Kiyokawa Danso

Chapter 86. The person you fall in love with when you are lonely

She said quietly, "When I was a child, I heard a story told by my mother. On a certain planet, there lived a little girl, surrounded by nothing but boundless mountains and forests. She lived here for many years, but no one was there. I’ve been here before. And one day, a long golden rope suddenly dropped from the night sky of the planet, as if the end was connected to the moon.”

She took a sip of tea, saw that he was silent, and continued, "She stepped forward and gently touched the tail-like rope, but there was no movement, but it was so warm. The girl has to touch it every day." She felt very happy about that rope. This feeling of sustenance and attachment made her whole life. Then, she couldn't restrain herself and shook the rope slightly. The thing that made her most happy Yes, the rope shook like crazy after a long period of inactivity. It turned out that there was someone like her at the other end.

They communicate and talk through this rope, but the girl gradually wants to meet the person on the other end.She pulled the rope and climbed up so hard that she would never reach the other end.She does not rest day and night, almost becoming an obsession. "

"The girl shakes the rope three times, which means, 'I love you', but there is no response at the other end, because even if you love each other, you will never be able to reach the place where each other is, that is the distance between dimensions."

"The rope disappeared in one night, like the light in the heart that gradually faded, and disappeared a little bit. The planet became that lonely planet again. The girl cried, and she couldn't catch anything, including her love. .”

She still remembered that in the midsummer of the Lan's Manor, when she was a little girl, she held her mother's hand and asked curiously, "Then what happened after that?"

The chubby and gentle white mother shook her head, "There is no later."

"What a cruel story."

She looked at the night sky dotted with stars in the hanging basket, but she couldn't find the long rope hanging from the moon.

Mu Ma smiled and said to her, "The person you fall in love with when you are lonely will be even lonelier after you have loved." At that time, she was too young to understand the meaning of this sentence.

I have been alone for too long, always desperately trying to find some warmth.Even if it is a little light, I cherish it endlessly.Lan Qingchuan thinks this is not love, but a kind of longing and obsession.This is the case with Han Luochen, in the isolated island in his eyes, there is neither sadness nor flowers.Being alone for too long, he wanted to grab the people around him too much.

"It's not a question of whether we are suitable or not, but that this relationship is not love at all. Han Luochen, you have to think clearly. The reason you like it is because when you get rid of loneliness, you happen to have me by your side."

She stared at him with such beautiful and clear pale black eyes, with an extremely serious expression.

He snorted softly, "Lan Qingchuan, you really underestimate me." His hair was still wet with rain, and the temperature in the room made the water droplets slowly slide over his delicate cheeks, sinking into his short hair. in his collar.

He has been silent and listened to her words with great patience, but sneered at it.She was so guarded and worried, and she felt a sudden irritability in her heart.He stood up, walked to the floor-to-ceiling windows, and took a few breaths of air-conditioning outside.

In the end, he still couldn't calm down, "Lan Qingchuan, I like you, it has nothing to do with the environment, let alone being alone. I just like you." He turned around, with dark and sharp eyebrows, with some soft pleadings, "So, don't look for me again. Excuses to reject me. It makes me feel how unforgivable my relationship is.”

(End of this chapter)