rational. All things have to be thought over and over again before they can be done. Probably I have lived so many years, and I have used this kind of rational thinking to survive. The thing I am doing now is probably the most irrational one!

However, he will never regret it, at least he has been crazy, so he should not have any regrets!Like her, it's just a matter of myself, and I don't want anyone to participate in the matter, let alone, this feeling will hurt her.

But now that I have said it, I can only try my best to tell myself in my heart that I must pretend nothing happened, no matter how sad I am, I will go home alone and lick my wound silently, and don't let her find out.

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