The Queen of Romance: A Summer of Sweet Classics

Chapter 51 Powerless to Resist
Then I didn't see Gu Yanzhi for more than two months.Among them, I spent the long first winter vacation in college, and I used the excuse of traveling with Ye Xunxun to relax, and I didn't go back to T City during the Spring Festival.Until the winter in T City slowly passed through the window, I started the second half of my freshman year.The weather before and after the Ching Ming Festival is always unpredictable, and it has been four months since I last saw Gu Yanzhi.After the last class on Friday afternoon, I came out of the teaching building, and when I looked up, it was raining heavily, which was completely beyond the range of the weather forecast shown in the short message sent to me by Li Xiangnan the night before.I was carrying my schoolbag and was blocked by the heavy rain at the door of the teaching building, unable to go out. I looked at Li Xiangnan expressionlessly.The latter cleared his throat under my gaze, and said, "There are unpredictable things in the sky, are there any unpredictable events in the sky?"

There is still a distance from the teaching building to the school gate.I waited for a while to see Yu Xiao, gritted my teeth, and ran out with my schoolbag.Li Xiangnan grabbed him back, and he untied his coat with the other hand: "Wait, I'll run with you, holding my clothes..."

I interrupted him: "Thank you, no need."

I ran out with my head covered.He ran under the sentry box at the school gate in one breath.As soon as I stood firm, Li Xiangnan had already followed from behind. I looked at him: "Do you know how precious the place under the sentry box is? You took up one-fifth of the place all of a sudden."

Li Xiangnan said, "Aren't I worried about you?"

"Thank you, I don't need you to worry."

After I finished speaking, I saw Li Xiangnan's gaze moved down a little and landed somewhere below my neck.Then he coughed and quickly looked away.I followed his line of sight, only to see that the plaid shirt I was wearing inside today was mostly wet from the rain, revealing the faint sky blue bra underneath.

More than half of my face turned red, and I immediately covered my chest with my schoolbag.

Li Xiangnan still turned his face to look at the sky, while handing over his coat: "Why don't you wear this."

I said, "Thank you, no..."

Before I could finish speaking, I suddenly felt my shoulders sink.A dark windbreaker coat has been draped over his body.

The trench coat reaches down to the calf.When he lowered his head, he seemed to smell a little light male perfume on the skirt of his clothes.I turned my face away, someone hugged my shoulders, exerting a little force.A voice faintly sounded from the top of the head: "Are you Li Xiangnan?"

I look up.

Gu Yanzhi held an umbrella in one hand, rolled up his cuffs, and wore a light-colored shirt.From my point of view, the eyelids are deep and the expression is flat.

Li Xiangnan looked at him and then at me.Putting back the coat in his hand as if nothing had happened, he said, "Yes, I am Li Xiangnan."

I felt a little guilty for no reason, and coughed lightly.Soon my chin was pinched, and I slightly raised it halfway. I met Gu Yanzhi's scrutinizing gaze: "Have a cold? Is it because of the rain?"

I said, "Why are you free today? I thought it was only the driver..."

A handkerchief was handed before him, and he said casually: "Just passing by. The car is over there." He raised his eyelids and looked at Li Xiangnan, with a smile on his lips, "Does Li live far away? Such a heavy rain , if you are going home by yourself next time, why not let me pick you up."

Li Xiangnan looked at him again, and then at me.Finally said: "Okay. Thank you."

Two minutes later, I was sitting in the co-pilot seat, the windbreaker I was wrapped in hadn't been taken off, and another towel was thrown on my head.Gu Yanzhi gently massaged the top of my hair with Gu Yanzhi's fingers through the towel, I stiffened for a moment, turned my head with difficulty in the gap of the towel, and said, "Li Xiangnan, I remember there is a towel behind, you can find it and wipe it off too." hair."

Li Xiangnan let out an oh.The movement of my head stopped, and then I heard Gu Yanzhi and Li Xiangnan questioning: "Where does your family live?"

Li Xiangnan said: "I live in Li's house in the Li family in the west of the city. It's the Li family in the west of the city. Have you heard of it?"

The person in front of me said lightly: "I haven't heard of it."

"..."

I seem to be able to hear the sound of Li Xiangnan's heart breaking in two.

Li Xiangnan, when he was in high school, every time the head teacher wrote him a year-end comment, he was always humble and polite.The grades are not mentioned, the things of helping classmates are not mentioned, and the hard work of being a class cadre is never mentioned.Finally, after last year’s year-end comment sheet was issued, Li Xiangnan couldn’t bear it any longer, and ran to the office to angrily show all the comment sheets for the past three years to the class teacher: “The year-end comments you wrote for me in the past three years have not even changed your handwriting. Do you know? These four words are all neat and tidy! In fact, you wrote three copies at once and sent them out every year, right! What do you think? The comment on the bottom No.1 also says to study hard and unite with classmates How about eight words, what if you write a few more words for me? You made my comment list so consistent because you want me to collect all five summoning dragons?"

The class teacher said: "But the No. 1 classmate from the bottom really studies hard and unites with his classmates. Have you ever studied hard? Have you ever united with your classmates? As a class leader, you have done less bullying classmates, fish, meat, and ordinary people for personal gain in recent years? Do you know that it is not easy for me to write these four words? The subtext of the four words of humility and politeness actually means that you are always low-key, arrogant and showing off in a different way, do you understand? As a teacher, you have to write this kind of thing against your will Comments are already painful, you know that?"

"..." Li Xiangnan was stunned for a while, then said, "I see, teacher, I'm leaving."

The class teacher kicked the office chair in front of him, and the office chair flew to the door of the office in a whirl, and closed the door with a bang.Li Xiangnan stopped in front of the closed door, and heard the class teacher say from behind: "I haven't finished talking yet, why are you going! It seems that Li Xiangnan thinks that you are usually very humble and polite. Why don't you Go ask your classmates what they think of you and come back to quarrel with me? Who doesn’t hold a grudge against you! You are very good at taking the first place in your grade. When people ask you how you got in the exam, if you say nothing, you will be the first in your grade. It seems to be very modest, who is not so arrogant that you want to beat you up! It seems that some classmates asked about your family background, and you answered "Chengxi Li's family, have you heard of it?", and the tone seemed to be very proud and showing off. ah?"

Li Xiangnan said: "..."

That day the head teacher trained Li Xiangnan in the office for half an hour.Half an hour later, Li Xiangnan went downstairs lightly and relayed the matter to me.It happened that Ye Xunxun also heard it.So from that day on, Li Xiangnan was once called Li Xuanyao by Ye Xunxun and me.

However, Li's habit of showing off has been gradually developed over the past ten years, and it is difficult to correct it overnight.And in my opinion, Li Xuanyao probably didn't even think about correcting it.He has always done what he wants, and his three views were only reversed by the head teacher for one day, and his three views were reversed the next day.When people asked him about his grades again, he still replied nonchalantly: "Ah, it's nothing, just the first grade."

As a bystander now, I really want to break Li Xiangnan's mind and see how many neurons he burned to death due to anger after Gu Yanzhi replied "I have never heard of it".

There was a moment of silence in the car.After a while, Li Xiangnan said oh, "Your name is Gu Yanzhi, right? Du Wan mentioned you to me."

My hands trembled when I heard the words, and Gu Yanzhi's cup almost fell out of my hand.Immediately forced himself to calm down and went to see Gu Yanzhi, thinking in his heart that he must not ask me what I mentioned about him. The latter threw the wet towel aside, hummed, and said, "Du Wan never mentioned you at home. .”

As he said that, he fastened the buttons of my windbreaker one by one.I was wrapped in the windbreaker, moved a little, and soon the seat belt on one side was also fastened.Gu Yanzhi pinched my chin, looked at me, and smiled a little at the corner of his eyes: "This makes me look a bit small."

After he finished speaking, he found his mobile phone and called Gu Zhai, saying that he wanted to prepare a bowl of ginger soup in the kitchen.When the car started slowly, Li Xiangnan said from behind: "Du Wan, are you going back to live in the house?"

I looked at the rainwater that was constantly splashing in front of me without squinting: "Not yet."

"What do you mean not yet? Does it mean that you will live in the future? You didn't reveal the slightest bit of wind!"

I was about to reply, "What do you do to reveal the rumors", when I thought about Li Xiangnan's so-called "boyfriend" status that I have now assigned, I paused, and took the words back.Gu Yanzhi suddenly said, "Wanwan, what do you want to eat tonight?"

"...what do you say?"

"How about fried steak?"

"it is good."

He glanced over from the gap in the car: "Look for the wallet in my windbreaker pocket. Pull out that black credit card."

I did as I said, and he freed up a hand to hand over his phone: "Send the card number of this card to Secretary Tu."

After finishing all these things, I heard him ask: "Do you still remember the password of this bank card?"

I said, "I remember. Why?"

He said it a little casually: "I'm afraid you will forget."

Li Xiangnan was silent for a while in the back, and saw him in the rearview mirror, holding his chin, with a somewhat melancholy look: "Du Wan, do you think I will lose my line code score of more than [-] in this midterm exam? Didn't review it."

"You just need to pay attention to the class."

He sounded aggrieved: "You are sitting next to me, you clearly know whether I have paid attention to the class."

"Then you can't blame anyone."

"How can you say that about your boyfriend!"

"..."

Li Xiangnan paused for a while, and then said: "By the way, I read an interesting article last night, can I tell you about it? You have been in a bad mood for the past two days. If you are unhappy tonight, please send me a text message." , or chatting and losing your temper, whatever. After all, I am your boyfriend, and I will absolutely tolerate whatever you do."

As soon as he finished speaking the last word, the car suddenly made an emergency turn and barely passed another car.Then he traveled another 500 meters and stopped with a sudden brake.

I was turned dizzy all of a sudden, and I heard Li Xiangnan's voice in a state of confusion, which seemed to be more confused than me; "This doesn't seem to be my home..."

"This is Gu's house, which is closer to the school. Du Wan is not in good health. It rained today, so I need to drink some ginger soup. Besides, I don't know where your home is." My seat belt was unbuckled Driving, a few people ran over with umbrellas not far away from the car, I covered my forehead, and heard Gu Yanzhi's calm tone next to me, "The driver will take you back soon."

While speaking, the car door was already opened from the outside.Two umbrellas are propped on both sides of the car, completely blocking the wind and drizzle from the umbrellas.The housekeeper bowed slightly, smiled and said, "Master." He looked inside again, "Miss Du."

Gu Yanzhi threw the car keys to one of them: "There is a classmate of Du Wan behind, Uncle Hu, take him home."

Twenty minutes later, when I took a shower and went downstairs, Gu Yanzhi was already sitting on the sofa in the living room.

He was wearing light beige home clothes, his hair was slightly damp, and he probably looked like he had just taken a shower.The short hair on the side face is handsome and neat, with legs crossed together, he is flipping through a document at hand.Hearing the sound of my footsteps, he folded up the documents and threw them to the table, stretched out a hand to me, with a slight smile in the corner of his eyes: "Wanwan, come here."

When he said this, his eyes looked over, and his brows and eyes raised slightly calmly, as if with a little tenderness.It's like the thin spring water that melts in February, it is clearly cold and repulsive, but somehow it always gives people a little warmth.

It's like an addictive, brutal hallucination.

I paused before walking over.When holding the ginger soup he handed over, I smelled a little aroma from his body just after taking a bath.

After a while, he took the finished ginger soup from my hand and asked me, "Are you free tomorrow?"

I said, "Yes. Why?"

The voice fell, and the phone in the palm of my hand buzzed twice.I opened it, and a short message from Li Xiangnan came over: "I'm already home. Are you free the day after tomorrow?"

His text messages are rarely so concise.I thought about it, and was about to go back when Gu Yanzhi suddenly asked me: "How did Li Xiangnan know you?"

I raised my head, his posture was relaxed and casual, such a question was like small talk.However, I couldn't treat the lies I made up as small talk after all. After a pause, I said indifferently: "Oh. It's my classmate in high school."

"And chased you from high school to college, didn't you?"

I don't want to discuss this topic, but I nodded anyway.Then he said again: "Is he the boy who has been chasing you the longest?"

I don't want to answer these questions anymore.After thinking for a while, he neither nodded nor shook his head.Then I heard him say: "Finally, I finally caught you this year and became your boyfriend, didn't I?"

I started to feel a little bit dizzy.After a pause, he said, "Yes."

He looked at me and said, "Then what do you like about him?"

I look at him.This time I finally couldn't put it on.

If it were anyone else, I could cover it up as if nothing had happened.However, Gu Yanzhi, sometimes I almost wonder if he really did it on purpose.How could he so calmly ask a girl who mustered all the courage to confess to him and still deeply liked him for so long after being rejected, saying, what do you like about others?

This question is simply too embarrassing.

I froze for a while, and finally avoided his gaze.He lowered his head and flipped his fingers, and said, "Well, it's a long story. I'll tell you in detail later. I'm not in a good mood today, so I'm going upstairs first."

Before I had time to stand up, my wrist was already caught.I just felt my body being dragged heavily, and fell into a wide embrace the next moment.My waist was held tightly against my chest.The chin was pinched and raised, and the next moment I watched the handsome face in front of me get closer and closer, until two soft lips fell on mine.

My teeth were pried open.The tip of the tongue was hooked dexterously.

Toss and suck heavily in the mouth.

My mind was full of lights, like a series of huge explosions, and it was full of blanks.

The tip of the tongue drove straight into the mouth, and then swept and searched, with unquestionable strength.I had to raise my chin, my hands and feet seemed to tremble, and soon softened completely involuntarily.

I have never experienced this feeling.Completely unfamiliar, as unbelievable as a monstrous wave.

The brain was paralyzed in an instant, and I didn't even notice that the world was spinning.It took a long time before I realized that I had been pressed into the sofa, and my wrist was pinched and rubbed there gently.It wasn't until I felt out of breath that the entanglement in my mouth left a little bit, and soon the lower lip was held by Qianqian again, quickly backed away, and sucked up again, so tender and teasing.A voice was vaguely coaxing: "Wanwan, breathe."

I opened my mouth in a daze, gasping for air.The whole body is weak, unable to move energy like water.The teasing of the lower lip became deeper and deeper, until the back of the head was grasped, and the tongue was entangled again, with gentle and domineering force.

My fingertips were so weak from the kiss, I could only hum a faint moan from my nose.I don't know how long it took to feel a blank in front of my eyes, my lips and tongue barely moved away, and a softer voice than before came out, with a little helplessness: "Wanwan, be good, take a deep breath."

My eyes were blurred with tears from suffocation.Breathe heavily as instructed.There is a hand gently behind my back.The eyebrows and eyes in front of him finally gradually became clear.It's still the way I like it, with a slightly gentle look in the stretch.

I looked at him, not knowing what to think.I don't know how long it took before I finally found my voice, but it seemed to be far away, and I couldn't understand what I was talking about: "... What are you doing?"

He said, "Kiss you."

"……why?"

"I think," the person in front of me is handsome, with facial features I never get tired of, and his voice is extremely gentle, "it should be a matter of course for a man to kiss the girl he likes."

I was shocked and finally woke up a little bit.

He stared at him with wide eyes, as if looking at an impossible but fulfilled wish.After an unknown amount of time, I still felt that this was not true, and stammered: "Just now, you said, you said you like..."

He looked down at me.The eyelashes are deep and long, with a hint of tenderness: "Wanwan, I'm confessing my love."

I seemed to fall into a huge and extravagant dream in an instant.

I stared at him closely, not wanting to look away.My hands unconsciously grasped the hem of his shirt, as if trying to drag him into my heart.I heard a voice slowly and lowly: "I wanted to save these few words until after you went to college, but I couldn't hold back."

I spoke slowly, one word at a time, as cautious as I was afraid of disturbing my dream, and I could even hear the violent pounding of my heart at the same time: "You... really, do you like me?"

He said, "I think you should also like me?"

"...But why do you like me?"

He looked at me with an unbelievably soft and low voice: "I have a little girl who I brought up by myself. She has been well-behaved and sensible since she was a child, smart and beautiful. She is brave and kind. Besides, she also likes me so much. Lovely. I've waited so long for this moment. Is there any reason I might not like her?"

I suddenly feel like crying.

It was like walking alone in a dark cave for so long.It's been so long that I feel that this should be a habit, and I have no choice but to continue to get used to it.But suddenly the light brightened in front of his eyes.

The guy I miss even looking at him comes up to me, with a smile and warmth, telling me he likes me for a long time.At that moment, I felt that all the waiting and twists and turns were worth it.

I couldn't control my eyes, and it still became a little blurry. I wiped away my tears, but suddenly caught the insignificant part of his words, and suddenly let out an ah.

Gu Yanzhi looked at me a little funny: "What kind of messed up reaction are you doing?"

I hurriedly grabbed his sleeve and raised my face to look at him: "Wait, you said just now, you mean, you waited for me for a long time, didn't you?"

There was a bit of tenderness in the corners of his eyes and brows.There is a slight twitch between the eyebrows and eyes, which is the most beautiful little gesture: "That's it."

"But more than half a year ago, you obviously rejected me!"

"……it is my mistake."

I stared at him, not knowing how to react next.Because the waiting time is too long, when it is really realized, I can't believe it is true: "But, why?"

He looked at me with a smile, grabbed my little finger, and gently bent it twice in the palm of his hand: "Why are there so many why?" He paused and said, "I thought I could, but today I found out that I It’s not selfish at all.”

"... What are you reluctant to bear?"

He whispered: "I thought I could let you go and give you something better, but I can't see you becoming someone else's girlfriend at all."

"..."

I grabbed his sleeve tightly with one hand and refused to let go.

Outside the window, there are raindrops hitting the eaves, and the person in front of him is warm in his arms.He holds my fingers in the palm of his hand, which has a delicate and gentle touch.My lips still seem to have the soft feeling of his kiss just now.I blinked and heard him call my name softly: "Wanwan?"

I finally confirmed it was real.

With half of my heart in my stomach, I raised my head and said to him seriously: "But, you have to know in advance that I still have many shortcomings. For example, I often get confused, forget things very seriously, jealousy may I am also very strong, and I am not as thoughtful and assertive as girls like Ye Xunxun. I am a very ordinary person. In fact, I am not bold. If I am not forced to, I will not think about making decisions. I don't know how to deal with your adults' affairs, and besides, by the way, I'm not very good at math, I only got 84 points in the final high math test last time..."

The chatter was interrupted by an unexpected lip-tooth kiss.When we parted again, I held my chest and couldn't breathe, and I heard him ask leisurely, "Do it again?"

I immediately covered my mouth tightly.Staring at him and not daring to blink, an angry voice buzzed from behind his palm: "You, how could you do this!"

He said: "Otherwise, what should I do? Hold you and coax you to sleep? That's fine too."

"..."

He looked down at me, his eyes lingering on the back of my hand covering my mouth: "Would you like to continue?"

"...how, how can you do this," I hummed, "you are outrageous!"

He gave a low laugh, kneaded me up and down twice as if I were dough, and said slowly: "Isn't what you said are all things I should worry about, what are you worrying about?" Come over, pick up my chin, shake it slightly back and forth, and then say, "As for now, what you should do is to tell me honestly why you lied about Li Xiangnan being your boyfriend?"

I was dumbfounded for a while, and whispered: "How do you know!"

"I was a little uncertain at first, but if you yell like this, you will be sure." His hand lingered on my back, touched a little place behind my waist, and hooked his little finger there. My whole body froze, my whole body Silently and softly like water.Hearing him speak unhurriedly, there was still a hint of amused, "So sensitive here? What about here?"

"Wait, wait." I pressed his hand in a hurry, my face flushed, "How on earth do you know!"

While talking, the phone that had been left on the table not far away buzzed twice.I gave up questioning, and immediately stretched out my hand to grab it, but Gu Yanzhi grabbed my wrist and pressed it back. I heard him say slowly, "I think someone is not good at changing the subject?"

I watched him for a while.Then sincerely said: "I suddenly feel like I'm a little sleepy..."

"..."

I slowly closed my eyes and murmured, the voice getting lower and lower: "I fell asleep."

"..."

To this day, I still remember the evening hours of that day.From the raindrops knocking gently outside the window, to the blooming red crabapple in the living room, and the person in front of me at that time, the most gentle smile in the corner of his eyes.

As Ye Xunxun said, time has a magical power. When you feel happy, it can turn the previous things into extremely romantic.

With such a vivid memory, I am sure that if my life has not ended after four months, if I am still alive until four or even 40 years later, the memory I retain at that time will still be dazzling enough , Just think about it for a while, and feel that even the whole world is clear and bright.

On the next Saturday, college time is completely free for weekends, and the painful life of high school continues.I went to my high school alma mater to look for Ye Xunxun. It was just after lunch, so I took two cups of milk tea and went to look for Ye Xunxun in the teaching building of the Second High School.She was leaning on the railing outside the classroom, resting her chin in a daze.

This posture is very common to Ye Xunxun, and Ye Xunxun's suitors agree that this is Ye Xunxun's iconic representative posture.And Ye Xunxun himself also likes to do this movement.However, it has nothing to do with those so-called suitors, but she simply thinks that this gesture is in line with her self-proclaimed identity as a thinker.

And the reason why she calls herself a thinker, I think after she wrote so many quotations, she is actually more eager to call herself a philosopher.However, there are many bigwigs in the philosophical world. No matter how self-satisfied she is, it is inconvenient to directly compare with great figures such as Confucius, Sakyamuni, Socrates, etc., so she has to be aggrieved and named herself a thinker.Then one day I told her that you can also be called a philosopher. Ye Xunxun suddenly asked me how to do it with bright eyes.She quickly asked which two words were added, and I said, you can call yourself a beautiful philosopher.In this way, you are a philosopher in beauty, an expert in beauty in philosophy, what do you think?
This caused Ye Xunxun to beat him severely.

It's just that Ye Xunxun's appearance today is a little different from usual.She was standing in this cool and airy teaching building, but a pair of wide sunglasses were on the bridge of her nose, covering most of her face.The rest is icy and expressionless.She was dressed in black, her skin was extremely white, and her hair was long black. At first glance, this combination looked like a cold female ghost who had just climbed out of the water.No wonder people coming and going in the teaching building looked at her when they passed by.Before I walked over, a good-looking boy approached me two steps ahead, followed by leaning on the railing, and said to her with a smile: "Xun Xun, what are you thinking about?"

Ye Xunxun turned his face and spit out two words expressionlessly: "Go away."

"..."

I froze in place with the boy.However, Ye Xunxun followed the boy in front of her and saw me behind the boy, and quickly raised his chin towards me, a little arrogantly: "What are you doing here?"

I snorted, "Do you want milk tea? Bubble milk tea, your favorite flavor, someone bought it from the store on Hexi Road. It's still very hot."

Ye Xunxun glanced at me from behind the sunglasses: "If it's Gu Yanzhi, just talk about Gu Yanzhi. Why are you talking about someone. Are you reconciled with him?" After speaking, he took the milk tea away without any politeness.

I coughed and changed the subject, "What are you doing wearing sunglasses in the school building?"

"Oh, I had some eye problems two days ago. I have to wear glasses to avoid light these days, and I am not allowed to take them off. I mentioned this to the head teacher, and she agreed. This is my new one. Glasses, do you look good?"

I stared at her for a while, then suddenly reached out and pulled her glasses off with lightning speed.

Ye Xunxun let out a cry, and immediately stretched out his hand to grab it. She grabbed the back of my hand without paying attention, and it hurt.When she raised her head again, she had already put on her glasses, but I could still see her eyes clearly, and I was dumbfounded for a while: "...what's wrong with you that you can cry like this." Before she could speak, she added, "I and You said you don’t want to tell me that you have a problem with your eyes, I don’t believe it.”

Ye Xunxun pushed his glasses, looked into the distance, and said nonchalantly, "It's nothing, just cry."

"..." I opened my mouth, "Did you argue with Yan Yu again?"

"You want to break up with me again, Du Wan! How could I be the one who took the initiative to quarrel with someone!" Ye Xunxun suddenly became furious, "It is Yan Yu who has no courage to quarrel with me! And the quarrel won't make me cry Yan Yu doesn’t have that ability!”

I said, "Then why are you crying now?"

Ye Xunxun fell silent again in a flash, and let out an oh, casual look: "Cry as you want, and there is no rule that I can't cry. This has nothing to do with Yan Yu. By the way, What on earth did you come to find me today, just to bring me a cup of milk tea?"

I looked at her, and said oh, leaning on the railing, with an understated tone: "Just yesterday, I had a casual relationship, and then I thought I should mention this news to you, so I came here today. "

Ye Xunxun choked heavily on the milk tea, then raised his head to stare at me: "With whom?"

I groaned, pretending to be calm and said, "It's the person who drove over from Hexi Road to deliver this cup of milk tea."

"..."

Our conversation came to an end with the ringing of the preparatory class bell.I met Ye Xunxun again in the afternoon when I was about to leave school. I made a phone call after an extra afternoon behind me, and then specially ran over from my home in the West District to Li Xiangnan from my high school alma mater, and walked outside the school together. Hand: "Please tell me clearly, are you really in love with Gu Yanzhi?"

It was rare for Ye Xunxun to speak so loudly in public without caring about his image.Immediately, brushing attracted a lot of attention.The roots of my ears were burning red in an instant, and I dragged her to trot towards the school gate. Among the people behind me, Li Xiangnan was the first to come to his senses: "Hey Du Wan, wait a moment! What Ye Xunxun said just now What!"

I walked 50 meters without stopping, but was still blocked by Li Xiangnan.A pair of eyes stared at me, more nervous than Ye Xunxun's eyes at noon: "Du Wan, what did Ye Xunxun say just now? Are you dating Gu Yanzhi? Is it true?"

A voice came from behind me, with a leisurely and clear tone: "It's true."

I turned my head immediately.

Gu Yanzhi stood behind us, wearing a light beige casual shirt.The cuffs on both sides are rolled up, looking casual and casual.I opened my mouth and whispered, "Why are you here?"

"Pick you up and meet the principal of your high school." He said, holding my schoolbag in his hand, "What are you doing? Running around the campus, I'll call you over there Didn't hear anything."

Before I could speak, a middle-aged man followed behind Gu Yanzhi, wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses, smiling: "Is this little girl Du Wan?"

I opened my eyes wide, stared at him for a moment, and bowed suddenly: "Hi, principal!"

"Okay." The principal of Yuandundun smiled kindly, turned his head and said to Gu Yanzhi, "I suddenly remembered that many years ago, I posted a missing person notice on the T City Evening News, but I almost published a whole As for the layout, it was later rumored that it was a little girl who was named Du, maybe Du Wan?"

I blushed when I told him.She shrank behind Gu Yanzhi, and was immediately hugged by Gu Yanzhi's shoulders.There was a little smile in his voice: "That's what happened. My Du Wan's first brilliant achievement."

I grabbed a little corner of his clothes with one hand and looked up at the sky.Her feet touched his shoes, she lifted them up, and stepped on them hard.

Gu Yanzhi remained motionless.Pointing to Ye Xunxun on the side, he said slowly, "This is Ye Zhengchun's youngest daughter, Ye Xunxun."

Ye Xunxun crossed his hands in front of him, and nodded slightly reservedly: "Hello, principal. My eyes have been a little bit wrong these past two days, so I can't take off my sunglasses. Don't mind."

The headmaster let out an oh, still amiable: "What grade are you in?"

"I'm two years younger than Du Wan, and I'm currently a sophomore in high school."

The headmaster nodded with a smile on his face, turned his eyes to Gu Yanzhi again, and glanced at Li Xiangnan again.There was a moment of silence.Ye Xunxun and I looked up to look at Gu Yanzhi. He seemed to have suddenly remembered that there was someone like Li Xiangnan, so he said slowly, "This is Du Wan's classmate, surnamed Li."

Li Xiangnan bowed slightly, expressionless: "Hello, principal. I am Li Xiangnan. I used to be a classmate with Du Wan, and now I am still a classmate in university."

When the principal left, Ye Xunxun stared at Gu Yanzhi's hand embracing my shoulder, and said softly, "I really want to wish you a happy relationship for a hundred years."

I felt a little burning on my face, I looked down at the ground, moved my toes a little bit, trying to get out of Gu Yanzhi's arms calmly.Finally, he thought he moved away without a trace, but was hugged slightly by Gu Yanzhi, and fell back to the original place.I heard an unhurried voice above my head: "Don't worry. We will definitely work towards this."

I said:"……"

Ye Xunxun looked at him silently and seriously, and Li Xiangnan suddenly said: "Du Wan, tomorrow is my birthday, and there will be a small party at home. Would you like to come too?"

The voice above her head was still unhurried: "Du Wan will go to L City for vacation tomorrow, so I don't have time."

Li Xiangnan said to me: "Then I will make up for you later."

The voice above the head continued unhurriedly: "Thank you, my Wanwan doesn't need this."

Li Xiangnan said: "..."

I said:"……"

Ye Xunxun's gloomy voice sounded: "Gu Yanzhi, you are really shameless."

Gu Yanzhi had a smile on his face: "You're welcome."

Ye Xunxun said: "..."

Through the sunglasses, I can feel the intense hatred in Ye Xunxun's eyes.

As far as I know, in Ye Xunxun's bedroom, there are two small notebooks that look simple but are extremely important.One of them records all the important gossip and privacy of all the celebrities in this city.This includes not only the unknown struggle history of celebrities, but also the unknown love history and illegitimate children of celebrities and so on.According to Ye Xunxun, this book is priceless.She used to use the news inside to earn a lot of beloved jadeites, including an emerald green glass bracelet.And the other book records the degree of hatred she has for the people she comes into contact with, divided into ten stars, sporadic being the least degree of hatred, and accumulating in order upwards.Ye Xunxun makes tireless revisions to this notebook every day.Among them, Yan Yu's index is as high as ten stars all the year round, and I occasionally list it in the range of three to four stars. As for Gu Yanzhi, I saw that his ten-star index was not marked when I flipped through the book, so Asked Ye Xunxun, the latter gave an oh, and replied lightly, "He's already off the charts."

I said:"……"

Before today, I always felt that Ye Xunxun's hatred for Gu Yanzhi was somewhat inexplicable.However, Ye Xunxun has always been extremely impatient and refused to tell me the reason, and I have been imagining that I can't.Of course, I can't ask Gu Yanzhi such stupid questions as Ye Xunxun hates you so much, do you know why?So the ending can only be held in my heart.However, after today, I suddenly understood Ye Xunxun.

If I were Ye Xunxun, after experiencing a series of invincible victories that always killed people in seconds and never been surpassed, and then met Gu Yanzhi, who was rebounded even more painfully and ruthlessly, I would After gritting my teeth and fighting repeatedly, but still fighting repeatedly, I am also willing to list Gu Yanzhi No. 1 in my extreme hatred list.

When we drove back to Gu's house, it was already the beginning of the lights.

This is mainly because we left the campus, first went to the store, and then went to dinner.During the period, I saw several acquaintances of Gu Yanzhi, and had a short conversation.

Such a past, the memory is as vivid as yesterday.He drove the car away from school that day, and I can still remember the gesture of holding the steering wheel clearly.I stopped halfway and took me to a clothing store to choose clothes.This is something he has done every quarter for so many years, except for the few months when I was not in Gu Zhai.Even if I am busy with work, I will always spare a day to take me to the store to pick out the latest styles of the season.And after three years, his behavior is still very familiar.

And when he was signing the bill, Ye Jin stepped into the store, his eyes lit up when he saw him, and when he took off his sunglasses and came over to say hello, Gu Yanzhi held my hand as if nothing had happened, and wanted to have a date with her? He said two sentences at once.Until Ye Jin couldn't bear it anymore, her expression collapsed, and she said with a somewhat unnatural smile: "You and Du Wan?"

Gu Yanzhi gave me another serious introduction: "Girlfriend."

Ye Jin said: "..."

I also remember that after he signed the bill and returned to the car, he suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged me to the driving seat, separated my legs, sat on him, pinched my chin, and the next moment was the most domineering pass deep kiss.At that time, he pressed the palm of my waist, and there was a slightly hot temperature through the thin fabric.The other hand crossed my five fingers, which couldn't be more intimate.It took me quite a while to recover from the absent-minded state. Somewhat nonchalantly, I grabbed the lapel of my shirt, pulled him a few feet away, and kissed him quickly on the right side of his cheek.

After doing this, my heart was beating extremely hard.Seeing the beautiful eyes in front of him slightly raised, he involuntarily puffed out his chest, blinked his eyes, and said in a somewhat guilty and forceful tone: "Return, return the gift! Why do you have to come first, and I can do it too, okay? "

From the time I was 22 years old, I clearly remember many things like this.

Have you ever had the feeling that when you hand over your heart and wait for years and feel a little hopeless, someone else suddenly takes it?At the moment when you were cheering for joy, you suddenly realized that you didn't know what to do next.

As if nothing is good enough.There is always a better way.You are worried about how you look in the eyes of the other party, whether you feel that you will be too proactive, or that you will be too shy, or that you are not good-looking enough, or that you are not mature enough.So many faults.But at the same time, you hope that you are as perfect in the eyes of the other party as the other party is in your eyes.

You have used all your thoughts and carefully maintained this relationship.

During that time I had many whims.I was thinking wholeheartedly about how to make Gu Yanzhi feel better about me.For example, one day I suddenly said that I wanted to learn how to make cakes, but it turned out that I made a mess and almost caused an explosion in the kitchen. In the end, I could only pretend that nothing happened and wipe out all traces before Gu Yanzhi went home; One day, he felt that the black and gray sheets in Gu Yanzhi's bedroom were more mature and beautiful, and then wondered whether the sudden change would be too obvious, and finally hesitated for many days, and decided to use the new lavender that Gu Yanzhi brought back after work. Another example is that one day, I suddenly dragged Ye Xunxun to the mall to try on high heels.

The specific inspiration for buying high-heeled shoes is somewhat vague, but I can still remember the appearance of those high-heeled shoes.Very delicate, ten centimeters high, with a heel that is thinner than the thickness of a thumb.Black suede, red soles, and a delicate red strap on the heel.As long as it is placed quietly on the counter, it exudes a strong femininity.

Ye Xunxun has always liked to dress up maturely, but she frowned and refused to try on those high heels.It's just too mature.But I resolutely asked the shopping guide to bring a suitable size, then closed my eyes and slipped it in.

Ye Xunxun sighed coldly: "Sure enough, women in love are blind."

I don't seem to hear it.The moment my heels involuntarily stood on tiptoe along with the shoes, and the center of gravity of my body moved forward, I suddenly felt that the world was a little different.

The shopping guide lady smiled and told me: "When you wear high heels, you should hold your chest high, hold your head up, touch the ground with the front of your feet first, and then drop the heels. That's it."

I followed carefully.Ye Xunxun sat on the sofa and looked up at me: "Can you stand firm? I can feel that you can't stand firm at all."

I leaned on the wall of the counter, held my breath, endured a little pain in my feet, and said softly, "Just try it and it will be fine."

I can't wait to grow up.At that time my concept of growing up was still superficial, however at that time, I tried to do almost everything that could justify growing up.High heels are just one of them.I tried for a long time at the counter until Ye Xunxun got a little impatient to wait, but I still couldn't learn to walk naturally and gracefully in high heels.However, I still signed the bill and swiped Gu Yanzhi's secondary bank card resolutely.

I took my shoes and went back to Gu's house.Fortunately, Gu Yanzhi has not come back yet.I ran into my bedroom, closed the door, put on my high heels, and walked slowly on the pure white wool carpet.High heels are beautiful and abrasive things, and I fully realized that that day.The toes were swollen and sore from being squeezed, and the heels kicked unsuitably.In short, everywhere under the feet is protesting and clamoring.But I fell on deaf ears.And high spirited.I didn't know how long I had been walking, when suddenly there were two knocks on the door, and it was quickly pushed open from the outside.

I was startled, I didn't stand firmly on my feet, my body swayed back and forth in the air, and fell down uncontrollably under Gu Yanzhi's eyes.

My ankle twisted and hurt suddenly.The high heels jumped half a meter away.My mind was blank, and tears burst out in an instant.Gu Yanzhi walked over quickly with big strides, squatted down, and my calf was quickly held gently by someone.He raised his voice to call the housekeeper to bring towels and ice cubes, and asked me, "Does it hurt?"

I was so painful that I almost wanted to bark my teeth, but I held back all possible noises and tears, and said calmly, "A little bit."

Suddenly he was picked up horizontally and placed beside the bed.Gu Yanzhi squatted in front of the bed, with my feet resting on his knees.He held my ankle through a towel wrapped in ice.The feeling of soreness and swelling bounced and bounced, and I even felt that the cranial nerves were hurting.With eyes closed, the upper body kept leaning forward and backward.Hearing Gu Yanzhi's voice suddenly, he was still calm and unhurried: "Wanwan, you are fine at any time. I always belong to you. There is no need to rush."

I have always felt that meeting Gu Yanzhi was the best luck in my life.

Ye Xunchuan often pointed out that my memory is not good, and the bad behavior is forgetting things, and then thinks that this is the sequelae of sleeping pills I took some time ago.But I have been able to remember everything about Gu Yanzhi smoothly.I had a discussion with Ye Xunxun after the college entrance examination, and we respectively described the degree of understanding of Gu Yanzhi and Yan Yu.Facts have proved that after many years, Ye Xunxun's understanding of Yan Yu is still limited to his height and blood type.She didn't even know the prescription of Yan Yu's glasses.In comparison, my understanding of Gu Yanzhi is too extensive, including allergen mantras, height and weight, and many other aspects, and I can even imitate Gu Yanzhi's handwriting perfectly.I was so familiar to the end, finally made Ye Xunxun break down and couldn't stand it.

She expressed a lack of interest in my behaviors such as making cakes and buying high heels, and felt unreasonable.It was unreasonable until this day, and finally couldn't bear it and lifted the table.Such a thorough and detailed understanding of me and Gu Yanzhi has been upgraded from unreasonable to unbelievable and incomprehensible.

She walked around the room dozens of times, and finally stopped, and said to me seriously that she thinks Gu Yanzhi brainwashed me to get me to this point.I froze for a moment, expressing the same incredulity and incomprehension, and then told her that she was thinking too much.Ye Xunxun sat down in front of me, held my hand, and said to me seriously: "Let me tell you, Gu Yanzhi must have brainwashed you. Brainwashing is scary, but it does exist. Gu Yanzhi must It is because he forcibly instills into your mind the knowledge that is in line with his own interests, subverts your original world outlook, outlook on life and values, and makes you think that you should be attached to him, so you become what you are now. This kind of brainwashing It is especially suitable for people with a relatively pure spiritual world and no ability to think independently, such as you. And you will be eroded unconsciously. You have lived with Gu Yanzhi for so long, and there are many opportunities for him to attack. Yan Yu He knows this thing, and he is very familiar with this method. He has experimented on many people, and the success rate is as high as [-]%. Yan Yu must have taught this thing to Gu Yanzhi, and then Gu Yanzhi used it on you. It must be so."

I didn't speak for a long time.Ye Xunxun shook my shoulders and continued to resonate: "Is what I said very reasonable! Gu Yanzhi just has a problem, he is so insidious and shameless, he is the most handy to do this kind of thing, Du Wan, wake up quickly Bar!"

After a long time, I looked at her and slowly said, "So in your heart, I am a person without the ability to think independently."

Ye Xunxun said: "That's not the point, okay! You're being controlled by Gu Yanzhi, that's the point, okay! You probably don't like him very much, and you think he's so good when you're controlled by him. Wake up Wake up, okay? It's hard to like someone, don't you think it's too hard for you to like someone?"

I said: "I think the point should be in your heart. I am a person without independent thinking ability. Ye Xunxun is really hard for you to be friends with a person without independent thinking ability. Do you feel tired? How about we break up?"

"..."

Ye Xunxun stared at me for a long time, and finally gave up. With a look of grief and indignation on his face, he slammed the door and left.

(End of this chapter)