Quickly pass through, Queen: God, don't make trouble

Chapter 44 Please Like Me 【End】
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From Gu Beichen

When I was three years old, my father took a woman and I to the suburbs and they got into a car accident.

That's when I met you.

You are like poison, which makes people obsessed, and they are reluctant to let go.

When you hugged me, your gentle appearance was deeply engraved in my mind.

I think, I planted the seeds of my love for you at that time.

I am afraid that you will abandon me, and I will work hard to make you like me more.

But why do you treat me hot and cold, making me unpredictable?

Sister-in-law Wu said, you like obedient children the most, and I became very obedient.

I dare not make trouble, just because you can like me.

When I was in the window, I saw the children playing happily outside, while I was practicing the piano tiredly in the house.

I am not envious, because you are by my side.

You are watching the notes I play, maybe I am too obsessed with paying attention to you, and I always play the wrong notes.

When being punished, I am not afraid, because I know that if I am wrong, I must be punished.

I thought I'd change it, but I was wrong, I can't change it, never can.

I can't help but pay attention to you and watch you.

I am willing to be punished.

It's just that you surprisingly didn't hit me once, obviously I made the mistake of hitting me like that, are you relenting?
I thought this companionship would be long-lasting.

However, you left me for 15 years.

I think you are going crazy and can't sleep day and night.

Every night I dream about the expression you left and the words you said to me.

I hate myself for not being able to keep you.

I never gave up looking for you.

Every time, there is no result, I dare not give up, I am afraid, I am afraid that once I relax, you will slip away from my fingertips.

That day, you came to see me.

When I see you, I really want to hold you tightly in my arms and ask why you haven't come to me for so long.
But as time went on, I became more and more confused.

I implanted a positioning chip from your body, I think, I can completely hold you in my hands.

That's when I realized that you are a beam of light
I can't catch the light
You will never know what I have experienced in the Gu family, and I don't want to let you know.

I have been to the battlefield and killed people with my own hands. At the beginning, when I saw the bright blood, I vomited in a daze.

Old Man Gu felt sorry for me and kept trying to persuade me to give up.

But I know, I can't, once I give up, I can't keep up with your footsteps.

When I'm used to seeing blood and killing people who make me feel dirty, I'm used to it.

[Ps: The hero is an international military officer, and he didn't kill people casually. 】

He is the youngest officer, step by step, without relying on the ability of the outside world, to climb up.

Military achievements are the same and the same.

From a new recruit who just entered the barracks, to the general of a country that everyone admires today

No one knows how much hardship he has suffered and how many scars he has had on his body.

Every time I see a scar on my body, I try my best to heal it.

I don't know the reason, but I just don't like my own scars.

And people in the army always joked about it to me, and I didn't bother to bother.

Directly, simply and rudely came to a fight with them.

All in all, she is by my side now, and this life is worth it.

even though she never loved me
(End of this chapter)