fall in love with the best

Chapter 196 Comatose
Xia Tian shook his head lightly, the mocking smile on the corner of his mouth made people feel dazzling, "I didn't mean that."

After crying, Xia Tian seemed to be much calmer, with a feeling of seeing through the world.

"What is that?" Shangguan Ziyuan could almost feel his suppressed heartbeat, and the heaving of his chest showed his infinite uneasiness.

"Ziyuan, go back," Xia Tian gently broke free from his hand, stepped back a few steps, and said indifferently.

"What?" It's not that I didn't hear clearly, but I wanted to confirm again.Shangguan Ziyuan's black eyes were full of fear, he was afraid, but the more he was afraid, the more things would come.

"Ziyuan, I can't go back with you." Xia Tian's tone was calm, without a trace of waves, as if, leaving him, she really didn't feel any pain at all.

"Xiamen," his eyes were moist, he knew that she was so stubborn and refused to go back with him because she didn't want to delay his future, or rather, didn't want to be his burden, he knew it, he knew it, so God knows, how much he loves her, loves that idiot Xia Tian who wants to carry whatever happens by himself.

"Ziyuan, thank you for loving me for so many years." Pulling out his hand from Shangguan Ziyuan's palm, Xia Tian suddenly didn't know where to put it, that feeling of unease.

"Summer," Shangguan Ziyuan took a few steps forward, gently holding her shoulders with both hands, even though he knew that she couldn't look at him, he still bent down habitually, looking at her eyes that had long lost their light, " Fool, I know, you want to push me away so eagerly because you don't want yourself to be my burden, right? "

His tone was very light, very soft, and indifferent, but with an unquestionable tone, Xia Tian's heart tightened fiercely, and the jade hand hanging by his side was quietly clenched. After hiding for so long, he was suddenly Seeing through his mind easily, Xia Tian suddenly didn't know how to answer him next.

"If you don't answer, you're acquiescing, isn't it?" Shangguan Ziyuan looked at her and said to himself, "Xia, when I knew you were blind, all the problems that troubled me were solved, and I could guess The real reason for your departure is because, after knowing you for so many years, I still understand you, and I understand every thought of yours, "

"But, you forgot, we are a husband and wife, a couple who share weal and woe, and two people who will grow old forever. No matter what happens, I should be by your side. Even if we can't do anything, we just hold each other quietly. Your hand, quietly guarding you, is enough."

As he said, Shangguan Ziyuan took her little hand accurately and wrapped it carefully in his big palm. Her little fist was cold, but he was not willing to push it away. He wanted her to feel his fullness. Sincerely, and Xia Tian really felt it, he made her feel at ease, the temperature he passed on to her was so familiar, she couldn't bear to push it away.

"Xiamen, no matter what the future holds, can you let me accompany you." He bent down to match her height, and the hot and humid breath lightly sprinkled on Xia Tian's fair little face. The surroundings seemed to be the most warm and warm air. How can Xia Tian's heart not be cold.

"Ziyuan," taking a deep breath, Xia Tian suddenly felt that if, with him by his side, she would not be so tired, maybe, she really made a wrong decision, so she is willing to be honest once , regardless of the consequences.

"Yeah." He looked at her without moving his eyes, lest she would disappear in front of his eyes if he was not careful.

"You're right. I left you just to avoid you. You know, I can't see. The doctor said that my brain was severely injured, and the blood clots left oppressed my optic nerve, so , if there is no miracle, the rest of my life will be doomed not to see the light."

"Brain...heavy injury..." Shangguan Ziyuan let her go gently, and fell into deep thought.

Before, he only knew that she had accidentally lost her sight. He only cared about her so much that he hurried to Los Angeles, but forgot to investigate carefully the real reason for her blindness.

"Yes." Xia Tian nodded lightly, trying to see the expression on his face, but couldn't see anything, so he lowered his head in despair.

"Master, there are blood clots deposited in her brain." The attending doctor said respectfully, not daring to hide anything.

"Will it hurt her?" Shangguan Ziyuan asked anxiously.He only cares about this one problem, if there is any harm, he will do whatever it takes to heal her.

"This, it's hard to say. In the future, it may be safe, or it may compress a certain nerve in her brain and cause her serious damage."

"What if we operate now?" Hearing that she might have sequelae, Shangguan Ziyuan wished he could find the best doctor to operate on her so that she could recover as soon as possible.

"Master," the attending doctor shook his head lightly, "Because it's in the brain, the operation risk is very high, and it's not usually big. What's more, the patient is fine now, and the master can wait first. Good fortune and great destiny, nothing will happen in the future."

The doctor cautiously persuaded, after all, they have encountered this kind of situation a lot, and many patients will have blood clots slowly disappear and melt in later life.

Silence, long silence, the doctor was right, besides, he really didn't dare to joke about her life.

.........

"Was it the car accident?" His thoughts returned to the present moment, Shangguan Ziyuan finally opened his mouth slowly with trembling lips.

"Yeah." She nodded slightly.

Guilt, full of guilt hit my heart, no one felt sorry for Xia Tian more than Shangguan Ziyuan at the moment.

He knew that the car accident was caused by him. At the beginning, if he hadn't seen the man named Situ Xia talking to Xia Tian for a while, and then turned away regardless of Xia Tian's call, she would not have been flustered If she was hit by a speeding truck while chasing herself, there would be no accidents, let alone the so-called blood clots accumulated in her brain for so long.

"Xiamen, I'm sorry." Shangguan Ziyuan's apologetic voice came in a low voice, which made Xia Tian feel baffled.

"What are you talking about, Ziyuan." Qingxiu's brows were tightly frowned, and Xia Tian looked puzzled.

"Xiamen, if you haven't forgotten, that car accident was caused by me." Shangguan Ziyuan carefully reminded.

"Uh, um." Xia Tian nodded lightly, and his thoughts returned to that sunny day and that car accident in the dark.

"Actually, the doctor told me about the blood clot in your brain when you were unconscious." Shangguan Ziyuan said carefully while holding her hand.

"You know?" Xia Tian was amazed.

(End of this chapter)