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Chapter 180 Actually I Really Miss You
The smell of formalin that will never disappear in the hospital, fills every corner and every air molecule, ravages at will, even travels through the cells of the human body, pulling every fragile nerve, forming a mess Thoughts, floating in the air into sad thoughts.

This was long, long after leaving Aya.

Time suddenly becomes strange in front of us, and all the miracles are lost in the passing of day after day, but I can hear the sound of rushing water when it goes away.

In fact, the longing for her has long been like a stone sinking into the ocean, silent in the deepest and deepest place in my heart, covered with a layer of fine sand.

When seeing familiar things and familiar people, it will suddenly surface without warning, peeling away layers of sand, as if to expose the secrets hidden 1000 years ago, and make everything fall apart.

Actually, I really miss you, Aya.

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Jiajia's illness has entered an advanced stage, and it seems that it has reached the point where it cannot be saved by any means.

Seeing her, I thought of my innocent self a long time ago, and really felt that this world is a fucking lie!The sweet words deceive you, and in the end, they leave you with an incomplete and horrible ending.

I suddenly hated myself for being deceived. It would be great if I realized it earlier.

In the morning, I took Jiajia to the catering department of the hospital for breakfast.I picked up a sunny seat and bought two bowls of tofu nao.The white flowers are served in a bowl, sprinkled with fine sugar, and the fresh bean fragrance rises in the air.

Jia Jia sat across from me, took a small mouthful of tofu nao with a spoon and put it into her mouth, then suddenly raised her head to look at me, and asked: "Do you think people will disappear immediately after death? She still has a chance to come back again." Look at the people who couldn't let go of you before you were alive?"

The morning sun was so warm, but Jia Jia's words seemed to freeze the air flowing around her for a moment.

However, I was not shocked. I was able to quickly adapt to the perception that she always popped up inexplicably after she was ill, and I was able to cope with it.

"The soul is immortal. I heard that after a person dies, the soul will run out of the body, and then visit the people who stayed with her before she was alive, so that she can leave safely and start another life again. The journey of life."

(End of this chapter)