Marriage involuntarily

Ouyang Muchen's study room gradually became smoggy all day long, and the strong smell of cigarettes occupied the room. The man always sat there expressionless, with indifferent and sad eyes.

There is always a cigarette between his fingers, and cigarettes have replaced food and water and become his indispensable companion.

"Find out? Who attacked Wan Qing outside the veterinary hospital that day?" He asked hoarsely.

"Reporting to the BOSS is a member of a killer organization called 'Meteor'. They sent the elite of the organization, that is, the killers of Yingfengtang who are well-known in both black and white." The subordinate in front of him replied respectfully. .

The man smiled lowly, and slowly spit out two words: "'Meteor'..."

From today onwards, this organization is his enemy, Ouyang Muchen.

"Pass my order, from now on the 'Meteor' people, meet one, kill one."

He leaned back on the wide leather chair, raised his head slightly, and exhaled light blue smoke rings. The smoke quickly dissipated in front of his eyes. Just as the subordinate in front of him raised his head, he saw a pair of unusually cold, but with a faint smile. Desperate eyes.

"You're committing suicide, do you know that?!" In the middle of the night, an earth-shattering roar came from the study.

Ouyang Muchen was half lying on the sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, his expression was actually happy, a kind of drunken joy radiated from his thick black eyes.

But it made people secretly startled.

The hand hanging down from the sofa was long and pale, even thinner than ever.

In that hand, he held a wine bottle loosely.

Xie Yao stepped forward helplessly and angrily, grabbed the wine bottle, and threw it aside viciously.The smell of alcohol in the room became much stronger in an instant, mixed with smoke, and seemed to have a faint smell of blood, which was very unbearable.

Xie Yao is not a good-tempered person. At this moment, facing such a scene, he is even more unhappy. The anger rising from the bottom of his heart makes him wish he could drag the person on the sofa up and beat him up. Make him sober, but he can't.

Ouyang Muchen is his friend, the first friend in his life, and the only one who has always supported and helped him unconditionally.

However, such a person has problems all over his body, from the inside to the outside.

Xie Yao is a doctor, he can do everything he can to treat the diseases on his body, but there is nothing he can do about the shadows and scars in his heart.

He has known Ouyang Muchen for many years, and felt distressed and helpless by some of his actions, but because he knew his character, he had to understand him, and even did some things to "help the evildoers".

For example, Ning Wanqing's induced labor operation.

For example, Ouyang Muchen wanted to do the brain surgery that made Ning Wanqing forget that memory forever.

Xie Yao deeply understands that for Ouyang Muchen, Ning Wanqing is the only light in his life, and even the only motivation and pillar to live on.

He desires to be loved more than anyone else. Once he falls in love with a certain person, it is both luck and misfortune for that person.

He always wants to give everything he can to the other party, whether the other party really wants it or not.

He forcibly plunders everything from the opponent, from body to mind, he wants to occupy everything.

He longed for each other's hugs, kisses, and even a gentle look could make him ecstatic.

In the face of love, he is willful, that kind of giving and taking that is almost reckless, probably few women can stand up to it.

Xie Yao was even thankful for Ning Wanqing's amnesia, because only Ning Wanqing who had amnesia could fully adapt to Ouyang Muchen's request.

During that period of time, Ouyang Muchen seemed to be happy, happier than ever.

But now, Ning Wanqing's death took away this happiness.

He doesn't eat or drink all day long, just smokes and drinks heavily, Xie Yao believes without doubt, maybe, he wants to follow Ning Wanqing in this way.

"Ouyang Muchen, do you really want to die?" Xie Yao asked looking at the man lying on the sofa with his eyes slightly closed and his face extremely haggard.

After a long time, he heard his answer.

The voice was hoarse and low, like firewood that was about to go out in the stove.

"No... Wan Qing's revenge hasn't been done yet, and her... her... hasn't been found yet..."

He still couldn't say the word "corpse".

Even if he has actually admitted that his Wan Qing is dead.

However, he didn't dare to imagine how she would die.

As long as he thinks of her completely disappearing in this world, his whole body is almost suffocated in pain.

Xie Yao couldn't bear to look at him, and sighed heavily.

"What if all these things are done? What are you going to do? Ouyang Muchen, do you know that your body can no longer withstand being ruined? If you want to die, find a place where I can't see you—" How can I see you like this?"

Ouyang Muchen closed his eyes, and slightly tugged at the corner of his mouth: "I didn't ask you to come - you wanted to come by yourself, but when you came, you put on a bad face, Xie Yao, why are you bothering? Get out...Leave me here alone Here, it's quiet...Maybe, she will come back to see me..."

"Ouyang Muchen!" Xie Yao couldn't bear it any longer, rushed up and grabbed his collar, "Can you wake up? You can see for yourself what you look like now! You are so human How could she like the sloppy appearance of a ghost? Even if she was a ghost, she would not want to see you like this! Can you cheer up?! Can you look like a man?!"

As if he had lost his bones, Ren Xie Yao pulled and yelled angrily, but refused to make any response.

Under the light, his face was as pale as a ghost, and the collarbone exposed from the shirt was emaciated and pathetic.Xie Yao realized sadly that the person whose upper body was hanging in the air by his collar like this was almost weightless.

His cheeks were also sunken, there were heavy blue shadows under his eyes, and his tightly closed lips were chapped and bloodless.

All this still did not detract from his god-favoured handsomeness.He exudes a dying beauty, like a star quietly falling from the sky in the dark night, it makes one's heart palpitate.

"Xie Yao..."

His lips twitched a few times suddenly.

Xie Yao stopped and stared at him closely: "What did you say?"

"I think... I saw her."

His eyes were half open, looking somewhere.

Xie Yao followed his line of sight and looked over——

nothing.It was just a dark night out there.

In the thick black, there is not even a trace of light.

Without Ning Wanqing.

How could there be Ning Wanqing?
He couldn't help turning his head to look at him: "You're wrong." He said.

"No, she's there."

He still stubbornly looked at the dark night sky.

There was a light in his eyes that hadn't been seen in a long time.

There was a gentle smile on his pale lips.

Xie Yao looked over again, it was still as he expected, there was nothing, nothing existed.

Then, everything could only be Ouyang Muchen's hallucination.

At this moment, a strange feeling hit him suddenly, causing him to subconsciously turn around——

He saw glaring blood overflowing from the corner of Ouyang Muchen's smiling lips. The blood continued to flow down his thin jaw and landed on the sofa and the floor bit by bit.

It was only then that Xie Yao realized that there was already dried blood on the floor covered by soot and cigarette butts.

It turned out that this was the source of the bloody smell he smelled when he first entered the room.

Because of the dim lighting and messy scene in the room, these bloodstains were ignored by him.

Ouyang Muchen must have vomited blood more than once or twice...

He looked at him in fear, only to see that his face was ashen but calm, and at the same time, the light in his eyes was fading away little by little...

He shouted loudly: "Ouyang Muchen! Do you think it's that easy to die? What if Ning Wanqing didn't die? What if you died and she was still alive? What if she came back to find you?! You weren't Are you going to make her pregnant? It's been more than two months, what if she is already pregnant? Ouyang Muchen, you can't die! Did you hear that?!"

Ning Wanqing suddenly sat up from the bed.

In the silent night, she felt that her heart was beating violently, like a drum, which made her panic for no reason.

What exactly happened here?
She gasped involuntarily, and the abnormal beating of her chest made her feel a suffocating pain.

She slowly adjusted her breathing, reached out tremblingly, grabbed the remote control on the bedside table, and pressed the switch.

One room is bright.

The sudden light made her narrow her eyes slightly.

She looked around at everything familiar around her.

This was her room, and it was peaceful and peaceful, and it shouldn't have frightened her.

But she was still strangely overwhelmed by a feeling of fear.

What is she afraid of?
What else could scare her?

She slowly recalled...

Then, she suddenly remembered a dream she had just had.

It was an extremely messy dream.

It's like a lot of clips, put together by a poor editor.

She saw the warm dawn, the lilies blooming on the window sill.

The camera moves from the window to the bed, on the dark blue pillow, a man slowly opens his eyes.

His eyes were dark and bright, and their shape was long and beautiful.

With a gentle smile in those eyes, he quietly stared at his sleeping wife in his arms.

"baby I love you."

He lowered his head gently, and imprinted a kiss on her lips with infinite tenderness.

Then, he closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

But then, Ning Wanqing saw him standing in front of the dark bedroom, his eyes panicked with fear.

"Wan Qing, where are you?"

He rummaged in every corner of the room, even the curtains.

She had never seen him so crazy.

As if a person who is about to die is burning the last light in his life.

……

It was clearly just a dream, but it was so real.

So real, she thought that was all that had happened.

She never dared to think about what Ouyang Muchen's life would be like after she left, she was afraid of recalling the past, afraid that she would miss the happiness she had when she was with him, she knew that she would never be with him again in this life together.

Forgetting is the best way, just cut off all entanglements.

However, the memories always eroded into the dream, so she had to remember that time in the dream.

She doesn't force herself, she knows that any relationship will fade with time, what's more, there is a fruitless love between them, and she is dead to Ouyang Muchen.

She thought she would gradually forget about him, and she must try not to dream of him in future dreams.

And he may be sad and painful for a while because of her "death", but life will still go on, and it won't be long, maybe a year, two years... No, it probably won't be that long, and there will be a new love by his side. The beautiful woman appeared to replace her and bring him happiness for the rest of his life.

Let's forget about each other and completely erase each other's traces. This is the best way.

What Ning Wanqing couldn't imagine was that at this moment, Ouyang Muchen was sent to the emergency room again because of acute gastric bleeding.

three hours later.

When Ouyang Muchen woke up, he saw Xie Yao's face with a serious face and his eyebrows tightly wrinkled into a Sichuan character.

"Mu Chen, there is something I must tell you." Xie Yao's tone was heavy.

Ouyang Muchen lay on the hospital bed and looked at each other, his face was very calm.

"You may have already guessed it." Xie Yao said with a sigh, "The diagnosis shows that you have stomach cancer."

Ouyang Muchen raised the corners of his lips slightly, and there was a relieved smile on his face: "How long is it?"

"Three months." Xie Yao said, "But if you start chemotherapy now..."

"I don't know how to undergo chemotherapy." Ouyang Muchen said with a smile, "If you undergo chemotherapy, your hair will fall out, and she will dislike me."

"You..." Xie Yao was helpless, not knowing what to say.

"Let me see her with dignity." Ouyang Muchen said.

"Mu Chen..."

"Did you know? I dreamed of her just now..." Ouyang Muchen interrupted him with a smile on his face, because he just finished the operation, he is very weak now, and his voice is so soft that it is almost inaudible However, he still happily told Xie Yao about his dream, regardless of whether the other party could hear him clearly.

Xie Yao thought, maybe, he just wanted to find someone to share his happiness with.

Even that kind of happiness is just a dream that can't be saved in time.

"I dreamed that we were lying on the bed like before, she was sleeping soundly in my arms, I woke up, and secretly kissed the corner of her mouth, but she didn't respond at all, sleeping like a little pig..."

"I also dreamed that we went to school together. She was wearing a school uniform, a single ponytail, and a schoolbag. She was so beautiful...I rode a bicycle and walked her on a path full of white flowers..." He The smile on his face was faint, with a look of disappointment, "Old Xie, why did you say that the child taken away by Feng Xingya was not me, but my brother? If it was me in the first place... how wonderful it would be."

"Aze...don't think about it." Xie Yao couldn't bear to look away.

But Ouyang Muchen seemed to talk a lot that day, and he said those words that didn't seem like he could say: "Why can I only take one away and keep the other? Why are you happy with Wan Qing?" The person who lives is him, not me? If it was me, if it was me... let me watch her grow up, watch her change from a little girl to a beautiful woman, and I will protect her and take care of her , so that no one can bully her... If I was the one who made a life-long commitment to her since I was a child, then why would I bother to do those things? Why did I bother to compromise for so many years? Old Xie... Tell me why fate has to play tricks like this I?"

"Aze..."

"No, you don't need to say anything... I know, maybe I did something wrong in my previous life, so I have no blessings in this life. Even if I try my best to get her, it won't last long... This is retribution..." He agreed slightly Closing his eyes, he repeated, "This is retribution, retribution..."

"Wan Qing, why have you eaten so little recently?"

Although Ning Wanqing tried her best to conceal it, Ruan Fenghua still noticed that she had lost her appetite during this period.

At first he thought it was Ning Wanqing who was picky about eating, but after careful observation, he asked Ruan Qingyu to remove the dishes that she ate less. do some.

But after several days like this, Ning Wanqing still seemed to have lost her appetite, and she just ate a small amount of each meal and gave up.

"I don't seem to have much appetite recently." Seeing that she couldn't hide it, Ning Wanqing simply confessed.

"No appetite?" Ruan Qingyu frowned slightly: "Is it because these dishes are not to your liking?"

"No, Sister Qingyu's food is fine, it's me... I don't know why, but I always feel like I can't eat anything." Ning Wanqing said hastily.

"Is there something wrong with Wan Qing?" Pi Junye said, "Could it be some sequelae from the last injury?"

"If that's the case, invite Xuanyu to come over right away, maybe I'll take Wanqing to Xuanyu's place." Ruan Fenghua said solemnly.

"Brother, it's not that serious..." Ning Wanqing said.

"Wanqing, such an important matter as eating, how can it not be serious?" Ruan Fenghua looked at Ning Wanqing carefully and said, "Your complexion has become worse these days... Wanqing, you really didn't hide anything from me ?”

Ning Wanqing hesitated for a moment, felt that it would not be good to lie to her brother again, so she simply confessed: "I always feel sick to my stomach, every time I eat a little bit, I feel like throwing up... I don't know why. "

"Could it be a stomach problem?" Pi Junye said.

"It's kind of like...but I'm not sure." Ning Wanqing said.

Ruan Fenghua was silent and didn't speak, but at this moment, Ruan Qingyu thought of something, and couldn't help but glance at Ruan Fenghua.

"Call Xuanyu." Ruan Fenghua said.

"Well, good." Ruan Qingyu agreed, and walked aside to make a phone call.

After a while, she returned to the dining table and said to Ruan Fenghua, "Xuanyu said to come over at night."

Ruan Fenghua nodded, and then looked at the barely touched food in front of Ning Wanqing, a worried expression appeared on his usually indifferent face again.

Ning Wanqing felt that Ruan Fenghua cared a little too much for her, and she didn't think there was any major problem, so she kept silent, because she knew that if she said it, it would be the result, and she didn't want to see Ruan Fenghua for her She looks worried, but her mentality is actually exactly the same as Ruan Fenghua's unwillingness to see her feel a little uncomfortable.