Marriage involuntarily

He walked with her to the seat with the best view in the restaurant and sat down. The waiters who had welcomed them at the door immediately became busy in an orderly manner.

The music played, the red wine and the dishes were served, and Ouyang Muchen and Jin Yu began to eat quietly.

Ouyang Muchen didn't talk much, and Jin Yu had no choice but to keep silent when he didn't speak.

All around was quiet, only the sound of the piano flowing quietly.

In order to keep fit, Jin Yu ate very little. After eating, she found that Ouyang Muchen ate even less than her.

He sat there quietly holding a glass of red wine, his handsome eyes stared at the pure bright red wine in the glass, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

And his trance still fascinated her.

So she gently wiped the corners of her mouth, and looked at him quietly with her chin resting on her hands.

"Finished?"

"Ok?"

At some point, Ouyang Muchen looked away from the wine glass, and looked at Jin Yu with his dark eyes.

She couldn't help feeling tense.

"Are you full?" Ouyang Muchen looked at her and said, "No one will see, so it doesn't matter if you eat more."

Jin Yu didn't expect that Ouyang Muchen would say this to her, so he couldn't help but bend the corner of his mouth, wanted to laugh but held back: "Well, okay, then I'll eat some more."

After she finished speaking, she lowered her head and really started to eat.

Ouyang Muchen said: "I didn't expect you to be so good at eating."

A pile of food was stuffed into Jin Yu's mouth, unable to speak, she finally swallowed it, she stared at a pair of beautiful big eyes and said: "Why, do you regret it?"

Ouyang Muchen was slightly taken aback, it seemed that she was not used to Jin Yu's tone of voice, but with this appearance, she looked more like someone.

He was in a trance for a while, and said slowly: "I don't regret it."

Jin Yu blinked, and saw that Ouyang Muchen seemed to have come to his senses, and suddenly changed into a calm face: "Eat slowly, don't be in a hurry."

His tone was very soft, but there was no warmth in his eyes that flashed away just now.

Jin Yu is a woman, and women are sensitive, how could she not notice it, but she still looked very happy, and said with a smile: "Okay, it's rare that President Hei can spare a little time in his busy schedule. "

Ouyang Muchen said: "Did I treat you badly in the past?"

Jin Yu laughed again: "Why do you ask so suddenly?"

Ouyang Muchen looked at her for a while and said, "Actually, I don't know what women really need, especially a woman like you."

After hearing Ouyang Muchen's words blurted out, the smile on Jin Yu's face faded a little imperceptibly, and she silently lowered her head and calmly put the delicious food in her mouth that made her feel no longer delicious before. The food was barely swallowed down the throat, swallowed, and no longer spoke.

At the dinner table, the atmosphere between the two of them suddenly changed from the intimate and harmonious one just now, and became a little quiet and cramped.If it weren't for the sound of the piano still playing in their ears, the situation at this moment might have been even worse.

Jin Yu thoughtfully looked at Ouyang Muchen, who seemed to be looking normal, sitting opposite the table, sipping red wine with a goblet in his hand, a trace of sadness suddenly appeared in the corners of his eyes and brows, he said he didn't know women What is really needed, especially for a woman like her... Does he really not know?
Five years is really not a short period of time for a woman with limited youth.If Ouyang Muchen hadn't been sincerely moved by him, how could she have insisted on staying by his side for these long five years, even though she knew in her heart that he still hadn't let go of the past and was still clinging to her deep affection for Ning Wanqing , also pretending to be ignorant, still never leave him, just want to stay by his side? She loves this man so much that she will be reduced to such a low level for him, knowing that the other party will never treat her Everything you do is rewarded, and you still have no regrets and compromise?

Thinking of this, Jin Yu smiled wryly and picked up the wine glass next to the dinner plate, brought it to his lips, and proudly drank the red wine in the glass.Immediately afterwards, he reached out to open the wine bottle on the table, poured the wine into the glass, and poured a full glass of wine into his own mouth again without hesitation.

One cup after another, Ouyang Muchen frowned, watching Jin Yu, who seemed to be in a good mood, suddenly became silent and sad, and drank a whole bottle of expensive French [-] as if drinking plain water. She drank all the Philippine red wine, and felt that it was not enough to call the waiter. When she asked the other party to bring a few more bottles of spirits, she knew that it was all because of him.She lowered her eyes silently, and a soft sigh escaped from her thin lips, never thinking that he would still hurt her in the end.

Thinking of this, when Ouyang Muchen spoke again, there was a bit of melancholy in his words: "Jin Yu, you have always known what kind of man I am."

People are not grass and trees, who is ruthless.Even though he doesn't have the slightest love between men and women for Jin Yu, but in his most desperate and depressed days, he will firmly remember everything that Jin Yu has done for him and the kindness he has done to him, and he will also do it for him. She broke through the previous suspicion and defense towards women except Wan Qing.

The words and deeds that she inadvertently revealed are similar to those of Wan Qing, and often make him indulge in the short but infinitely beautiful memories with Wan Qing, thus invisibly indulge himself intentionally or unintentionally. He even acquiesced in allowing her to approach.Looking back now, it seems that he did it like... he did something wrong, right?It is undeniable that Jin Yu is a good woman, just like Wan Jing.I'm afraid she is as good as her, and even more suitable than Wan Qing to be the "Mrs. Ouyang"...

It's just that he knew in his heart that no matter how good she was, she was still not Wan Qing.It is impossible for two people who are exactly the same to exist in the world!Even if they are similar in some places.

Jin Yu will never be able to replace Wan Qing's unique position in his heart.He clearly understands this point, but he can't help but greedily and selfishly want to find the shadow of Ning Wanqing in Jin Yu, just for the temporary comfort in his heart, but he is stingy to give half of his affection to Jin Yu.

It's not that Jin Yu is not good enough, it's that he has poured all his love into that woman named Ning Wanqing, except for Ning Wanqing, he will never, and has no energy To fall in love with another woman, no matter how good that woman is.

He loves Wanqing so much, with all his heart, that he loves her so much that there is only room for her in his eyes and heart, and there is no room for others to intervene.

But how did he treat her when Wan Qing stayed by his side? Deceit, suspicion, neglect, hurt and even just to maintain his lies, to keep her, he did not hesitate to cruelly take away the things in Wan Qing's belly. Child, his own flesh and blood are destroyed, so vicious and cold-blooded, ruthless as him, no wonder even Wanqing, the person he loved so deeply to the bone, and who would risk his life to protect each other, finally couldn't stand him, and would rather use death decisively way to escape from him.He was left alone to live in desolation in the world, day and night endlessly enduring the heart-pounding pain of losing her as punishment.

Ouyang Muchen frowned to recall his thoughts, and once again looked at the woman in front of him whose mood had turned from joy to sorrow because of his words, in addition to a little bit of unbearable, there was also a little bit of sympathy for each other.A bit of sadness was added to Xiuya's face and demeanor, which had been tortured and haggard due to illness.

Mu Chen, Mu Chen, you know, I don't want anything, as long as...you, as long as I have you and your heart, even if I lose the whole world, it doesn't matter.It's a pity that you don't understand!No, even if you understand, you won't care, right? Except for your deceased wife, Ning Wanqing, you don't care about anyone...

He seemed to be unaware of Ouyang Muchen's thoughts, and thought about it in a hazy haze, immersed in the golden depression in the drunken country.She has always been a smart woman, if her former sensitivity is followed, she should, as always, take the approach of accepting as soon as she sees it, and not force Ouyang Muchen too much, so as to arouse his disgust.

But Jin Yu suddenly inexplicably didn't want to, and didn't want to do this anymore.For the past five years, she has been the one who has been giving unilaterally, but Ouyang Muchen has been stingy in giving even in response...

At this moment, in a top-notch restaurant with gorgeous decoration and elegant style, two men and women sitting opposite each other, each with their own thoughts, did not have the high-profile intimacy and love that appeared in front of the public, but seemed to have never had anything to do with each other. , like unrelated strangers, quietly doing their own thing without disturbing each other.

Silently bowing his head to support Jin Yu, who was delirious from drinking too much alcohol, and walked out of the restaurant door, Ouyang Muchen sighed silently.He has no affection for Jin Yu, only a friendship, but he keeps misleading her and giving her impossible fantasy space, so that he hurts her so deeply now.

Maybe it would be better not to contact her for the time being and let her calm down.On the way to send Jin Yu back to the hotel where she stayed, Ouyang Muchen was thinking.For a period of time after that, Ouyang Muchen did not contact Jin Yu again, and Jin Yu also began to go against his former high-mindedness, and frequently caused many so-called love songs and scandals with different suitors, which further fueled the rise. While she was famous, people gradually forgot about Ouyang Muchen's previous relationship with her.

Today, Ruan Fengmo, Mo Mo's children are very unhappy, very, very unhappy.Because Daddy, who had promised to come to the kindergarten to pick him up today, actually broke his promise and didn't come to pick him up.His mother didn't come either. Aunt Qingyu came to pick him up after school.

And on the way home, Aunt Qingyu told him that Daddy had gone on a long journey, so why not stay at home for a while.He repeatedly reminded Xiao Momo that before Daddy came back, Xiao Momo must be good, and must listen to Mommy, Uncle and Aunt Qingyu, and must not be naughty or run around... Wait a while There were a lot of words that he didn't like to hear, but he had to listen to them.

So when poor little Momo finally returned home and into the embrace of Mummy, he felt a sense of being freed from the sea of ​​suffering and his ears were clean.Ever since she entered the house, she ran back to her room to put down her schoolbag, and then she just cuddled in Ning Wanqing's arms, never wanting to talk to the hateful Auntie Qingyu again.

Seeing her son's sullen look, Ning Wanqing smiled and said, "Xiao Momo, why are you upset? Is it because Daddy didn't pick you up today?"

"Mommy, Auntie Qingyu said, Daddy has something very important and urgent, and he has to deal with it himself, so he didn't have time to pick me up, and he left home to go to a place far, far away I went. Where is this place? What is Daddy going to deal with? Mommy."

Lying in Mummy's arms, Xiao Momo asked Mummy puzzled, holding his cheeks.Ning Wanqing didn't know how to answer Xiao Momo's question, so she frowned, suppressed her smile, and sighed in silence.

In the past five years, Ruan Qingyu and Pi Junye, Ruan Qingyu and Pi Junye, and Ruan Fenghua himself, have always cared for Ning Wanqing and Xiao Momo's mother and son as family members, despite Ruan Fenghua's order, and Ruan Fenghua himself. "Business" is very general and vague.But based on her intuition, Ning Wanqing still vaguely guessed some clues.I didn't say anything in front of them, and I didn't ask questions like breaking the casserole. It was just out of maintenance and respect for Ruan Fenghua, and at the same time, I firmly believed that no matter what the situation was, Ruan Fenghua would never hurt her and Xiao Momo's mother and child. two people.That being the case, if my brother doesn't want to tell her his identity in front of others, he should not tell her.

In her heart, she has always known that her brother, when his identity and name were taken away, and his life was almost impossible to save, he could survive, not only saved his life, but also helped him get rid of "that People'...'That person''s abilities and methods are terrifying, not to mention that there is an entire Hei family behind him, and she has seen how powerful the Hei family is.But my brother... was able to hide it from him, and saved her and Xiao Momo from living a plain and steady life as she wished.How could it be possible for a brother with such powerful means to be just a simple "businessman" as he and Ruan Qingyu and Pi Junye said by his side?
It's just that in the five years since Xiao Momo was born, my brother has never left her and Xiao Momo's side, and I have never heard him mention their "business" with Qingyu and Big Brother Pi. The elder brother suddenly left without saying hello to her beforehand.It's so abnormal, it's not like my brother's usual style of acting.Abnormality is a demon. When my brother was doing things, he suddenly became so abnormal, which made her very uneasy, and an inexplicable uneasiness surged in her heart...

My brother would do this, shouldn't it, shouldn't it be... because the matter he has to deal with has something to do with 'that person' or her and Xiao Momo's mother and child. He was afraid that she would be suspicious, so he chose to hide it. with her?
The more Ning Wanqing thought about it, her thoughts gradually became a mess like piles of tangled twine. She had already forgotten the question her son asked her just now, and didn't care about thinking of an answer to answer her son. , worrying about himself.

Sensitively aware that my dear Mommy doesn't seem to want to discuss with me about where Daddy left home and where he went, the unhappy little Momo murmured and was unhappy because Daddy broke his promise. The mood became even more depressed, and the little face that was at least [-]% or [-]% similar to Ruan Fenghua was not as happy as before.

Ruan Qingyu, who was sitting on the sofa next to her, but never interrupted the intimate interaction between Ning Wanqing and Xiao Momo's mother and son, looked at it, feeling distressed, and could tell Ning Wanqing's worried expression and absent-mindedness.I couldn't help but softly said to Momo: "Momo, your mommy has been busy all day and is also tired. She just got home. Don't disturb her to rest. Be obedient and go back to the room to play with building blocks. Auntie will go to the kitchen to give You are delicious."

"Oh."

Mo Mo pursed his lips, responded with disinterest, and left Mommy's warm embrace with a bit of reluctance, and walked back to his own room with three steps and three turns on his calves.

After confirming that the little friend Mo Mo had closed the door of the room, and no movement in the living room should be heard, Ruan Qingyu looked at Ning Wanqing, who was worried about Ruan Fenghua, who seemed restless, and thought of Ruan Fenghua's explanation before leaving. Ning Wanqing saw something strange, adjusted her expression before getting up and walking up to her to comfort her, "Wanjing, Bo... There was a small mistake in the big brother's business, it's just a little mistake, but because of The client asked him to come forward immediately to discuss and explain in person, that's why he left in such a hurry, just going outside for a few days, it's not a big deal, let alone dangerous, you don't have to worry."

"Well, I know brother, he works so hard outside, it's all for me and Momo. I can't help him, at least I can stay at home and make him feel at ease."

Recognizing the comforting meaning in Ruan Qingyu's words, Ning Wanqing lowered her eyes and replied calmly.But in her heart, she thought weakly and bitterly, besides obeying the arrangement and staying at home with Xiao Momo, so that her brother who is out on business can not be distracted by their mother and son, she can also do something for him What? There was nothing she could do but this one thing.

Ruan Qingyu breathed a sigh of relief from her words: "You've been busy at school all day, you must be hungry too? Wait a minute, I'll go to the kitchen to cook now."

Ning Wanqing sat on the sofa sleepily, raised her head slightly, and signaled to Ruan softly that she don't have to worry about herself, just do whatever she wants, she's fine.When Ruan Qingyu turned and walked into the kitchen with peace of mind, and was busy preparing for today's dinner, she unexpectedly found a familiar plush doll at the other end of the long sofa.

It was a small fluffy bear that was not huge in size, looked a little old in appearance, and looked inconspicuous at first glance.Ning Wanqing was sure that this little bear was not her son, Xiao Momo's toy.But I somehow felt that it looked familiar... Where did she see it?
Feeling strange in her heart, Rou Ning couldn't help touching it, rubbing against the little bear doll.Accompanied by the feeling of déjà vu, many fragmentary images that appeared in a flash and then disappeared in my mind flickered.

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