quit love

Chapter 41
I swear, I'm definitely not a girl who likes to cry, I swear, really, I don't like to cry at all.I am the strong Panya, the willful Panya, the Panya who only makes others cry.

In this life, I have only cried for three men, one is my father Lin Rui who abandoned me, the other is Yan Xiaotong who lied to me, and the other is Chu Yao who is willing to give everything for me.

These three completely different people made me cry, but Lin Rui and Yan Xiaotong were the source of pain, while Chu Yao always wanted to give me the support of happiness, but I didn't cherish it and didn't dare to accept it.

I said, Chu Yao, go away and never show up again. After you leave, you will soon forget me, and I will forget you too. In this way, we will not suffer anymore.

"It's too late, I'm hopeless." He repeated his words again, yes, it's too late, everything is too late.I am like this, but I can keep him like this.

I must have burned incense and worshiped Buddha in my previous life, in exchange for my devotion in exchange for Chu Yao's protection in this life.

But am I worth it?I am so unbearable, is it worth him to sacrifice everything for me?I started to feel confused, feel inferior, and hated myself.

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That night, I don’t know how I got home, we talked a lot, we walked and talked, he took my hand, when we arrived at my door, he let me go, the temperature in his palm remained, and the wind blew , immediately cooled down.

He said good night and left without looking back.

I fell asleep when I got home, my dream was a mess, and many people from the past appeared, Frog, Meng Wei, Yan Xiaotong... Finally there were Chu Yao and Lin Ling, they stood together, with bright and bright adolescent smiles on their faces .

The next day I didn't want to get up at all, dreaming is a very tiring thing, and there is an exam in the afternoon, let me sleep a little longer, otherwise I will definitely fall asleep in the exam room!
So I made the biggest and biggest decision to transfer to another school - I want to skip class!

How good I have become since coming here, and not skip a lesson!I go to class on time every day and leave school on time.I was almost dazzled by such a regular and waveless life, and couldn't find myself.

(End of this chapter)