Miss Qianjin Chasing Diary

Chapter 12 Chapter 13 The Price of Willfulness
This is the person I love the most, how can I be willing to embarrass him?Not even a little uncomfortable...

I'm close to sick, so I can't go home, or my mother will throw me to the hospital in less than 24 hours.Parents can never understand a child's mind, so I had no choice but to flee a foreign country, just to protect a naive and simple dream.

Jin Youzhu dropped me off near the subway station, and they still had to catch up with an announcement. It was a very simple recording of the program. I liked watching it a lot. Huangfuche on it often spoke amazingly and amazed everyone. To be precise, he was caught by such a heavenly There is no handsome guy in the world who can do such a thing? How can you tell me what is wrong with him?
Collecting his shows is one of my few interests.Restricted by conditions, I still stubbornly bought a CD worth a few hundred yuan, copied it one by one for collection, and took it out for a long time to review it.I have a lot of CDs, one by one in the suitcase, so that when I escape, I don’t remember the date, but write on each CD the most impressive thing in the show, according to the Internet It's the key word, so I can remember it.

Back home by subway, night has fallen.

I took out the gimbap from the small refrigerator from the proprietress, steamed it again, and turned on the TV. Unfamiliar yet familiar language and characters filled the entire screen.I began to miss the Apple computer I sold. It was a gift from my father when I was full, and it was a gift from my mother who was lucky that I was admitted to F University.And I took the opportunity to stay in Korea, and even had to sell my computer when the cost of living was tight.

At this moment, I miss Chinese characters very much, but there are not many things in my rented house that are enough to satisfy my sudden homesickness.

I felt very depressed, my chest was blocked, it was difficult to breathe, and my eyes were hurting.This is actually not the first time this has happened, I'm used to it, and even mastered the fastest way to overcome this emotion, so I swallowed hard the last mouthful of gimbap, put on my boots and put on my bag, making sure I brought it Enough cash, shut the door with a "snap", go out, stop the car and run to Chinatown.I stopped a taxi on the way, and I arrived there 45 minutes later. I heard a child in Chinese coquettishly telling his mother that he was going home, and the stinky tofu granny was yelling. I walked among them silently with no expression on my face. , the red lantern above my head was glowing with a faint red light, I raised my head and looked at the sky, there was a beautiful Kongming lantern floating above my head at some point, slowly rising into the sky, getting smaller and smaller, and finally disappeared...

There is a price to be paid for a wayward child, for example, I will never go home.

It's not that I can't go back, it's my heart that doesn't allow me to go back.It's not that it doesn't want to be here, but that it has done something wrong, and its self-esteem makes it have to stay where it is.

This is really a stupid thing, just like at this moment, I feel so uncomfortable in my heart that I can hardly breathe, as if I will fall down in the next second, but in the next second I find that I am still standing straight, far away. From a distance, it looks like an ugly duckling.

I bought a cup of soy milk and drank it. The warm soy milk and the familiar scent made my body gradually warm up. I forgot that my gloved hands were red from the cold, and the tears in my eyes were not dried. Keep warm with soy milk in your hand.I feel embarrassed.Not only this appearance, but even my own existence, even the fact that I am standing here, makes me feel embarrassed and ashamed...

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