Miss Qianjin Chasing Diary

Chapter 102 Chapter 112 Jiang Miner's Secret
I never knew what "extreme joy begets sorrow", but fate insisted on me experiencing it once.

On my happiest day, the day I arranged an event for my brother and my good friend, I lost my best friend, and my brother, lost the person he loved.I don't know why she saved me, and I don't know what the cause of the car accident is. I don't want to find out everything, and I'm afraid to face the truth.

This is another reason why I will go to Seoul.I can no longer live in this city.

Growing up, I have always been proud.Later, Huangfu's appearance and departure let me know my fragility.And when I got acquainted with Yu Jing, her friendship with me turned into hostility and jealousy, and I began to be a little afraid of friendship, and I lost my sincerity towards her.I've been pretending that I'm still the same, but inside I'm very aware of my true feelings.

But in the end, the girl who saved me, hated me, and killed me, my friend, died to save me.

I started to feel inferior and self-willed. This is also the time when I met so many rich ladies. Every day I followed them around to have fun, pretending that I was heartless and didn't care at all.

After the operation, when I woke up, Yu Jing's funeral was over.The smile disappeared from my brother's face.I graduated from high school and successfully entered the university I wanted, but I have never seen Yu An'an since then.Later, I learned from another friend that after Yu Jing's accident, the Yu family also suffered for some reason. The Yu family's business failed, and they owed a huge debt.After my father found out about this, he helped the Yu family pay off their debts with a compensatory mentality, and arranged for Yu's mother and Yu An'an to let them live comfortably.Yu An'an rejected my dad's suggestion that she should study, and dropped out of school to work around.

This story sounds like Cinderella. 90.00% of the heroines in Korean dramas are bound to suffer from these changes, and Yu An'an, who is left behind, is the fallen princess with broken wings, who maintains her self-esteem strongly and proudly.

Beside every princess in distress, there must be several princes waiting by her side.My brother and brother Shan Feng are two of them.

My brother treats Yu An'an well not only because she is Yu Jing's older sister, but also because their family saved me.But he didn't want to see Yu An'an, because Yu An'an's face, which was exactly the same as Yu Jing's, would break him down.

My brother started to be careful with me, he no longer bullies me like before, but he still pampers me blindly and unconditionally.I know he doesn't blame me, and I'm even glad that I'm still alive, and he didn't lose his beloved sister at the same time.However, I don't know what he was thinking when he petted me?
I began to be afraid of seeing all the people and things from the past. I tried my best to avoid anyone who knew the relationship between me and Yu Jing Yu Anan, including my brother, my parents, and former friends. Bury myself in the sand, preferring to be an ostrich.Everything has changed.

I survived, but the people who loved me and the people I loved were all different.

After that, Huangfu became my only sustenance.He is the only person in the world who doesn't make me feel scared and oppressed.So I am no longer the proud princess-like self in the past, I have become inferior and sensitive, and have no sense of security.

When Yu Jing was still alive, I made up my mind to go to South Korea to find him after the college entrance examination.But when everything changed, all my courage was wiped out at that meeting.

That person no longer knows me.No one knows the proud and confident me anymore.

I can never find my old self again.

(End of this chapter)