fall in love with the best

Chapter 152 Anesthetizing Yourself
Looking out of the window in Xia Tian, ​​he suddenly felt that thousands of thoughts were rushing. Everything that happened today was too sudden.

It's been five years, and she knows for the first time that her Shangguan Ziyuan's feelings for her have never changed.
After five years, she knew for the first time that the death of her parents had nothing to do with him, Shangguan Ziyuan. She seemed to have misunderstood him, a deep, deep misunderstanding.

The problem that has been entangled with her for five years, and the problem that made her live in a nightmare for five years, suddenly discovered that it was just a misunderstanding, it was her misunderstanding of him in Xia Tian, ​​and all her persistence collapsed in an instant
Then what should I do, she is already slowly accepting the days without him, and she has decided to leave him, but everything today has shaken her heart, completely shaken.

Regarding her keeping up with Guan Ziyuan, she didn't know what to say. It seemed that they had been missing each other and kept missing, but they kept meeting and meeting again and again. . .

"Yuan Yi." She turned her head, looked at the brightly lit world with her clear eyes, slightly parted her thin lips, and called softly.

"Huh?" Shang Yuanyi turned his head to look at her, her side face is really beautiful, especially in the hazy night, the beauty is soul-stirring.

"Maybe, Ziyuan and I are really not suitable." She said it lightly, without much emotion, as if what she was talking about was something that had nothing to do with her.

"What are you talking about?" Shang Yuanyi's delicate eyebrows were raised high, and his tone of voice could not be calmer for Xia Tian.

"Yuan Yi." Xia Tian turned his head, his big watery eyes were full of exhaustion, unspeakable exhaustion.

"Tell me, after going through so many things, can we still love unscrupulously like before, even if everything is a misunderstanding, yes, after all, five full years have passed,"

"Five years can really change a lot, including each other. In the past five years, we may have gotten used to not having each other. Perhaps, this ending is perfect."

"However, the only thing that hasn't changed is your love for each other, the kind of love that goes deep into the bone marrow. Time can't erase it, can it?" Shang Yuan Yirou said softly.

"So what, we can't go back again." Her eyes were filled with tears, but she stubbornly refused to shed them.

"How come, as long as you think, as long as you are willing to take one step to Shangguan, the remaining 99 steps, he is willing to risk everything and gallop here, isn't he?" He asked her back.

"But." Xia Tian lowered his head, concealing his helplessness.

"It's because of Joe, right?" He asked bluntly.

"Yuan Yi." Xia Tian was even more difficult to resist his sudden question, she didn't intend to talk about another man at all.

"Isn't it?" He looked at her, his beautiful Danfeng eyes slightly raised, with indescribable charm.

"Sigh." With a slight sigh, Xia Tian's tone became soft, "Yuan Yi, do you know that five years ago, when I was most helpless and vulnerable, Joe was always by my side, I will never leave, and, after so many years, I seem to have gotten used to being by his side."

"Are you grateful to him?" Shang Yuanyi asked softly.

"Yes." She nodded without the slightest hesitation.

"Then do you love him?" Shang Yuanyi was still relentless.

Xia Tian looked up at him, suddenly didn't know how to answer.

Just now, Shangguan Ziyuan had asked her the same question, and she was evasive and faltering like now.

"I can't answer whether it is, or, you are simply avoiding." Shang Yuanyi has an urge to educate her well.

"Yuanyi." For Shang Yuanyi's attitude, Xia Tian was a little scared, she didn't want to face these, or she was afraid to face them. . .

"Xiamen, let me tell you, you have no love for Joe at all, at most, it can only be regarded as gratitude,"

"Because you are grateful for what he has done to you for so many years, so you stubbornly want to stay by his side and accompany him for the rest of your life, but you have to understand that gratitude is not love, and it will never be,"

"So, you really don't need to miss a lifetime of happiness for a man who just wants to be grateful."

Xia Tian quietly lowered her head, didn't say a word, she was quiet like a sleeping elf, but Shang Yuanyi's words, every word and every word, were clearly transmitted to her ears.

Will he, Shangguan Ziyuan, be her lifetime happiness?
She doesn't know, maybe, she won't have a chance to know in the future, because she decided to let go of everything
"Yuan Yi, thank you." She smiled, but there was no warmth and happiness in her smile.

"Summer," her smile made him feel more and more uneasy.

"Yuan Yi, thank you for telling me so much, but what I have already decided is hard to change, and," Xia Tian looked forward lightly, with a soft tone, "I really don't want to disappoint Joe."

"Alas" Shang Yuanyi's sigh revealed endless regret, "Well, Xia Tian, ​​I've said everything I need to say, if you insist stubbornly, I have nothing to say, I'll send you back now. "

"Well. I'm sorry to trouble you." She didn't want to look at him anymore, and said politely, her tone was cold and indifferent.

Shang Yuanyi looked up at her, her stubborn appearance really resembled that cold and invincible Shangguan Ziyuan.

The atmosphere in the car suddenly became very awkward, he didn't speak, she didn't speak, no one knew what to say.

The city in the night has a hazy beauty, the pedestrians on the street have begun to thin out, and everything has a sense of tranquility, but Xia Tian's heart has not calmed down because of this, on the contrary, it has become more restless.

The air became oppressive at this moment, Xia Tian frowned, changed his posture and sat down, sighed deeply.

Shang Yuanyi's words have been echoing in her ears, lingering, making her feel inexplicably irritated. In fact, the worst thing in the world is to pretend to want to let go of someone who obviously loves someone very much. The appearance of forgetting is really ridiculous.

"It's here." Shang Yuanyi's voice was low and hoarse, but it sounded very comfortable.

"Yeah." She turned her head and smiled politely at him, "Thank you, Yuan Yi, be careful on the way back."

"Okay." Shang Yuanyi said softly.

open the door and get out
"Xiamen." The moment the door was closing, Shang Yuanyi's voice suddenly came.

"What's the matter, Yuan Yi?" Xia Tian leaned over to look at him from the car window, with a dazed expression on his face.

"Xiamen, when it comes to feelings, you must listen to your own heart." He crossed the steering wheel and put his right hand on the passenger seat, trying to see her expression clearly at the moment.

Xia Tian is speechless, and the loneliness between the bowed head and eyebrows makes people love and pity.

"Okay, remember it!" She suddenly looked up at him, her eyes were shining brightly, which looked unusually clear in this dark night.

"Well, then I'm leaving, hurry up."

Xia Tian smiled and nodded, watched his luxury high-end sports car disappear into the night, sighed softly, casually straightened his hair blown by the wind, turned and walked into the hotel.

"Miss Xia" the receptionist on duty in the hall called her with a smile.

Because of what happened recently, and the fact that the people who are related to her are all top-notch multi-golden men, she is quite famous in the hotel, for Joe, and even more for Shangguan Ziyuan.
"Hello." Xia Tian's politeness was just right, without stopping her footsteps, she hurried into the elevator.

"Ding." Arriving at the sixteenth floor soon, Xia Tian's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and she didn't know how to face this infatuated man.

Opening the door, turning on the light, changing shoes, turning around, she took every step carefully, but the mess in front of her made her frown uncontrollably.

Wine bottles were thrown everywhere, but the food on the dining table was quite neat, apparently untouched at all, while the man on the sofa, with messy clothes, was half lying there, the wine glass in his hand was already empty, and he had obviously fallen asleep .

Xia Tian approached lightly, and suddenly felt very distressed.Because, even in his sleep, he still frowned tightly, and his delicate brows were filled with sorrow.

Xia Tian squatted down, stretched out his trembling hand to caress his brow, hoping that it could wipe away all the sorrow in his heart.

However, she shouldn't, she shouldn't have touched him, because even with the slightest movement, he still woke up.

"Summer," he squinted at the woman squatting next to him with sleepy eyes, and caressed her fair cheek with his big hand uncertainly.

It seems that he is not so sure, his hand, on her face, caressed thinly, but Xia Tian did not dodge from beginning to end, just squatted quietly beside him.

"Summer," he called again, his voice still uncertain.

"Yes." She parted her pink lips slightly, and said a word softly.

The next second, Joe suddenly woke up. It was really her. He thought it was because he was crazy about missing her and had hallucinations.

"Summer..." he called again, his voice began to be a little excited.

"I'm here." Xia Tian looked at him quietly, feeling a little sad suddenly, if, in the days to come, he no longer had her, what would he be like?
Xia Tian desperately shook his head, why did he suddenly have this kind of thought, should, no, because, he had already decided to stay by his side, not going anywhere, but, why, he had this vacillating thought ?
Trying to calm himself down, Xia Tian forced a sweet smile, and gently took his hand away, "Why are you sleeping here?"

Her tone was very light, and there was a trace of reproach, but it was so touching to Joe's ears.

"I've been waiting for you. It's late, so I fell asleep." He replied in a low voice, like a child who has done something wrong, so aggrieved and pitiful.

"Then, what's going on here?" Xia Tian picked up the scattered bottles on the ground and asked in a low voice.

"Me." With a light glance, Joe continued, "Without you by my side, I can't eat anything, so I can only anesthetize myself with alcohol."

　Because Xiaoxian took the driver's license test subject one, she was cramming theory at night, but, fortunately, the test was very good, and I passed it in one pass, hehe.I will work hard to add more from tomorrow, I love you guys.

　　
　
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