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Chapter 83 Regret Medicine

My grades plummeted because I didn't go to class at all, I skipped class and wandered around all day, and even when I went to school, I just slept.

God knows, I was still in elementary school at that time, and a bad student like me is really rare.The teachers were very disappointed with me and called Pan Yuzhen to school again and again.Gradually, they all knew that I was hopeless, so they all gave up on me.

They don't care about me, treat me like I don't exist.It hurt, and I rebelled even more.

It is the pain of being abandoned by the whole world, which makes me despair every day.

My grandmother was also very disappointed in me. That summer she forcibly took me to England, saying that she would educate me herself and save me back.But I jumped out of the speeding car on the way to the airport and fell bloody!
I showed such resolute refusal that they never dared to force me again.

She went to England alone and died there.That day I was smoking with a group of delinquent teenagers in "Lies". I was in a fog, and I suddenly felt heartbroken. When I got home, Pan Yuzhen told me that my grandmother had passed away.

At that time, I was more uncomfortable than dying. I sat on the ground blankly for a whole night.

I once thought she was killed by me, because she was too worried about me and worried about me every day, that's why she couldn't get sick.I have walked through one summer night after another with such guilt on my back.

If there was anyone selling regret medicine in the world, I would definitely buy a ton and eat them all without hesitation! ! !

I hurt the person who loved me the most in this world so cruelly that at the moment she passed away, she couldn't forget me, chanted my name, and never woke up again.

How I wish there was no summer.I can't get used to the smell of mosquito coils and insecticide, and I hate the air conditioner!I only remember my grandma's big fan, which drove away so much anxiety for me on a sultry summer night.

I fell asleep unknowingly. In my dream, Yan Xiaotong and Chu Yao's peak confrontation appeared. They fought for me and lost both sides. I didn't know who to pull, so I could only stand on the side and cry.

(End of this chapter)